Shen Feiwan was pulled by Xu Rufeng to a dark corner of the back garden, and he pressed her hard against the wall in the corner, preventing her from leaving.
"Are you drunk?" Shen Feiwan said angrily, "Xu Rufeng, let me go!"
"Wanwan, I've really had enough." Xu Rufeng's body was against Shen Feiwan's, and his hands pressed down on her arms. "I don't know why you suddenly got together with Fu Shiyan, and I don't want to know anymore. , can we start over? I’m really going crazy.”
"What are you talking about? It's long past... between us."
"There is no past! There has never been a past! At least it has never happened to me." Xu Rufeng's eyes were red, and he finally vented the pain and aggrievedness he had suppressed in his heart for so many years.
He always thought that as long as Shen Feiwan lived well, he could accept anything.
He will respect all Shen Feiwan's choices.
Only now did he realize that he had really overestimated himself.
There was no way he could see Shen Feiwan suffer any grievance, nor could he see Shen Feiwan right in front of him, refusing to let him go thousands of miles away.
"Calm down." Shen Feiwan was also frightened by Xu Rufeng tonight.
Ever since she was a child, she had never seen Xu Rufeng lose control.
He never made it difficult for her to do anything.
Even if she didn't give an explanation back then, the relationship between them that was still completely broken came to an end.
Xu Rufeng just accepted it silently.
She even felt that Xu Rufeng would come back because she had let go of the past.
"I also want to calm down, but Wanwan, I can't calm down. I saw you standing on the stage being misunderstood and insulted by others. Although you escaped in the end with your intelligence and wisdom, I was really sad. It’s frustrating, why are you being so slandered? Why does the person who should stand by your side turn a blind eye to everything you do?! I just, I almost went on stage to take you away, do you know how uncomfortable I feel? ? Do you know how I restrained myself just now so that I didn’t do anything outrageous? Do you know how much more patience I have to endure now so that I won’t do something even more outrageous to you?!”
"And because my name is not upright, even though I am desperate now, I still want to bring you to this deserted corner, for fear of being seen by others, for fear of affecting you!"
Xu Rufeng's eyes were blood red.
Tears sparkled in his eyes.
Shen Feiwan lowered his eyes, not wanting to look.
She was even cold.
She said calmly, "Xu Rufeng, our previous relationship was just a misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding?" Xu Rufeng smiled sarcastically.
With that smile, tears that could no longer be controlled fell from the corners of his eyes.
"When I was young, I was helpless in the Shen family. I just wanted to find a shelter from the wind, and you happened to be very suitable. You would not bully me like other people in the Shen family and make me dependent. However, it was just dependence, not Others. After I really came into contact with people in the outside world, I realized that the best I can do to you is family affection."
"Family affection?" Xu Rufeng smiled again.
His voice was choked.
He said, "Then what is love? Fu Shiyan?"
Shen Feiwan pursed her lips lightly.
She couldn't say it either.
What kind of love can there be for Fu Shiyan? !
The spark that was once ignited has long since been extinguished in that barren desert.
"What is there that you like about him?! His glamorous appearance, his rich life?! Wanwan, but he doesn't love you. He has someone he likes. You will only feel wronged when you are with him. Why do you want to You have always wronged yourself!" Xu Rufeng asked her, "Can you divorce her? I admit that I don't have Fu Shiyan's looks or his wealth, but I can work hard, I will work hard to make a lot of money, and I will definitely let you live a happy life. Good day, I won’t let you suffer any injustice, okay?!”
"That's enough, Xu Rufeng." Shen Feiwan said with some impatience, "I don't need any outsiders to interfere with Fu Shiyan and I. I know how to live my own life. You don't need to say anything more. I have nothing to do with you. Emotions will never be possible between us."
"Why?" Xu Rufeng asked her, "Fu Shiyan treats you so much, why are you still so persistent?"
"That's my business."
"I regret now that when I found out that you and Fu Shiyan were going to get married, I didn't come back to stop it."
"It's useless for you to come back. I will definitely marry Fu Shiyan."
"Is it just because of Fu Shiyan's family background? Because of him, you can compete with the Shen family?"
"No matter what the reason is, I will marry Fu Shiyan."
Xu Rufeng looked deeply at Shen Feiwan.
At that moment, it was as if he didn't recognize her.
In his mind, Shen Feiwan shouldn't be like this.
He will not sell his body or his soul for money or power.
"Xu Rufeng, I am no longer the Shen Feiwan you know. I can do many things against my conscience for many things." Shen Feiwan pushed Xu Rufeng away.
Xu Rufeng stood beside him, no longer restraining him.
Shen Feiwan actually knew that Xu Rufeng could not really hurt her.
They have been together for so many years.
They know each other well...
So from the beginning she was not afraid of what Xu Rufeng would do to her.
She got up and left.
Just as he made this move, he was pressed against the wall by Xu Rufeng again.
Shen Feiwan frowned.
