"by myself……"
Mai Sakurajima pondered for a moment, then asked Yan Kai: "You mean, let me get out of this state by myself? But I have tried my best. In order to attract other people's attention, I have already put on a bunny girl costume."
Yan Kai has said before that to untie the bell, one must tie it. It was Mai Sakurajima's strong desire to escape from the sight of others that triggered her subconscious protection mechanism, causing her subconscious to constantly release "I don't exist" to the surroundings. The psychological suggestion is that if she wants to return to normal, she needs to reverse it with a stronger will than before, but Sakurajima Mai asks herself that she has done her best. She has already put on a bunny girl costume, how can she say that she is not enough? Are you working hard?
If it weren't for the purpose of getting rid of this condition, Mai Sakurajima would not wear such shameful clothes. Although she has successfully transformed from a "nation's daughter" into a mature girl in the eyes of the audience, bunny girl outfits like The clothes are still too big for her. After all, she is just transitioning to maturity and has no plans to develop into a porn star.
"Maybe you think you've tried your best, but since you haven't changed back, it means you still haven't tried your best enough."
Yan Kai said calmly.
People can deceive themselves, but the subconscious mind cannot deceive others. It will only faithfully reflect the truest side of its master. And Sakurajima Mai has not changed back now, which means that she actually enjoys now more than before. life.
No one pays attention to her, no one points at her as she walks on the street, there are no endless announcements, don't mess up your schedule to film...
This kind of life where she eats, drinks, sleeps, and no one can blame her. If Sakurajima Mai doesn't like it at all, it is definitely impossible. Even if she feels a little lonely because she can't communicate with others, it might be possible for her It's not too important, after all, before she became like this, she was actually just as lonely.
She delayed her first semester of school because of filming, and missed the best time to make friends. As a result, Sakurajima Mai had no friends at school. At work, she was surrounded by people older than her, and it was really difficult to get close to her. , occasionally meet artists of the same age, either they want to use Sakurajima Mai to obtain more resources, or they are jealous of Sakurajima Mai's success and wish her to die, and the only family that can be her safe haven...
With all this going on, it is not incomprehensible that Sakurajima Mai would have the idea of escape.
"..."
Sakurajima Mai's eyes were a little evasive. She was indeed not too dissatisfied with her current life, especially after having a female companion of the same age who she could talk to.
Normally, Koizumi Anko is super narcissistic and very self-centered. In the eyes of many girls, such girls are the most annoying. However, after getting along with Koizumi Anko these days, Sakurajima Mai found that Koizumi Hongzi is actually a girl with an unexpectedly simple mind.
Girls want to be popular and want to be favored by boys. This is right. Moreover, Koizumi Hongzi just enjoys the feeling of being surrounded by stars. She does not use those boys as cash machines or tools, so Mai Sakurajima didn't find anything annoying about this.
At least compared to the idols and artists she met at work, Koizumi Hongzi was as pure as a blank piece of paper.
Koizumi Anko was also interested in Mai Sakurajima's strange state at first, but soon the two lonely girls resonated with each other and regarded each other as their friends.
Koizumi Anko can still remember some of Sakurajima Mai's memories despite being disturbed by Sakurajima Mai's subconscious. This friendship is at work.
Yan Kai couldn't see Mai Sakurajima's little thoughts, so he didn't reveal it. Instead, he said to Mai Sakurajima: "Okay, this is your own business. I won't ask. If you think this is not right for you, If it's more comfortable, you can always stay like this, but I advise you to move away from Koizumi Hongzi's house as soon as possible, otherwise the headache you just had will get worse and worse, and it may even endanger your life."
"What did you say!"
Sakurajima Mai was shocked.
Yan Kai said slowly: "If I guess correctly, this is not the first time you have had a headache recently. This is a symptom of excessive consumption of your subconscious mental power."
"But I haven't done anything recently...and why do I have to leave Hongzi?"
Sakurajima Mai said in confusion.
