"Black - Yang? Are you - gone?"
Hong Li stretched her neck, knelt on the bed, raised her head and peeked out, making long and tentative sounds in her mouth.
"Hey? Hei Mouyang? Hei Xiaoyang?
Black sun? Peep outside the door!
Xiaoyang? Little Yangyang? Are you really leaving? "
Hongli checked again and again and found that this time it really didn't seem to be a conspiracy by Mouyang. She lowered her head and looked at the big book in her arms, and her expression suddenly became wonderful.
"No, I have been thinking about Hei Yang's diary for so many years... and I just got it?"
Hong Li still felt a little unbelievable, wondering if Hei Yang would be squatting somewhere in the corner, waiting to see her laugh?
For example, she opened this so-called diary with great expectation, and then found that it said "No, do you really believe it?" "Idiot, are you still reading it?" and other disturbing words...
At this time, Hei Yang suddenly jumped out again and laughed at her, asking her to break her defense and so on.
Or, this diary is actually a mysterious prop created by Hei Yang. Its function is to make the person who opens the book become the opponent's puppet. When Hei Yang asks her to pour water, she will pour water and let her beat it. If you carry her, you have to beat her back...
"hiss……"
Hong Li took a breath. The picture she imagined was so cruel that she couldn't help but tremble: "I didn't expect that Hei Yang could be so vicious and want me to be his little maid who obeys his every word? It's so terrifying!"
…
"Da Ma, you are in good spirits. It seems that this is indeed a conscientious store. Let's go. Let's register first and then go to our new home."
At this time, the innocent Hei Yang didn't know that Mouli was battling with Qi Qiao, and had already imagined him as a villain full of evil in his mind.
…
"Huh...huh...calm down..."
Hongli calmed down and carefully observed the thick book placed on the other side of the bed, her heart full of vigilance.
"However, although……
After opening it, you may be tricked!
As long as I don't touch it and suppress my curiosity, I will be invincible...
Go to the damn invincible place! "
Hongli rushed over and hugged the thick book in her arms again, her face full of impulse.
"No matter what, just die, you have been greedy for me for so many years, there is no reason to give up!
Woohoo, damn it, you guy Heiyang really got it! "
Hong Li had a struggling expression on her face, but in the end she couldn't resist the temptation. She took a deep breath and opened Hei Yang's diary!
The first page inside the cover.
[Recording time: 560 years of the Shuili era, recorded by: Hei Yang. 】
"Oh oh oh oh oh oh!"
Hong Li's eyes widened with disbelief on her face: "It's a real thing! I'm not dreaming!"
In an instant, Hongli felt that the diary in her hand had become heavier, as if it was shining with golden light, which made her blink subconsciously before confirming that she had read it correctly!
Doubts, surprises, excitement, curiosity, expectations...
Hongli felt that she was as childish as a little girl who got her beloved toy at this time. Although she was usually very childish...but she...
"Oh, I don't want to think about that anymore. Let me see if Hei Yang has any little secrets that he is hiding from me. Hehe, it'd better be some dark history or something!"
A funny expression appeared on Hong Li's face: "Little Heiyang, sister, I want to come in -"
But having said that, the recording time of this guy Hei Yang is a bit weird. If it is 560 in the Water Era, isn't that the year they were born?
At that time, Hei Yang and she were not even one year old, so why would he put it there and keep a diary?
It can be seen that the handwriting is still crooked, probably because I am too young and cannot hold a pen well.
Speaking of which, she had never seen Hei Yang crawling on the ground when he was one or two years old, which was a bit regretful.
With a lot of doubts, Hongli turned to the next page, which should be the first diary entry recorded by Hei Yang.
[It’s been three months, and it’s amazing that people can come back to life after death. 】
[However, if you really want to talk about it, this is considered reincarnation, not resurrection. The past things will become memories forever...]
[I want to cry a little. My parents don’t know how sad it must be. I want to go back, I want to go home. Everything here is so strange. I don’t have any acquaintances. I really want to cry. Oh, so I’ve already cried... …]
Hongli: "Huh?"
Hongli realized that something was wrong, and her head was filled with questions, and her curiosity index soared crazily.
[This world also uses this kind of words, why don’t I find it strange at all...]
[So, a baby like me that can understand communication just a few days after birth will make people here feel strange. Will they regard me as a monster? 】
[Well, there are monsters in this world. I heard adults discussing the myth of flying into the sky and escaping from the earth, but they said it was not a myth...]
