That's right!
It's fear.
Even though Lin Shijiao is twenty years old, in her heart, she is just a child with no sense of security.
Children cry to get adults' attention.
Lin Shijiao used her arrogance and willfulness to prove Grandpa Qin's doting and love for her.
In her heart, she knew that these things were wrong.
But after so many years, she has become completely accustomed to it.
Only when Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin indulge her again and again will she gain more recognition for her identity and feelings in her heart.
Don’t Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin know this?
They know it in their hearts.
But after being with her for more than ten years, Lin Shijiao still couldn't feel more secure about this family relationship.
It was difficult for them to find any other way to make Lin Shijiao understand this.
You can only give Lin Shijiao the most love and indulgence within the scope of not exceeding the bottom line.
Father, like son.
Jiang Ning could see this clearly.
Today, she was helping Lin Shijiao one more time for Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin.
Jiang Ning looked at Lin Shijiao and asked.
"Lin Shijiao, why do you think Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me?"
"Why else? Isn't it because you are married to brother Jiu Lie!"
Lin Shijiao blurted out without thinking.
Jiang Ning chuckled a few times after hearing this.
"Just because of my relationship with Qin Jiulie, Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin will like me and recognize me?
Lin Shijiao, you think of Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin too simply. These two old men had come through the turmoil of war. They have eaten more salt than I have ever eaten rice.
What if I was a snarky bitch? What if I'm a liar? Do you think they still like me because they still have a marriage relationship? "
Question after sentence.
Like a sharp arrow, it pierced Lin Shijiao's heart.
Lin Shijiao stood there, her whole body cold and stiff.
Her expression was tense, her teeth were biting her lower lip tightly, and she did not answer Jiang Ning's words for a while.
But in her heart, she had a very certain answer.
--Won't.
Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin are not the kind of elderly people who are very close to each other.
Their kindness and pampering are only for their own family members whom they recognize in their hearts.
If Jiang Ning was really the kind of person she said, let alone Jiang Ning's daughter-in-law, even if she was Grandpa Qin's granddaughter, her legs would have been broken and she would have been kicked out of the house.
Grandpa Qin is an absolutely selfless person when it comes to educating his children.
Jiang Ning looked at Lin Shijiao who was silent and saw through the answer in her heart.
So she continued.
"Lin Shijiao, you have been with Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin for so long, you are the person who knows them best, and you already have the answer in your heart.
The reason why Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me and recognize me is because they see that Qin Jiulie and I live a serious and down-to-earth life, and they see that our husband and wife help each other and take care of our lives.
It’s because of every little thing I try to do well.
In the same way, what about you?
Lin Shijiao, does Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like and love you just because you are the granddaughter of their dead comrade? "
As soon as this statement came out.
Another hard blow.
Lin Shijiao looked at Jiang Ning blankly, her white lips trembling.
I wanted to speak several times, but when the words came to my lips, no sound came out, as if my throat was blocked.
She wanted to say, isn't it because of this?
But this answer undoubtedly insulted Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin's feelings for her for so many years.
She wanted to deny it firmly.
But the fear and terror in her heart were simply not enough to support her from saying such words.
Lin Shijiao was caught in the middle.
His whole body was being pulled heavily.
However……
Jiang Ning gave her the answer.
"Lin Shijiao, I don't think it's because of this. Maybe the reason you met in the first place is because you are the granddaughter of Grandpa Qin's dead comrade. But if they want to compensate you, there are many ways.
You can be given money to continue living in the countryside with your former relatives. We can also send you to an orphanage, or send you to a boarding school, or even keep you in the capital. I believe that the living conditions in the capital must be better than here.
But neither Grandpa Qin nor Grandma Qin did this. Instead, they took you with them and took care of them personally.
I'm afraid not even the other grandchildren of the Qin family have enjoyed this kind of love, right? "
When Jiang Ning said this, the gentleness in his voice was much less, replaced by seriousness and seriousness.
She emphasized her tone and spoke loudly.
"Lin Shijiao, don't underestimate yourself, and don't underestimate Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin's feelings for you."
Say it.
Jiang Ning's cold eyes turned away from Lin Shijiao's face.
She had said everything she could. Whether she could untie the knot in her heart was up to Lin Shijiao herself.
Jiang Ning simply turned around and left, the sound of footsteps getting farther and farther.
Lin Shijiao still stood stiffly on the spot.
Her hand hanging by her side had been clenched into a fist unconsciously and was trembling slightly.
Red eyes, sour tears.
Falling out of reach.
A familiar words sounded in Lin Shijiao's mind.
"Hey, why are you crying?! Who made Jiaojiao's eyes red? Grandpa will help you vent your anger..."
Whether it was when I was four or five years old, or now.
Grandpa Qin's doting on her has never changed from beginning to end.
She clearly felt such profound feelings, but she trapped herself in the restricted area of her thoughts.
On the contrary, it is at this moment.
Jiang Ning, whom she hated the most, woke up harshly.
…
Jiang Ning selected a lot of cloth in the department store and was given a sewing machine.
The manager of the department store said enthusiastically.
"Mrs. Qin, our Miss Gu gave this to you. I hope you can accept it."
Jiang Ning couldn't even react when he heard the word "Mrs. Qin".
When I thought about it and tasted it carefully, I felt a little embarrassed that made me blush and my heart beat.
Jiang Ning put the fabric into the Lingbao space, which was easy and out of the way.
As for the sewing machine... From now on, people will always see it at home. It will be difficult to explain if it is hidden. The only thing I can do is trouble the manager to take the sewing machine to the car pick-up point.
Jiang Ning went to the market. On the one hand, he still needed to buy a lot of things, and on the other hand, he made an appointment to meet Wang Chunxia.
In the bustling market of Ger.
"Taro... fresh taro... little girl, would you like some taro?"
Jiang Ning listened to the shouting and turned around to look up. Not only did he see big and round taro, but he also saw pieces of green taro leaves.
There are still water droplets hanging on the green leaves, which are crystal clear. It looks like they were just dug out in the morning.