"If you are just facing ordinary people, your psychological suggestion will not consume much mental energy. After all, it is just a suggestion, not hypnosis or brainwashing. It is more of a guide than a change. But the problem is that Koizumi Hongzi is not an ordinary person. You have been with her for so many days, and you should also know that Koizumi Hongzi has all kinds of incredible abilities. She is a witch. Her spiritual power is only inferior to those martial artists with advanced martial arts skills in terms of will and quantity. Even beyond that, if you want to guide her mental power to get wrong information, you need to pay a much more price than ordinary people. And unlike ordinary people, ordinary people's subconscious will be deceived by you, but Koizumi Hongzi can be free Control her subconscious mind. Your subconscious mind can deceive her for a while, but it cannot deceive her all the time. Whenever she wants to recall information about you, your subconscious mind will increase her mental output. If you repeat this, your mental energy will not be used. How long will it take before it collapses?"
Yan Kai understands.
"What happens when you have a mental breakdown?"
Mai Sakurajima asked.
"According to the previous saying, it was called 'amnesia'. Nowadays, it is generally called 'schizophrenia'. Your subconscious mind and conscious mind will be completely separated. As for what will happen specifically, I have no research on this aspect. How about you find a psychiatrist?"
Yan Kai said to Sakurajima Mai.
"Do you think I can go to the doctor in my current condition?"
Mai Sakurajima rolled her eyes.
"It seems impossible."
Yan Kai spread his hands to express his helplessness.
"Do I have no choice but to separate from Hongzi?"
Sakurajima Mai said blankly.
Yan Kai nodded: "This kind of spiritual suggestion will only make people lose sight of you if they are in short-term contact. If you get along with them for a long time, the other party will gradually forget information about you. This is why ordinary viewers still remember your existence. But the staff in your office have completely forgotten you. This is the situation of Koizumi Hongzi now. Only when you are separated from her can she get rid of your influence on her, and as a witch, can she remember about your business."
"Can you think of a way to prevent Hongzi from being affected by my subconscious?"
Mai Sakurajima showed an expectant expression.
It didn't matter to her that other people couldn't see her, but Koizumi Hongzi...she hoped that Koizumi Hongzi could see her.
"Allergy sufferers think the same thing, but the immune system doesn't agree."
Yan Kai smiled bitterly.
Allergy is when the immune system treats certain harmless substances as harmful substances and eliminates them. The same is true for the subconscious mind. It is not so intelligent. Mai Sakurajima's wish is to make people pay attention and escape from everyone's sight, so her subconscious mind only It will release the psychological suggestion of "she does not exist" to everyone without selectively skipping a few people.
"If so, I'd rather go back to the way it was."
Sakurajima Mai gritted her teeth.
Her life now is very comfortable, but if it stays like this, with no one to talk to, and even the friends she finally got to know forget about herself, the huge feeling of loneliness will completely overwhelm her.
"Don't just talk, please take practical actions."
Yan Kai said calmly.
"I would like to, but I really can't do it!"
Mai Sakurajima wanted to fight with her head to prove her determination, but this could not be proved by saying a few words and doing a few things.
"Is there no special way to help me..."
Sakurajima Mai said dejectedly.
"That's not true."
Yan Kai thought for a while and said.
"Can I really just... huh? Wait, you said there is a way?"
Mai Sakurajima realized what Yan Kai said.
"Then why didn't you tell me earlier!"
Mai Sakurajima was excited and a little angry.
Who knows how determined she was just now. Yan Kai had a way to do it but she deliberately didn't say it. This is not...
Forget it, I met Yan Kai by chance, and he didn't ignore me. He was willing to talk to me so much, which was already a big help. How could I be too harsh on him...
Mai Sakurajima comforted herself like this.
"Because it's very troublesome. If you don't have the determination to return to your original state, why should I waste so many things?"
Yan Kai said bluntly.
"..."
Sakurajima Mai's newly calmed down mood showed signs of rising again.
This person is really... Sakurajima Mai understands why Koizumi Anko always has a sullen look on her face when she mentions Yan Kai.
"So, what exactly is your method?"
Mai Sakurajima patiently asked Yan Kaidao.
"I should have said before that the magic sect and Tantra in the Central Plains have very unique research on spiritual aspects."
Yan Kai said to Sakurajima Mai.
"Of course I remember it, but Hongzi has checked it out. The magic sects and esoteric sects in the Central Plains are very closed. They won't help outsiders easily, let alone me, a Japanese."
Sakurajima Mai nodded.
