In the house, at the corner of the bed.
There was a little boy who looked to be only one or two years old. He was barefoot, hugging his knees, and curled up tremblingly.
Not far away from him, there was a young couple with sad faces. They looked at their frightened child, their eyes full of concern and guilt.
Although I don’t know why the child is so scared, what does such a young child know?
There must be something they did wrong as parents to make their children feel so insecure.
"Stop frowning all the time."
Hei Muguang patted his wife and whispered: "Give Xiaoyang more smiles, maybe he won't be so scared."
"Muguang..."
Qing Yiyi's eyes were watery, she looked at her husband with a sad face, and sighed softly: "After a child is born, shouldn't he actively rely on his parents? Why does Xiaoyang...
Woohoo, he is our son, our biological son! "
"it's okay no problem……"
Hei Muguang held his wife in his arms and patted her back comfortingly.
Although he himself was unsure, he still comforted Qing Yiyi with a confident tone.
"It will be fine, everything will get better, don't be sad, I am with you.
And Xiaoyang, he will definitely feel the love of his parents for him... for sure! "
"Um……"
Qing Yiyi sobbed and nodded.
"Let's see..."
Hei Yang Hongli stood not far away and watched this scene with a complicated expression.
They are in different times and cannot be seen in the past.
"At that time, I was such a little bastard..."
Hei Yang looked at his parents' expressions, his eyes also full of guilt.
"They must be very worried. They have just become parents, but they end up encountering this kind of thing."
Hei Yang walked to his parents, looked at the faces that were obviously much younger than his parents now, and apologized softly.
"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I shouldn't have worried you at that time. My son knew he was wrong."
"One code equals another, stinky Heiyang, why do you call him little Heiyang!"
Hong Lixun glanced at Hei Yang and walked to the bed. Looking at the helpless expression of little Hei Yang, she felt a little uncomfortable.
"Baby Heiyang, be good, stop crying, stop crying, everything will get better in the future, eh!
Looking at little Heiyang's pitiful expression, Hongli's mother's heart is broken, come and let her hug her, don't cry, don't cry..."
"Hey, your serious husband, I'm here!"
Hei Yang walked to Hong Li with a speechless expression, looked down at his former self, and stretched out his hand to poke Hei Yang's forehead.
"To be honest, at that time I would never have thought that the unknown future would be so beautiful."
Hei Yang put his arm on Hong Li's neck and said with a smile: "If I had known this, why on earth would I have been crying at that time? It's true."
"Okay, okay, don't distract me with your jokes."
Hongli waved her hand in a funny way: "I'm fine, I just felt a little uncomfortable when I saw you when you were a child.
After all, it's not just your parents who will feel sorry for you, Hei Yang, I will too. "
"Um."
Hei Yang nodded, holding Hong Li's hand, and the scene in front of them changed again.
Little Heiyang has grown up a bit, lying on the bed alone, holding a pen in his hand and scribbling something on a small notebook.
Hei Yang Hongli walked closer, lowered his head to look at the small notebook, and found that the word "home" was written densely on the paper.
"At that time, I really wanted to go back and miss my old home."
Hei Yang explained with a helpless smile: "After all, we are not familiar with the place here."
"Wow, you are not allowed to go back!"
Hong Li hugged one of Hei Yang's arms tightly and hummed: "What will I do if you go back!
Do you want Xiaoli to live alone in this world?
Do you dare to imagine what Hongli would look like without the black sun? ! "
"Know."
Hei Yang stretched out his other arm and rubbed Hong Li's head.
"I don't dare think about how I can survive without you."
"hey-hey."
Hong Li chuckled and pointed out the window: "Look there, look there."
"uh-huh."
Hei Yang looked at the two heads sticking out of the window. He and Hong Li, dumbfounded, came to his parents who were peeking through the window and listened to their conversation.
"Move over there, Mu Guang, you're squeezing me."
"There are only such a big window in total. How can I move it a little bit? Just make do with it."
Hei Muguang ignored his wife's roll of his eyes, looked at Hei Yang in the room, frowned and said, "What do you mean our Xiaoyang is writing and drawing with a pen and a notebook?
