If it had been three months earlier, maybe Lin Yuxi would be happy with this sentence.
But now, the word that had kept her awake for many nights and trapped her in an invisible cage had stopped her.
"I really don't know. I can't understand you. I've never understood you." Lin Yuxi said, "You say you love me, but what I feel is not love."
"I don't love you, so I went to great lengths to coax you to live a life of two in the northern suburbs, learn to cook for you, and serve you like a little ancestor? Am I born to be diligent and determined to become a new star in the housekeeping industry, or am I tired of being a young master? Now, you just love being a servant?"
"I don't love you, so I was so anxious that I left my work and came back to find you when I couldn't contact you for a few hours? Boyu had just started at that time and was fighting for its first large-scale IPO project, but it fell through because I left midway."
"I don't love you. When Wei Bin brought you into the club room, I was so anxious that I kicked in the door and went in to find you? I don't love you. I waited downstairs for half an hour to see what Tan Yu was doing. Time to leave?"
"If I didn't love you, would I give up my prosperous career in New York and come back to China to start over?"
Zhou Yanjing told her one by one: "Lin Yuxi, you can hate me, but don't doubt that I love you."
Lin Yuxi could still treat him indifferently when he talked about other things, but when he mentioned those six months and the northern suburbs, she was still touched.
Those days of being soaked in a honeypot were so blissful that they may be difficult to forget in this lifetime.
Lin Yuxi was silent for a while: "I believed it once, but it turned out to be the biggest mistake I have ever made, and I paid a heavy price for it."
"How could it be a mistake? I almost gave you my heart and you couldn't feel it at all?" Zhou Yanjing said hoarsely, "Lin Yuxi, what is your heart made of?"
Lin Yuxi slowly exhaled and put the disturbed nerve back to its original position to keep herself awake.
"Don't you understand yet? I don't care whether you really love me or what your relationship is with Jiang Nan."
"I don't care about your love anymore."
Her voice was so calm and she spoke every word clearly. Zhou Yanjing felt a sense of powerlessness and helplessness.
She seemed to be holding a handful of running water, but she couldn't hold it no matter how hard she tried.
The temperature at the top of the mountain was nearly minus ten degrees Celsius, bone-chilling, and the wind was so strong that it blew through his entire body and made every blood vessel feel cold.
After a long while, he asked again: "What about you?"
He knelt down on one knee and half-crouched in front of Lin Yuxi, looking straight into her eyes with his brown pupils, "I don't like your love. So do you love me?"
Lin Yuxi found that she still couldn't calm her heart, and her heart still beat a beat because of this problem.
She didn't know if there was any flaw in her expression, and it was best not to.
She did not make a sound, the foggy green mountains remained silent for a long time and far away, and the golden light passed through the sea of clouds layer by layer.
And silence is the best answer.
An answer Zhou Yanjing least expected to get.
The voices were coming from far away, and before I saw anyone, I could already hear Yu Jiaxiao shouting:
"Song Yunfan, you better not lie! If she wasn't up there, I would tie you and your girlfriend up and throw them into the ravine!"
Zhou Yanjing sent a message to Song Yunfan halfway to inform him, but in Yu Jiaxiao's eyes, he and Zhou Yanjing were on the same level, and neither was a good person.
When Lin Yuxi heard this, she got up from the stone and went to greet him.
The hunting wind howled in the mountains, and Zhou Yanjing stopped her: "Lin Yuxi."
He turned around and stared at her back, his eyes dim and lost, but he still refused to give up. He asked her persistently in a hoarse voice: "In the past three years, has there ever been a moment when you loved me?"
She only paused for half a second and answered without any hesitation: "No."
But she answered too quickly, and it sounded more like a lie.
Zhou Yanjing wanted to stop her and ask her to look into his eyes and say it again.
He had just taken two steps when the group of people had already reached the top of the mountain. Yu Jiaxiao and Tan Xingchen rushed to the front. When they saw Lin Yuxi, they rushed over.