In Japan, there are many people who hate the Central Plains, and in the Central Plains, there are even more people who hate Japan, especially people related to the martial arts world. When the Japanese invaded the Central Plains, they massacred most of the people in the martial arts world, and the inheritance of the eight major sects was almost cut off. , even the Demon Sect and Tantric Sect were affected by that catastrophe. How could they be willing to help a Japanese for no reason?
"They really won't help you."
Yan Kai nodded.
In fact, if it is a demon sect, it is not impossible to help as long as you give enough money. After all, the demon sect is a group of extreme egoists. For them, there are no eternal enemies, only eternal interests, but Mai Sakurajima A young actor definitely cannot pay the price that can make the Demon Gate's heart beat. Moreover, with the Demon Gate's style of doing things, instead of curing Sakurajima Mai, it would be better to directly mentally control Sakurajima Mai and ask her to voluntarily hand over her body. All property and, by the way, people belong to them.
Otherwise, it is a magic sect. They pay attention to everything they do, and even the bone marrow must be sucked out.
"That……"
Sakurajima Mai hesitated.
"The Demonic Sect and Tantric Sect won't help you, but I just learned some martial arts from the Demonic Sect and Tantric Sect, including spiritual martial arts."
Yan Kai continued.
Sakurajima Mai looked at Yan Kai with a look that she didn't know how to describe.
"Don't look at me like that. I can only say that I have practiced those martial arts, but I am not very familiar with them. And the spiritual aspect is very delicate and cannot tolerate any mistakes. That's why I didn't say it at the beginning. It's not entirely true. Afraid of trouble."
Yan Kai explained.
Well, in fact, the main reason is that she is afraid of trouble, and she thought that with the ability of Koizumi Anko Witch, she should be able to break the abnormal state of Sakurajima Mai. Who knew that she was so useless, not only did she not help Sakurajima Mai return to her original state, but she also couldn't help herself. Got hit.
But it seems that she cannot be completely blamed. After all, the objects that witches deal with are usually ordinary people and the Holy See's Inquisition. Mai Sakurajima has nothing to do with either, so it is indeed a bit difficult for Koizumi Anko.
"Will it be dangerous?"
Mai Sakurajima asked.
"Yes, if you are afraid, you can choose to give up."
Yan Kai nodded.
"What will happen to me if I fail?"
Mai Sakurajima asked again.
She is not a reckless person. Reckless people cannot survive in the entertainment industry. She must know what the worst result is.
"According to current terms, he will become a vegetative state."
Yan Kai replied.
"..."
He is schizophrenic and in a vegetative state. Why is his end so ugly?
Sakurajima Mai smiled bitterly, and then the expression on her face quickly became determined: "Okay, I understand. If I really have to be alone for the rest of my life, then I still choose to give it a try."
"Very good, very courageous." Yan Kai nodded slightly. This kind of courage to try at the risk of becoming a vegetative state is not something ordinary people can have.
"I will use a unique tantric martial art in a while to send your conscious mind into your subconscious mind. Only when you and your subconscious mind reach reconciliation will you wake up. Do you understand?"
Yan Kai said to Sakurajima Mai.
Mai Sakurajima nodded.
"In the meantime, your consciousness may be disturbed by various interferences. You must remember not to forget your original purpose."
Mai Sakurajima nodded again.
After a pause, Yan Kai asked Sakurajima Mai: "Before we start, do you have anything to say to others? After all, if you fail, you may not have a chance to say it in the future."
"I……"
Sakurajima Mai glanced at Koizumi Anko who was meditating and unaware of everything happening around her.
"Tell Hongzi that although it's terrible to encounter this kind of thing, I feel very lucky to have met her. Also, please tell her to restrain her temper. She is so beautiful, as long as she restrains her temper If she loses her temper, no matter whether she is a boy or a girl, she will definitely be willing to be friends with her."
"Also, please ask someone to tell my mother, I'm sorry, I didn't follow the instructions..."
"Okay, it's almost done. I'll let you talk. Remember this concern. I don't intend to help you pass the message. When you wake up, go tell them yourself!"
Yan Kai reached out and placed his hand on the Baihui point on the top of Mai Sakurajima's head, and a huge dizziness instantly hit Mai Sakurajima.
You have such a bad character!
This was Mai Sakurajima's last thought before she lost consciousness.