[Sad and homesick. Sure enough, I still can't adapt to this world. I don't belong here. I'm like an outsider. I want to cry...]
Valley Che
[If there are monsters, then there must also be gods. Is the old woman who fed me soup the legendary Po Meng? 】
[Well, because it tasted so bad, I vomited it up in a daze. She wouldn’t be angry, right? 】
[Have my parents in this life finally lost their curiosity and begun to explore my thoughts?
Sure enough, it would be strange for anyone, right? It's just a little baby, but it still says things like a big child from time to time, and even brings a pen and a notebook. 】
[Maybe I won’t have the chance to continue recording it in the future, after all, my weird behavior may make my parents feel uncomfortable.
What your parents say is always right. Even if you think it is wrong, you must listen to it. This is what I was taught in my previous life. 】
[I have thought about it, if my parents insist on reading my diary, I must burn it before then. 】
[If they knew that before I became their son, I was the son of another couple, they would definitely be very repelled. 】
[In that case, they will definitely kick me out of the house, and then the only thing that will greet me is death...]
"This person..."
Hong Li frowned and couldn't help but said: "It feels so negative! Is this Black Yang?"
How should I put it? Hong Li felt her heart tremble a little when she thought of a baby that might have just turned one year old, opening and closing its mouth with words such as "rejection" and "death".
How should I put it, just...
It feels like when he first came to the world, all he saw was black and white instead of color?
[I hugged my diary tightly and looked at my biological mother and father in this life with vigilant eyes.
But the two faces facing me showed no hostility, only sadness and sadness.
Am I going too far...
A newborn child should be the most attached to his parents at his age, but I...
They must be very sad, maybe they will hate this born bad boy.
I'm so helpless. I'm obviously not a child, I'm already sixteen years old. Why do I suddenly become so fragile?
However, in a strange environment, I am helpless physically and mentally. I think that my parents in the previous life, although they were strict, could at least make me rely on...
Until...Dad slowly picked me up. I wanted to struggle, but he called my name and patted my back gently. It was an instinctive action that humans use to comfort cubs.
The mother's eyes were a little red, and she seemed a little at a loss. She kept saying "Don't be afraid, mom and dad are here." She was also a mother for the first time, so she would be scared when she encountered this situation.
Dad held me with one arm, and held my mother in his arms with the other arm. Mom leaned against Dad and looked at me tenderly.
Tell them, tell them everything, I suddenly felt the urge to let them know all the truth.
Even if I was kicked out of the house afterwards, I recognized that my parents were very good parents and they should not have to suffer my torture.
They shouldn't feel guilty at all, because it's me who should feel guilty. It's me who can't accept their hot love, and it's me who can't get rid of the memories of the past.
So, I finally made up my mind and spoke...]
Hongli read the diary with fascination. Following the narration, she returned to that day and that warm room.
She saw a family of three hugging each other tightly.
"Dad, mom..."
"Well, kid, your parents are here, don't be afraid!"
"But……"
The young Hei Yang said in a sad voice: "If I were not your child, would you still treat me like this?"
Hei Muguang said in a soft tone: "No, you are our child. You are the meat that fell from your mother's body. Your father's blood flows in your body. No one can change this!"
Qing Yiyi didn't speak, she just kept stroking her son's back, her eyes overflowing with love.
Little Heiyang's eyes were red, and he pushed the book in his arms, which was quite huge for him, with his little hands: "Mom and dad, please read it, I want you to read it."
"No, no need for children."
Qing Yiyi smiled and put the notebook back into Little Heiyang's arms: "Mom and Dad have never thought of reading your little notebook, so you don't have to be afraid of Mom and Dad at all..."
"for……"
Little Heiyang showed a puzzled expression.
"Because my baby will be unhappy."
Qing Yiyi pressed her face against her son's little face and said with a smile: "If the baby is unhappy, we won't do it. Mom just wants to spoil you!"
["The parents in this life seem to be a little different from the parents in the previous life?" This was my thought at the time. 】
[I feel like the ice has melted away. My parents’ warm embrace made me feel at ease in this world for the first time.
If we understand each other, adapt, care and love each other deeply, maybe this is family. 】
[This is 12-year-old Hei Yang. Yes, I went to the police across time and space. My mother lied to me back then. When she woke me up every day, she never cared about whether I was happy or not, woo woo woo, even though she knew it was It's good for me, but I really don't want to get up in the morning, wuwuwu...]
"Pfft!"
Hongli couldn't help but laugh out loud: "What a childish devil you are, idiot Hei Yang!"