If you give something as sharp as a pen to a child like this, what if it hurts you? "
"Then our child finally asks for something. Can I, the mother, not give it to him?"
Qing Yiyi curled her lips in embarrassment. Eighteen years ago, she was not much older than Hongli.
She stared at her sweetheart, who had been pregnant for ten months, and whispered: "Muguang, I'm so worried about Xiaoyang, he looks very unhappy.
Doesn't Xiaoyang not want to come to the world and meet his parents? "
"How could it happen? Don't think too much about it."
Hei Muguang still looked confident.
"Xiaoyang will be fine for sure. He is our two children and must have inherited all our advantages!"
"What if we inherit our shortcomings?"
"Ah this..."
"Ah, Hei Yang when he was a child..."
Hongli held her chin with one hand and looked at Hei Xiaoyang's face carefully in the room. The corners of her mouth raised and she couldn't help but said: "It's so cute, so cute. Hei Yang, when will you change back to a child and let me play with you?" Have fun!”
"For your idea, the traveling world has its own rules."
Hei Yangxian turned to Hongli and rolled his eyes: "We don't know each other at this time."
"That……"
Hongli turned to look in the direction of her home and said with a smile, "Would you like to see Xiao Hongli?"
"Um."
Hei Yang nodded, and the scene in front of the two changed again.
A little loli sat on the edge of the doorstep, her hands hanging by her side and kicking her legs out of boredom.
Sometimes I look at the people coming and going on the street in the distance, sometimes I look up at the birds in the sky, my shining eyes blink, as if I am full of curiosity about the world.
But when a group of children ran past me laughingly on the street, the little Loli shrank her head as if she was frightened. After returning to the door frame of her yard, she covered her face with her hair and pretended to be dead.
"Hahahahahaha, so cute."
Hei Yang was amused: "So you have been a fool since you were a child. Sure enough, it's not all my fault."
"Hey, you are laughing at such a young girl, Hei Yang, do you have any conscience?"
Hong Li gave Hei Yang a backhand fist, approached Hong Xiaoli, and looked at her with excitement.
"What is natural beauty? Look, we have been cute since we were young!
Hey, little girl, sister, there is some candy here, do you want to eat it?
Don't want to eat? Then sister will take you to the amusement park! hey-hey. "
"Good sister, good sister Hongli, be normal."
Hei Yang wordlessly pinched the back of Hong Li's neck, causing the latter's whole body to tremble: "What do you mean by being sick against your past self?
Fortunately, Xiao Hongli can't see me, otherwise it would have left a psychological shadow. "
"Ahh~"
Hong Li's voice was trembling: "Hei, Hei Yang, please let go of me first..."
"uh-huh."
Hei Yang snorted softly, retracted his hand, and stretched out his arm skillfully. Hong Li fell into his arms unsteadily, raised her head and looked at Hei Yang with an aggrieved face: "Bad guy."
"hey-hey……"
Hei Yang chuckled and said nothing.
"Well, what's wrong? What's the matter?"
Hong Li glared at Hei Yang with dead fish eyes, and said unhappily: "This is me, who doesn't love yourself? Who doesn't want to be narcissistic? It's normal!"
"Ah, yes, yes, it's normal, so normal!"
Hei Yang rolled his eyes, walked to Hong Xiaoli, and looked around worriedly.
"Speaking of which, are your parents so comfortable letting you sit alone on the doorstep?
What if a personal trafficker suddenly shows up and kidnaps you in a sack? "
"Hey, this is Five Color City, our territory is okay."
Hongli looked like a village bully, rolled her eyes and said, "The traffickers kidnapped me this morning, and I have to eat my head at noon. The same goes for you."
"Ah this..."
Seeing Hong Li's expression of "Someone above us is a bit arrogant", several black lines were drawn on Heiyang's head.
"So are I watching you?"
"Ah, I vaguely remember..."
Hongli pointed to the intersections of the surrounding streets: "Over there, over there, and over there, almost all the roads leading to my house, there are people sent by my father at the intersections.
