"Have you touched enough?" Fu Shiyan asked casually, looking at their hands touching each other.
Shen Feiwan removed his hand from Xu Rufeng's.
Xu Rufeng's fingers seemed to tighten again.
Slowly, he put down the bottle and said, "I drank a little too much. I'm going to the bathroom."
With that said, Xu Rufeng left the private room.
Lin Nuannuan looked at his back, turned around and said to Shen Feiwan, "I think Xu Rufeng still likes you."
"You can say that, do you think there is no one to drink with you?" Shen Feiwan interrupted Lin Nuannuan.
She actually knew that Lin Nuannuan had good intentions.
I just don't want her to be too hurt in her marriage to Fu Shiyan. There are a lot of people who like her.
But everyone else can, but Xu Rufeng cannot.
She took the initiative to pour wine and drank with Lin Nuannuan.
As soon as Lin Nuannuan started drinking, she forgot everything she was doing.
Fu Shiyan sat next to them, his eyes fell on Shen Feiwan intentionally or unintentionally, and he was basically silent all night.
Shen Feiwan and Lin Nuannuan drank for a long time and couldn't resist anymore.
She stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
"Hey, let's go now." Lin Nuannuan was still full of joy and looked at Fu Shiyan again, "Why do you keep sitting here like a squatting Buddha!"
Fu Shiyan glanced at Lin Nuannuan and left her.
"Fuck." Lin Nuannuan couldn't help but cursed and muttered, "I still want to have a few drinks with him."
Outside the private room.
Shen Feiwan walked to the public restroom.
In fact, there are also private rooms, but I just want to come out for some air and sober up.
She was walking in the corridor and saw Xu Rufeng standing not far away with his head lowered.
His face was very red and his neck seemed to be red, as if he was drunk.
Shen Feiwan paused.
She thought Xu Rufeng had left.
It’s so late, I’ve drunk so much wine, and I haven’t been back to the private room for so long…
She didn't expect him to be outside all the time.
She was silent, and when she didn't know whether the moment should pass, Xu Rufeng suddenly raised her eyes.
As if he sensed her arrival, he turned to look at her.
The two looked at each other.
Shen Feiwan shifted his gaze.
Xu Rufeng smiled lonely.
He said, "Wanwan, is it because I am useless that you stay away from me?"
Shen Feiwan's heart moved slightly.
She had never felt that Xu Rufeng was useless.
In the Shen family, she was at least legitimate.
As for Xu Rufeng, an adopted son, he was just living under someone else's roof.
He didn't have the ability to help her, and a harsh confrontation would only make things difficult for both of them.
She has understood Xu Rufeng's forbearance since she was a child.
Xu Rufeng also hopes that she will grow up soon, stay away from the Shen family when she reaches a certain age, and take her away from the Shen family.
So he worked hard.
Study hard, get into a good university, and change your destiny on your own.
But when he finally succeeded, she was already gone...
"I'm sorry." Xu Rufeng suddenly apologized.
Shen Feiwan pursed her lips tightly.
Heartache.
It was obvious that she left on her own initiative, but he was full of apologies.
She said, "We have nothing to do with you. It's my fault."
"What's the reason?" Xu Rufeng looked straight at Shen Feiwan with red eyes, "What's the reason that you only watched the stars and the moon with me the first night, and you turned against me the next morning?!"
Shen Feiwan was a little silent.
Back then, Xu Rufeng also asked her, but she didn't answer.
Just say that he misunderstood her feelings for him.
But.
How could there be a misunderstanding.
She felt that this reason was nonsense.
Everyone knows whether there is feelings between two people.
"Wanwan, can you tell me what happened after that night?" Xu Rufeng walked up to Shen Feiwan and looked at her deeply, "At least let me die in peace."
Shen Feiwan bit his lip.
That night, Xu Rufeng came back from abroad.
The summer after his freshman year.
She is still in her sophomore year of high school.
That night they sat together on the open-air rooftop of the Shen family villa and watched the stars all night.
He told him many things about his time studying abroad. He said that after he graduated from college and became stable, he would take her abroad with him.
He said they could settle abroad and never come back to Chengdu.
Back then, she really yearned for the outside world.
She is also secretly working hard to apply to study abroad after graduating from high school.
When Xu Rufeng studied in the UK, she became familiar with all the schools in the UK and deliberately found a university that was close to Xu Rufeng. But in the end, she went to Spain and finally chose to part ways with him.
"Wanwan, can you tell me?" Xu Rufeng kept looking at me with expectant eyes.
The eyes were red and stained with a layer of mist.
Since that night, she and Xu Rufeng had kept a distance, and Xu Rufeng had never been close to her. He never forced her. As long as she said no, he would obey her words.
After 8 years, he suddenly became persistent.
Are you drunk? !
I still keep it suppressed in my heart, keep suppressing it...
"Can I tell you what will change?"
Behind him, Fu Shiyan's voice suddenly came.
Shen Feiwan felt a tall figure walking behind her.
