January 6, 2023, cloudy
The report card for the midterm exam came out today. Except for failing in math, I got A's in everything else.
The teacher said that every student should take it home and sign it for their parents. I was a little afraid to show it to my mother. My parents were getting divorced recently and my mother was in a bad mood... Forget it, I asked Ade to imitate it for me. My parents signed it, and it was him who signed it for me last time.
Before the midterm exam, Ade found a postcard from J TWO in my bag. Knowing that I was a fan of theirs, he said he could take me to their concert. Unfortunately, my mother would not allow me to go. She always said that these would It hinders my study.
Ade taught me to lie, saying that the weekend concert was only for 6 hours. As long as I told my parents that I was going to the library, it would be fine. But I didn’t dare. If my mother found out that I lied, I would be slapped on the palm. I was afraid that my mother would hit me. I had no choice but to reject him.
I envy Ade so much. His parents never quarrel, nor are they demanding of him. They even take him to the amusement park every weekend. Oh, by the way, last time Ade showed me a photo of their family going to the aquarium. , I am really envious...
January 23, 2023, light rain
Today, my father and mother went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to apply for divorce. The aunt there said that we need to "calm down the divorce" now. I don't understand. My grandma told me that my parents have to live apart for a year before they can completely separate. She also asked me what I wanted to do with him. Who, I don't know.
After school in the afternoon, my mother sent me to practice piano. It rained today and my mother's mobile phone was damaged by water. Although she didn't say anything, I could feel that she was very angry. I must not make any mistakes when I practice piano next time.
In class just now, the teacher asked me to play the Ave Maria that I just taught last week. I practiced it carefully for a whole week, but I still played it wrong in the second section. I subconsciously glanced at my mother. The look in her eyes was so scary. I was really too scared. I was nervous, but fortunately the teacher didn't blame me. She was much gentler than my mother.
After I got home, my dad came to see me and brought me my favorite cake. After dinner, he quietly asked me if I liked J TWO. I was surprised how he knew. He didn’t tell me, he just touched it. Touch my head and say daddy knows everything.
Before my father left, he told me that he would give me a J TWO poster for my birthday next week. I was very happy, but I was also worried about what I would do if my mother did not agree with me.
January 31, 2023, cloudy turns to sunny
Today is my birthday. My father gave me the poster. He said he would go to the room with me to choose the most conspicuous place to put it up, but I didn’t want to put it up. I was worried that my mother would tear it up, but my father told me not to. Worried, said he would take care of it.
He came back ten minutes later and said that his mother agreed, and he accompanied me to find the most eye-catching place in the room to hang it.
My father and mother had another argument at the dinner table. My father slammed the door and left in anger. I didn't want him to leave, but I couldn't keep him. Watching my father leave this home, I felt so lonely.
After dinner, my mother got angry again for some reason. I stayed in the corner and didn't dare to speak, but she quickly noticed me and took me upstairs to play the piano.
When I play the piano, she will hold a small wooden stick by my side. If I accidentally play a wrong note or play the piano in the wrong posture, she will use the small wooden stick to hit my hand. The beater really hurts and I don’t want to play the piano anymore.
Compared with my mother, my father will support my interests, take me out to play, and will definitely not force me to play the piano.
While I was playing the piano today, I was thinking, well, maybe I should choose to go with my dad when they get divorced.
December 28, 2023, heavy rain
The first-instance verdict came out. In the court, the judge uncle said that my father was unable to raise me and sentenced me to my mother.
Recently, my father spends less and less time visiting me. Today he gave me a children's watch. It is the phone watch that is very popular in TV commercials. I told my mother a few days ago that I wanted it, but my mother said that if If I can get all A's in the final exam, the watch can be bought for me as a reward. I know she is lying to me. She never fulfills her promise. Fortunately, my father bought it for me.
He saved his phone number in his phone watch and said that if I missed him, I could call him at any time.
My mother would get jealous every time I was close to my father, so in order not to let her know that I was talking to my father on the phone, I had to cover my head under the quilt, but even so, I was almost discovered several times.
Several times that woman broke into the bedroom without knocking on the door, and I was shocked every time. I hated her doing this, but she never listened.
December 30, 2023, sunny
Today my dad asked me if I wanted to live with him. I said yes, but I didn’t know what to do.
Dad told me not to worry, he had a way to take care of me, as long as I did what he said.
The first thing I need to prepare is my anti-allergy medicine. My father secretly took a box from home when he came to pick me up for the weekend, and then he took me home.
He took out two pairs of gloves, one for him and one for me. Then he took out a large stack of newspapers. Together we found the words we needed, then used scissors to cut out the words, and then glued them to the blank paper with solid glue. superior.
We spent an afternoon searching for words. Although my eyes were sore, I had a lot of fun.
After dinner in the evening, I pretended to vomit like I had before when I had gastroenteritis. I was taken upstairs and swallowed the 'stomach medicine' that had been replaced with sleeping pills. I swallowed the medicine and fell asleep peacefully. According to the plan, my father would take the medicine tomorrow. If I leave, he will bring me back in three days. At that time, he will sue my mother for adverse custody. Although this is very unfair to my mother, I still agreed when I thought of being able to be with my father forever.
December 31, 2023, sunny
It was almost noon when I woke up. I didn't expect to sleep for so long. I hope my father didn't wait to rush me.
When I went downstairs, I said I was hungry. My mother said that she had cooked preserved egg and lean meat porridge in the morning and needed to heat it up before I could eat it.
I have never liked eating preserved eggs since I was a child. She has never cared about what I like and don't like, but it doesn't matter, all this will end. Compared to my mother, my father cares more about me.
My cousin is also at home today. I have to be careful not to be discovered when I go out.
I left while my mother was cooking porridge. Before I left, according to the plan, I stuffed the letter that my father and I made together into the mailbox.
January 1, 2024, sunny
In order to seek realism, my father also tied me up and took photos of me. After taking the photos, my father immediately untied me and asked me if I was scared.
I said I wasn't scared, I even found it interesting.
We sent the photos out, and when we came back, my dad gave me an electric shock. This was the happiest few days I have ever had...