The euphemistic name is maintaining public order, but in fact we understand everything. "
"Phew, that's good."
Hei Yang wiped his sweat and breathed a long sigh of relief: "It's so thrilling, Xiaoli.
Sure enough, if you are not with me, you may be in danger at any time! "
"hehe……"
Hong Li sneered and turned towards Hei Yang.
"You are the biggest danger. Xiao Hongli will encounter the biggest disaster in her life when she is four years old."
"Hey, you're going too far."
"How did it go?"
Hong Li grabbed her hair, squatted down, and pointed at Hong Xiaoli's shining eyes: "Look here!"
"Um?"
Hei Yang raised his eyebrows.
"Look here again!"
Hong Li pointed at her dead fish eyes without highlights.
"Ah this..."
Hei Yang's eyes were blank: "It's this kind of thing. It's something you and I agree on. How can you blame Hei Yang entirely, right?"
"Yeah yeah."
Hongli sighed in a long voice, and touched Xiao Hongli's head.
"It's great, Xiao Hongli, you are still so young and still have a lot of wonderful childhood.
She can still be held in her arms by her mother and act like a spoiled child, and her father can chase her around the yard with a bowl to feed her.
Ha, how wonderful, Xiao Hongli, that you can still experience the more than ten years of knowing and falling in love with Hei Yang.
Just like my mother said, cherish your time as a child and grow up slowly. "
"I can also hold you in my arms and let you act like a baby."
Putting his hands around Hongli's waist, Hei Yang said softly: "If you want, I can feed you with a bowl."
"Ha, that's too silly. I'm not a child anymore."
Hong Li smiled and thought: "Hei Yang, do you think that when we get married, will we be holding hands and looking at it with smiles many years later?"
"Ha, then who knows."
Hei Yang smiled and continued walking with Hong Li.
They walked to the maple leaf forest again, this time the maple leaves were red and romantic.
"Oh ho ho ho, a historic moment."
Hongli watched excitedly as Xiao Hongli walked towards Hei Xiaoyang, and couldn't help but pat Hei Yang next to her.
"Hei Yang, look, look, the leaders of the Lazy Dog Country and the Salted Fish Country successfully met!"
"No, I have to record this scene..."
Hong Li hurriedly rummaged around her body and suddenly took out a picture stone.
Aiming at the camera, the picture was empty.
"Well……"
Hongli thought for a while, then slapped the photo stone: "Baiju!"
The photo stone suddenly became blurry, and then returned to its normal appearance.
"Well, let me take a look..."
Hong Li pointed the image stone, and two little figures suddenly appeared on the screen!
"Yo ho! Black sun, black sun, black sun, look at it!"
Hongli yelled and pulled Heiyang, and with an excited look on her face, she patted Xiao Hongli and Heiyang randomly.
"Taking a secret photo of yourself doesn't count as taking a secret photo. I want to take out the photo and hang it in the bedroom, oh ho ho ho ho!"
"It is indeed a memorable scene..."
Hei Yang bent over slightly to watch, and couldn't help but sigh: "Don't say we've known each other since childhood, most ordinary couples probably don't have photos of the first time they met.
Thinking about it this way, it is indeed special and worthy of commemoration! "
"Ha! There's something even more special!"
Hongli led Heiyang and trotted all the way, and the person outside the painting came to the painting of the fiery red maple forest.
"What is a diary?"
On the big rock, Xiao Hongli sat gently next to Hei Xiaoyang, kicking her little legs around.
She curiously wanted to see Hei Xiaoyang's diary, but her face wrinkled.
"Yeah, there are so many unknown words."
"When you go to school, you will all know each other."
Hei Xiaoyang continued to lower his head and whispered: "It is bad behavior to peek into other people's diaries.
Hongli led Hei Yang to the stone and walked behind the boulder. When she heard Hei Xiaoyang's words, she couldn't help but stare at Hei Yang.
"Look, what are you looking at me doing?"
Hei Yang looked away guiltily.
"Ha, ha, ha, it's bad behavior to peek into other people's diaries."
Hong Lipi looked at Hei Yang with a smile: "Double standards, right?"