The first time Xu Rufeng lost control, she could understand that he was testing or asking for her opinion, but he just chose a cruel method.
This time.
She didn't know why Xu Rufeng was still like this.
"Xu Rufeng..."
"Wanwan, if I do something inappropriate to you now, what will happen to you?" Xu Rufeng asked her.
When he asked her, his face was already very close.
She knew what the so-called outrageous things Xu Rufeng was talking about...
His actions said it all.
He said, "Just think I'm crazy."
The words fell.
His lips came closer to hers.
Shen Feiwan was restrained by Xu Rufeng and could not move at all.
She was unable to resist and could only turn her head to the side.
Xu Rufeng's lips touched her cheek.
A very soft touch, like a feather, sliding across her cheek.
He was always careful with her.
He was so careful that even if he did things that "hurt" her, he would still be so gentle.
"Xu Rufeng, I don't want to hate you."
Xu Rufeng buried his head in the crook of Shen Feiwan's neck, and his tears moistened large areas of her skin. He said, "You hate it. I hate myself too!"
next moment.
He stood up from Shen Feiwan's neck and forced Shen Feiwan to look into his eyes.
"I'm sorry, Wanwan."
He really doesn't want to let go anymore.
He really didn't want to wait any longer.
He suffered it, and when he dreamed about her at midnight, he cried alone until dawn when he thought of her.
Just think of him as selfish.
Just treat him as despicable, dirty, and shameless.
He was afraid that after tonight, he really wouldn't dare anymore.
His kiss came close to Shen Feiwan's lips again.
"Xu Rufeng, we can't!" Shen Feiwan's eyes were red and her whole body was repelling.
This time, I really felt that Xu Rufeng was serious.
For the first time with him, she felt danger.
"Don't be like this Xu Rufeng, we really can't..." Shen Feiwan's eyes filled with tears.
The Xu Rufeng in front of him was really very close to him.
So close that if they weren't paying attention, their lips would touch each other.
"Why? Why can't we?" Xu Rufeng asked Shen Feiwan, "Why can Fu Shiyan have Bai Yueguang, why can't you?! I can be that person who can't see the light..."
"No, Xu Rufeng has nothing to do with Fu Shiyan. It's us. We can't!" Shen Feiwan twisted her body and resisted.
She and Xu Rufeng can't.
Really can not.
Everyone else can, but they can't...
"Xu Rufeng, let me go, don't be impulsive, we really can't do it!" Shen Feiwan pushed him with all her strength.
Xu Rufeng hugged her tighter.
He was afraid that once he let go, she would really leave him and never come back.
"Give me a reason, Shen Feiwan, give me a reason, why do you reject me, why do you do this to me?!" Xu Rufeng was already on the verge of collapse, even at this point, because of Shen Feiwan's rejection, He still didn't break the rules.
He still... respects her.
But he felt really bad.
Why did Shen Feiwan reject him like this.
He has already said that he is willing to be that shameful existence.
"Between us..." Shen Feiwan's voice choked with sobs.
She really didn't want to say those things.
But if she doesn't say it now, Xu Rufeng will definitely not... let her go.
When they really can't.
"Let me go first." Shen Feiwan said coldly.
Xu Rufeng's eyes tightened.
The strength of holding her in his hands did not relax at all.
"Let me go and I'll tell you why." Shen Feiwan negotiated the terms.
Xu Rufeng looked at Shen Feiwan closely.
Shen Feiwan also looked at him, "Don't you really want to know? Let me go, and I will tell you why I chose to marry Fu Shiyan back then, and why the relationship between us ended after we said no!"
Xu Rufeng was silent for a few seconds.
Or maybe you are trying to calm down your emotions.
Compared with the physical impulse towards Shen Feiwan at the moment, he wanted to know why Shen Feiwan changed as soon as he said he would...
Xu Rufeng let go of Shen Feiwan.
He said, "Tell me, what did I do wrong? Tell me and I will change it."
Shen Feiwan's heart suddenly hurt.
It was never Xu Rufeng's fault.
His departure back then was just to help her leave the Shen family.
She actually knows it all.
It’s just that many fortunes play tricks on people.
"Xu Rufeng, the reason why we can't be together is because..." Shen Feiwan looked at him.
Look at the anticipation in his eyes.
Looking at him, his eyes couldn't help but turn red.
"It's because I need Fu Shiyan's support. It's because you really don't have the ability to compete with the Shen family. It's because I hate the poor and love the rich." Shen Feiwan looked at Xu Rufeng closely and said firmly. He said quietly, "Xu Rufeng, everyone is realistic. But since you were born, you have been lost at the starting line."
Shen Feiwan pushed Xu Rufeng away again.
sorry.
It was wrong between us from the beginning.
"Even if I am your shameful lover, is that not enough?"
Behind him, there was Xu Rufeng's lonely and sad voice.
That is to say, what do you think of Xu Rufeng?
See you tomorrow! Yeah~
