When she was young, she had turned her back to thousands of people in the city outside the palace, including her father and brother. She faced the thin figure who had never hugged her or coaxed her. That was the first and last time in her life that she had to carry her back. Don't be moved by the pain and loneliness in your heart.
From beginning to end, Fang Geyu didn't quite know what it was like to be a daughter.
But even a little beast that has been abandoned for a long time and is frozen stiff still wants to go home and be hugged by its mother.
At that time, she clearly had a mother, but she lived lonely and helpless, living alone and quietly in a cold corner where no one knew about her.
With her frozen and bleeding feet bare, she shouted at the top of her voice to everyone outside the palace: "Whether it's cold iron or not real, I also hope that someone can hug me and hold me Hide it well in your heart and don't let others see it! Even if I am not expected to come into this world by anyone, I... I also want you to coax me."
That was her first real act of willfulness.
Later, her mother left...
There was no looking back.
She lived under the spotlight and became the most noble and inviolable person in Shifang City.
She has become a top person in the hearts of countless elders who look forward to her.
Later, she also became the most willful and difficult-to-maintain fairy eldest lady in the world.
She is no longer weak, and the hurtful thorns of arrogance have become her most beneficial protection.
When she was frustrated, no one wanted to take a second look at her.
When she was in glory, she was so sharp that others didn't want to get close to her for fear of being hurt.
From beginning to end, no matter whether you are alone or in a noble state.
In the darkness and in the light, she was always alone in the shadows, looking up at the fire.
The shadow is too dark and the fire is too strong, she can always be seen.
But the little corpse demon in front of him, who bullied her so cruelly, said that he wanted to hide her in his cold heart and not let anyone see her...
There is nothing in my empty heart, but at this moment, it seems to be strangled by a thin line of sight, so tight that it hurts slightly.
The fingertips placed on Balian's chest suddenly tightened a little, and Fang Geyu looked in a daze, and his mind was slightly confused.
Was seen by him...
her past.
It was different from Balian's vague dream memories, which were as vague as a layer of yellow sand.
Fang Geyu has never forgotten the past. Those vivid past events and long-buried thoughts are not only engraved in her memory.
Now, he was actually allowed to spy on it.
Fang Geyu felt an indescribable embarrassment.
Like a fish that had been disembowelled, the scales that could reflect the light on the surface were lifted off.
Telling myself clearly that those ugly scars that crisscrossed the skin have not disappeared at all.
Instead, as time passed, it became deeply rooted, melted into the blood, and grew into the bones, forming a thick layer of scabs that looked like dirt.
And she could only lie there on the verge of death, letting passers-by stare at her.
But he didn't look at it or show a mocking look. Instead, he stopped in front of her, rubbed her into his heart, gave her a generous hug, and said in a coaxing tone: Hide in quickly, so that no one can see her. your.
It's so chaotic and ridiculous.
People say that the people in Shifang City are as proud and lonely as a peacock, and as free and unrestrained as a big fish in the sea.
She is the darling of a fairy family and is born with the blood of a fairy. She is different from the thousands of practitioners who walk alone on the bitter cold road in the mortal world.
The faraway immortal road is just an ordinary smooth road under her feet, and it is favored by the emperor and the empress.
Everyone agreed that she was born with the capital to be willful and unbridled.
And facts have proven that what she has done over the years is indeed so ridiculous that it exceeds everyone's imagination.
But who would have known that the only time she was willful in her life was the meaningless gnashing of teeth that time, with so much resentment that it was like a fly shaking a tree, draining all her useless energy.
But the price of her willfulness also destroyed her heart, leaving her living in agony and regret.
She still remembered that the figure in the palace that she could not get close to looked back at her just before he jumped coldly from the tower that towered into the clouds.
She forgot what the woman's eyes looked like at that time.
In the memories mottled by the years, there are only huge silver-blue towers, and the snow waves thousands of feet high are like a sky curtain, drowning her sight and annihilating the lonely figure.