"Ah this..."
Hei Yang blinked and said nothing.
"Okay, then I won't watch it."
Xiao Hongli curled her lips, looked at the silent Hei Yang, and peeked at the other person's diary again, but the latter turned around and blocked her. She was so angry that she puffed up her cheeks and looked aggrieved. She thought that she was indeed being unreasonable, and she was dejected. The floor is leaking.
"Wow, damn Hei Xiaoyang, if you keep bullying Xiao Hongli like this, I don't like you anymore!"
Hongli couldn't help shouting beside her, and turned to look at Xiao Hongli again.
"Hmph, Xiao Hongli, let's go and ignore this guy! If you don't want to watch, don't watch. Who cares?"
"Hey, hey, don't tamper with history!"
Hei Yang complained at the side: "You were so excited just now that you said this was an important historical event!"
"Bad history should be smashed to pieces!"
"Isn't this bad?"
"Ah this..."
The angry Hong Li was stunned for a moment, turned to look at Hei Yang, her eyes instantly softened, and she let out a sigh of relief.
Xiao Hongli, Hongli: "Alas..."
"Pfft haha..."
Hei Yang looked at Xiao Hongli, whose expressions were almost exactly the same, and couldn't help laughing.
"You two, hahaha, so cute!"
Hongli: "..."
"Well, what if..."
Xiao Hongli still didn't give up, and she said again: "If I go to school, will you let me watch?"
"Won't."
Hei Xiaoyang refused neatly.
"ah……"
Xiao Hongli burst into tears.
Hongli: "!!!"
"Bad boy!!!"
Hongli's hair suddenly exploded, and he opened his teeth and claws to hit Hei Xiaoyang Xuying's head.
"Let you bully Xiao Hongli, let you bully Xiao Hongli!"
"Hey, Hei Xiaoyang is innocent, right? He is just autistic!"
Hei Yang felt a slight pain in his head, and pulled Hong Li away with a smile: "Don't be so fierce! You can't hit her anyway."
"The Indestructible King of the Great Village"
"Nonsense, if I could hit you, I would be as knowledgeable as a child?"
Hong Li rolled her eyes, jumped up and blew Hei Yang's brains out: "You are a naturally evil brat!"
"Uuuuuuuuuah, stop scolding, stop scolding, the children have become stupid after being scolded."
Black Yang shed tears of noodles.
"that……"
Hei Xiaoyang suddenly said: "If, I mean if..."
"Um?"
Xiao Hongli turned her head with a puzzled expression.
"If there is a chance, um..."
Hei Xiaoyang whispered: "Maybe I will let you see it in the future. Who knows what I will think in the future..."
"real?!"
Xiao Hongli's eyes lit up and she nodded fiercely: "Yes!"
"Do I need to swear or something?"
"What are you swearing for!"
Xiao Hongli smiled: "Will you lie to me?"
"..."
Little Hei Yang was stunned for a moment, shook his head and said, "You can always trust...well, me, Hei Yang."
"Brother Heiyang, hey, my name is Hongli, my parents call me Xiaoli."
"Yeah, I know, I heard you."
"Huh? Is that so...Why did brother Hei Yang change his mind?"
"Because no one else cares about what I'm writing..."
"But don't you want others to see it?"
"I……"
Little Heiyang was silent.
"Desire to be redeemed, fear of discovery."
Hei Yang sighed, shook his head and laughed: "People are really contradictory."
"That's what makes it interesting."
Hongli controlled the image stone to float in the front. Hei Xiaoyang closed the diary and was talking to Xiao Hongli.
Hei Yang Hongli stood behind them hand in hand, looking at them with a smile.
"Kacha"
The picture freezes and the photo flies out.
Of all the people we have lost, the one we miss the most is ourselves.
You can waste time, but you can't waste your life.
You can waste time on things you like, but you can't be trapped in a lifestyle you hate.
And the most favorite thing I can think of is living with you.
The children in the picture, whether they are immature or gradually mature - their smiles have not changed.
I hope that the past me is not lost.
Or if I get lost, come back and have a look.