"Zhou Yanjing, you are a murderer, I knew you kidnapped her!"
"I'm so exhausted! When we turned around and found that you were missing, we almost went back to look for you. Brother Yunfan said that you took another shortcut, and this woman acted like crazy and ran faster than a mad dog!" Tan Xingchen He bent down and propped up his knees, panting like a dog, "Where did you come from? There was a shortcut and you didn't tell us and you secretly left. What a shame!"
"Don't blame me." Lin Yuxi helped the panting two of them carry the pot on their backs, throwing the pot far away, "I was kidnapped."
"I was almost scolded to death by both of them along the way." Song Yunfan was also frustrated. He sighed helplessly and said to Zhou Yanjing behind her, "You owe me a favor this time."
Zhou Yanjing looked confused, and when he spoke again, he had returned to his usual indifference: "The original Wu Guanzhong you were interested in last time, go back and get it from me."
Song Yunfan was stunned by the surprise: "So generous? I just said it casually, there is no need to be so..."
Zhou Yanjing lowered his eyelids, and there was a hint of irritation in the deep outline of his eyebrows, and asked him: "Have you brought a cigarette?"
Song Yunfan was touching his pocket, and Tan Yu on the side took out a cigarette and handed it over.
Zhou Yanjing glanced at the box of cigarettes and raised his eyes.
They looked at each other silently and said nothing.
Zhou Yanjing took out one and walked towards the cliff: "Thank you."
The golden morning sun bursts out from the sky, the rays of rays spread out, thousands of miles melted into gold, and the sleeping rivers and mountains finally woke up.
Yu Jiaxiao and Tan Xingchen, who were paralyzed on the big rocks and stretched out, instantly came back to life with full health, and their excited screams penetrated the entire valley.
The first ray of sunlight shone on Lin Yuxi's face and body, and that majestic power seemed to be injected into her body.
She squinted her eyes in the dazzling golden light, and her mind seemed to open up, and all the heavy burdens were lifted at this moment.
It doesn't matter whether you love it or not.
The mountains are high and the sea is vast, the sun rises and the moon sets, but love is only an insignificant moment in life.
When a strong black figure suddenly jumped up, Yu Jiaxiao, who was posing for a beautiful selfie, was so frightened that she almost threw her phone into the cliff.
Shi Tang took a breath: "Hey, I've never seen such a tiring sunrise before!"
Yu Jiaxiao gave him the camera: "You're here just in time, take a photo for us."
Zhou Yanjing and Tan Yu went far downwind to smoke. Song Yunfan and Xu Songwan hugged each other to take couple photos. The three of them were short of a coolie.
Shi Tang took the camera and clicked it: "Done."
"Whatever you were shooting was finished!" Yu Jiaxiao didn't even walk over, she was so angry that she said, "Go away!"
She reached out to grab the camera, but Shi Tang looked impatient and picked it up again, adjusting the focus and aperture: "You are the only one who has done a lot of trouble. Hurry up and stand still!"
I took a group photo of the three of them first, and then individually. Yu Jiaxiao and Tan Xingchen both belong to the category of over-expressive people. It’s like taking photos for magazines. They can pose for thirty times in one minute with all kinds of poses that cause headaches, face pain, and stomach pain. indivual.
Finally, Tan Xingchen shouted at the top of his lungs: "Brother, come! Let's take a group photo!"
Tan Yu came over and stood next to the girls like a gentleman. Song Yunfan and Xu Songwan also stood on the other side.
Zhou Yanjing puffed out his cigarette and came back with careless steps.
A few eyes fell on him, but Song Yunfan realized it and took Xu Songwan and stepped aside to make a space for him.
Next to him happened to be Lin Yuxi.
As Shi Tang clicked the shutter, he began to wonder why he had to make another trip up here, to be their tool after traveling thousands of miles away?
