"It's starting to snow again..."
Putting a thick coat on Keiko Hatoyama, Xiaoqing carried her on his back and walked in the courtyard below the hospital building.
It seemed that it was only then that he finally felt most directly how weak Hatoyama Keiko was.
She is too light.
Carrying it on your back is like a leaf, as if it will float away with a gentle breeze.
"I always feel like something bad happens every time winter comes..."
Lying on his shoulder, Hatoyama Keiko reached out to catch a snowflake and suddenly said.
"It's just a coincidence." Xiao Qing also replied.
Of course he knew the reason why Hatoyama Keiko said this.
Nearly ten years ago, his mother died in such a winter.
Now, Hatoyama Keiko's medical team has given her the final verdict. Her remaining time will no longer be able to support her through this winter.
"Well, it's indeed a coincidence."
Hatoyama Keiko nodded, leaned on his back, and said softly:
"Take me to the photo studio to take a picture."
"Okay." Xiao Qing hesitated for a moment, but then nodded in agreement.
The hesitation at this moment was because he was considering whether it was safe to take Keiko Hatoyama out like this.
"Don't worry, nothing will happen as long as you are here, and they won't dare to stop you." Knowing what he was thinking, Hatoyama Keiko said.
"Um."
In this way, the two of them left the hospital and walked towards the nearest photo studio, followed not far behind by a group of Japanese police officers.
This scene is indeed a bit strange and scary. Fortunately, it is snowing now and there are not many people on the street, so there is no need to worry too much about causing trouble to the people.
"I am actually a very possessive person..."
With her arms around Xiao Qing's neck, Hatoyama Keiko leaned on his back, looking sideways at the slowly retreating scenery on the street, and suddenly said.
"Many times, when I see Xiao Qing running around with you busy with these things all day long, I feel very angry. I feel like they are taking away the time I spend with you, and they want to take you away from me. of……
I don’t have much time to begin with, so why are they still trying to compete with me all day long?
I always think this way, and several times I want to vent my anger on Grandpa and ask him to quit all those guys who pester you all day long to do this and that.
But I just think about it in my heart. After all, I know this is wrong. You are such an excellent person, how can I keep you by my side all day long...but I still get very angry. "
"I will spend more time with you in the future." After listening to her words, Xiao Qing replied.
But when Hatoyama Keiko heard this, she stretched out her index finger and poked the back of his neck.
"It's okay to say this, but you can't really do it? After all, work is important..."
"...Okay." Xiao Qing nodded in agreement.
"You..."
Seeing that he agreed like this, Hatoyama Keiko sighed helplessly.
"It will be easy to be deceived by bad women in the future like this. How can I rest assured..."
After Kokarasuma, he was complained about by Keiko again...
"You may have been deceived now. After all, I am also a very bad woman... I have a little question for you. Do you know why I want you to take me to take pictures?"
"Why?"
Keiko Hatoyama is particularly talkative today.
“I did it on purpose, not only do I want you to take a photo with me, I also want you to keep this photo.
I saw a sentence in the Internet before, saying that the thing more deadly than Bai Yueguang is the dead Bai Yueguang. They said that death can often completely change the relationship between two people. The dead Bai Yueguang has such a beautiful identity. She left, and therefore, this passing will make the living person's memory of her forever fixed at the most beautiful moment. This is a shackles that is difficult for living people to break through.
Therefore, I not only want you to keep this photo, Xiaoqing, but I also want you to keep it with you, so that when I am no longer around, and Xiaoqing has a bad relationship, you will take it by yourself. I came out and watched it again and again, reminiscing about the beauty of our past in the cruel reality.
At that time, although I passed away in reality, I could still live in your heart all the time, haunting you like a ghost... How about it? I am such a vicious woman, are you afraid? "
Hatoyama Keiko stretched out her cold hands and gently pinched Xiao Qing's neck, and whispered in his ear.
"It's quite good." Carrying her forward slowly, Xiao Qing replied softly: "It just so happens that I am worried that I will forget you in the future, so I won't forget you."
He can penetrate Hatoyama Keiko's heart every time with the most direct and concise words.
"Fool……"
After being stunned for a moment, Hatoyama Keiko lay back on his back again, with a sad expression.
"You've already said this, how can I bear to lie to you again...Okay, let's make this decision."
As if a good idea suddenly occurred to him, Hatoyama Keiko regained his energy, poked his back with his hand, and said while poking:
"Next, I'm going to lie to you, Xiao Qing, because I'm a bumbling, selfish and willful woman, so I have to tell these lies, but it's your decision whether you want to follow it, Xiao Qing, you know. Yet?"
"Well, you tell me, I'll listen." Xiao Qing nodded lightly.
"First of all, I hope Xiao Qing that you can be an excellent policeman in the future."
Tears wet her eyes, Hatoyama Keiko suppressed her inner emotions and kept her voice as calm as possible.
"A super-excellent policeman who has a just heart, will not casually harm other people's lives, treats people of any identity equally, and can be praised by everyone, do you understand?"
"good."
"Then, even if I am no longer here, you must have a good relationship with Karasuma, don't make her sad, and give in to her when you have disputes. Best, best... best... "
Suddenly unable to speak, Hatoyama Keiko wiped her already blurred eyes vigorously. She took a deep breath, and then spoke that brisk tone again.
"It's best to become a family with her, you know?"
"...Okay." After a long silence, Xiao Qing finally responded to her.
"Idiot, you have to pretend to be silent at this time, you know? If you agree so simply, I will feel sad even if you lie..."
Turning her head to lean back on his back, Hatoyama Keiko smiled and raised her hand to poke his back.
"You don't have to keep that photo with you. You can do whatever you want with it later. Do you understand?"
Hatoyama Keiko's voice gradually became lower.
"This is the truth."
What she said made no sense. It was true and false every time.
"Um."
"Little Karasuma, she is indeed a very good child, and she also likes you. You can't really let her down... This is also true."
"Um."
"After I die, don't be too sad, and don't place too much responsibility on yourself. Remember to smile more, don't always keep a straight face to people, don't worry about those troublesome things, live well and happily." This life is enough, you know?”
"Um."
"This sentence is also true."
"Ok, I know."
"That's good……"
Lying on his back, Hatoyama Keiko slowly closed her eyes.
"That's enough... I'm sleepy. I won't take any photos today. Let's go back..."
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(End of chapter)