The dark night was silent, and nightmare-like shadow memories gathered in my heart.
Fang Geyu woke up from his memories in an instant. The hand on his chest was wrapped around his neck at some point, his posture was intimate and unguarded.
What was even more absurd and unbearable was that even her legs, which were trying to resist the kick at first, were unknowingly wrapped around the boy's thin, taut and arched waist.
The air was silent for a while, and Fang Geyu felt his cheeks burning hotter and hotter.
She bit her lip in embarrassment, feeling so flustered that she was almost overwhelmed by shame.
Faced with this guy's bullying, she actually took the initiative.
But what was surprising was that she clearly felt the power he was gathering.
But Bailian had no intention of wanting her now, his hot eyes were unsettling, and his chest was rising and falling heavily.
He suddenly leaned forward to kiss her, and took away her lower lip that she was biting.
The girl's rouge faded as he rubbed it into his mouth, turning his pale and bloodless lips into layers of dark color.
Fang Geyu was startled for a moment, and then his cheeks turned red.
The inexplicable fear made her tense up nervously.
From such a close distance, Fang Geyu could hear the sound of his teeth chattering when he was extremely depressed.
"Fang Geyu..." He called in a low voice. It was a call that had lost its rationality. She didn't know why he still tensed up so much.
She felt him suddenly brush her cheek gently, change the direction, and kiss her small ear.
The girl's earlobes are so thin that they are almost transparent, showing a childish whiteness. The small cinnabar moles dotted on the jade-like earlobes are lightly tasted and become more and more enchanting.
The roots of her ears gradually turned red, and she supported his rising and falling chest with both hands, turning her face to the side of her pretty and blushing face.
Gradually a low moan escaped, and as his teeth tightened, he occasionally let out intermittent soft sobs.
The sound of hot breathing poured into her ears, and vaguely, she seemed to hear him calling her name continuously.
She bit his shoulder lightly, leaving only a small mark.
A newborn kitten cannot bite such a shallow mark.
She whimpered, her voice was clearly very soft, but she threatened in a fierce tone: "Smelly Sichen, if you dare to harm me today, I will kill you..."
What to do with him?
Cut to pieces by a thousand cuts, or fried and cooked?
Or skin and cut off the legs, chop them into pieces and feed them to the dogs?
After hesitating for a moment, she glared at him fiercely and said, "I'll lock you up!"
The movement of biting his ear suddenly stopped.
Fang Geyu couldn't help but squeeze a strand of black hair hanging on his chest, and his heart seemed to be squeezed tightly, feeling an inexplicable annoyance and confusion.
Did she speak too harshly and frighten him?
After stopping for only a moment, his earlobe was bitten by his again, and I heard him gasp heavily, with a vague sound of exertion, and said frankly: "Yes."
The earlobe was so hot from his bite that I really didn't know why the boy could play with one ear for so long.
Other anxious men like women's waist, legs, breasts and so on.
It just so happens that he has such a dull and unique hobby.
Fang Geyu asked knowingly: "Yes? What do you want?"
As if trying to prove his desire, Balian's throat made a rolling sound, giving people a sense of being unreasonable and rogue.
"want to."
"want you."
"mine."
"I'll hide it well."
Fang Geyu was made weak by his burning voice and frank answers.
She clearly hates the overtures from men of the opposite sex to her. Even if someone deliberately and subtly wants to get close to her, she will kill him with a vicious hand and break the dog's legs like a fly.
Not to mention such straightforward and outrageous remarks.
But why, she felt a little bit of satisfaction and joy at being wanted so strongly.
She lowered her voice, her face turned redder than before, and she bit her lip, like a poor child who had been saving private money for a long time and suddenly made up his mind to spend all his family funds to buy something very expensive.
That super fierce girl whispered in his ear: "Si Chen, you let me support you for the rest of your life, okay?"