She didn't look back.
His lips pursed again and again.
The words that came to my lips were eventually swallowed.
Fu Shiyan asked Xu Rufeng, "What if I know the truth? She is my wife now."
Xu Rufeng's face was cold.
Shen Feiwan rarely saw him really angry.
"I haven't chased after all these years, and now I suddenly wake up, who can blame me?! They say that late love is worse than grass." Fu Shiyan took Shen Feiwan's hand, "Xu Rufeng, what do you call love?" Nothing more than that.”
As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Shiyan pulled Shen Feiwan away.
Just took two steps.
Fu Shiyan turned around.
He saw Xu Rufeng holding Shen Feiwan's hand tightly.
Fu Shiyan's face instantly turned black.
"Wanwan, don't follow him." Xu Rufeng said in a firm voice and held her hand very hard.
"Let me go." Shen Feiwan even instinctively wanted to push Xu Rufeng away.
Xu Rufeng pulled tighter.
this time.
Don't want to let go.
right.
He regretted it. He regretted leaving so easily.
He should have asked clearly.
Shen Feiwan was definitely not someone who would fall in love so quickly.
She must have her own reasons.
But at that moment, he chose to be angry with Shen Feiwan, and turned around and left after not getting a real answer.
It's not so much that he doesn't want to embarrass Shen Feiwan.
What's more, he never thought at that time that he and Shen Feiwan would really part ways.
The relationship between them really broke down completely at that moment.
After he returned to school, he studied hard.
He thought that when he was really capable enough to take Shen Feiwan away from the Shen family, he would go back to find her.
That time he would never let go.
But when he finally completed the combined master's and doctoral studies in medical school and successfully entered a prestigious hospital, he heard that Shen Feiwan was already married.
Married to Fu Shiyan.
It was as if he really understood it at that moment.
He and Shen Feiwan were really over.
But why? !
He couldn't figure it out for many years.
After he graduated, Mr. Shen asked him to return to China for development, but he refused. He stayed in the UK for three years.
These past three years have really gone by, like a walking dead.
Working every day, numbing work.
Until one day, he suddenly fainted at work. When he woke up, he suddenly wanted to return to China.
He was afraid that he would die alone in a foreign country.
He was afraid that he would never see Shen Feiwan again before he died.
After returning, he did not take the initiative to contact Shen Feiwan.
It seemed that the relationship between them was completely over without any explanation.
If Mr. Shen hadn't met again on her birthday and she was hospitalized twice due to accidents, he might not have had the chance to see her again.
Every time I meet her.
The throbbing in his heart would become more and more obvious, and even now, under the catalysis of alcohol, it was no longer possible to conceal it.
"I am really capable now and can support you." Xu Rufeng's eyes were full of expectation, his voice was trembling, and there was even a hint of humility.
Shen Feiwan's nose felt sore.
The unexpected discomfort almost made her break her guard.
She turned her head away from Xu Rufeng.
His hands were trying hard to break away.
Couldn't get away.
Xu Rufeng didn't want to let go.
In this life, I never want to let go of his hand.
But at the next moment, a brute force directly tore Xu Rufeng's hand away.
"Xu Rufeng, be careful. Being drunk is no excuse." Fu Shiyan said coldly.
"I'm not drunk." Xu Rufeng said bluntly, "I just don't want to give up Wan Wan to you again."
"Give?" Fu Shiyan sneered with disdain, "Xu Rufeng, have you and Shen Feiwan ever been together? What qualifications do you have to say the word give?!"
Xu Rufeng's eyes were cold.
He looked directly into Fu Shiyan's eyes with anger.
"Now, I am even less qualified." Fu Shiyan said every word.
"What qualifications do you have to take away Shen Feiwan? Apart from the fact that you still have a marriage in name only, what else is there between you and her!" Xu Rufeng's voice was loud and excited.
Shen Feiwan had never seen Xu Rufeng like this.
He has always been low-key and gentle.
I have never been a person who would argue with others like this.
"It's just that you were born well and had everything from birth, so you can have things that we can't get! You can take Wanwan away from the Shen family, you can do things that I couldn't do at the beginning, but... you You don't love her either, you just regard her as Bai Zhi's substitute. Now that Bai Zhi is back, what are you still doing to pester Wan Wan?! You should have ended your marriage long ago." Xu Rufeng said loudly.
"Who said that I regarded her as a substitute?! Who said that our marriage is in name only?!" Fu Shiyan looked at Xu Rufeng coldly, "You can see clearly how good the relationship between us is. !”
Shen Feiwan had not yet realized the meaning of Fu Shiyan's words.
Then she felt Fu Shiyan suddenly lean forward and kiss her lips.
Shen Feiwan's eyes widened.
She didn't expect that Fu Shiyan would suddenly kiss her in front of Xu Rufeng.
He is also very arrogant and strong.
There was no room for her to resist at all.
She put her hands against Fu Shiyan's chest, trying to push him away...
The update is late again~
But there are two updates, see you in the second update~~
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