For a moment, I was a little stunned.
I don't know if Wu Xin's action has any other meaning. Is he simply trying to persuade me to return to China, or is it filled with personal emotions.
My movements were sluggish for a moment, and then I continued eating noodles.
Without leaving a trace, he took out the hand she was holding, picked up the spoon and took a sip of soup, and casually retorted, "No wonder you keep drinking soup, it's really delicious."
Neither of us are stupid, so she should be able to understand what I say.
In fact, this issue has been discussed once before, but I did not participate.
As a staunch supporter of returning to China, Wu Xin even wants everyone to go back.
She said she understood the law, and even if Sister Feng, who was in the worst situation, voluntarily surrendered and cooperated with the investigation, she would only be jailed for five years at most.
If you find a good lawyer, it might not take that long.
Her starting point is naturally good, she wants everyone to return to normal life.
A normal job, a normal marriage and children, a normal death.
However, she ignored one problem.
The eagle that evolved wings is no longer suitable for running.
Sister Feng is a typical example. Even if she dies on this land, she cannot go back to face trial.
In that case, it would be better to kill her.
Not to mention Lao Wei, he couldn't leave northern Myanmar until he found his sister Wei He.
As for me, I have a few lives on my hands, even if it is someone who deserves to be killed, I will not give a light sentence.
What's more, I have a promise to Lao Wei and Ningxia. Even if I go back, it won't be now.
What I didn't expect was that Wu Xin ignored my gag and held my hand again.
He said solemnly and without losing warmth, "Tang Yu, we are people with the same disease. Even the injuries on our faces are so consistent. For me, it is not only a hardship, but also a fate given to us by God. Come back with me Bar!"
"When we settle down, we will go to a strange city and forget everything here. Let's work together, cook together, walk together, and live together, okay?"
Listening to the beautiful vision planned by Wu Xin, I suddenly fell into a trance.
I even forgot to eat the noodles.
Because my destiny is different from ordinary people, I have had a dream since I was a child.
I dream of having a warm home, a kind, considerate and considerate wife, and a pair of smiling, diligent and motivated children.
I work hard. After work, I have delicious meals and enjoy family happiness with my children and wife.
But when I grew up, I realized how illusory this dream was.
Without money, you don't have a house. Without a house, where can you find such a perfect wife?
Now, this candidate has appeared.
Although Wu Xin is stubborn and outrageous, he is definitely kind at heart.
Although she is taciturn, her emotions are very delicate. Once she decides on something or someone, she will not look back even if she knocks down the wall.
When she said that, she must have thought so.
I want to form a family with me and weave our future bit by bit.
Although her past is a little imperfect, I am a bad person!
Who are you to judge her?
Of all the people who set foot on this land, how many come back intact?
I admit, at this moment, my heart moved.
He even came up with the idea of returning to China to live with her regardless.
What Wei He?
What Ningxia?
What promise?
What a fucking life-saving grace!
Is it important to have my freedom and happiness?
But this thought only lasted for a moment.
I can't be that heartless.
Ningxia saved me from danger twice. Now she is in the military zone. She only has wealth and no freedom. I can't ignore her.
Lao Wei has placed all his hopes on me, even risking his life for me, but I can't let him down!
Otherwise, I wouldn’t be me anymore.
I pulled my hand out again and said calmly, "Let's talk about the future later."
Wu Xin hesitated to speak, and finally didn't say another word until I finished eating.
After I finished eating, she said: "Tang Yu, come with me for a walk. I have been staying in the hotel for several days and have never had a chance to stroll around."
I said casually, "There is nothing to see here, if not, just go back!"
Wu Xin did not get up, but turned his head to one side.
I understand her stubbornness. I have rejected her twice just now. If I refuse again, she will probably be very sad.
After all, she can be considered one of my lifesavers. Once my heart softens, I can't bear to hurt her anymore.
"Let's go, I also want to relax."
Wu Xin then stood up, then directly put his arm on my arm and put his head on my shoulder.
I didn't say no.
Changsong has a long history and is considered a famous town in Meng State.
Although the buildings are not that modern, there are really many people and there are naturally many shops.
After Wu Xin and I blended into the crowd, we walked aimlessly, enjoying a rare stroll after a long absence.
In the eyes of passers-by, we must be a loving couple. In fact, the word couple is very unfamiliar to me.
So many experiences of life and death have allowed me to see through the so-called love, family affection and friendship.
Maybe it's a bit sad to say this, but from my standpoint, maybe it's not wrong.
When it comes to emotions, I prefer directness.
If you call me big brother, then act like a little brother. At least what I say will be what I say. If you refute or do something sorry for me, I can beat you, kill you, or even kill you.
If you want to ask for something from me, then act like you are asking for help. If you have money, you can take money, and if you have no money, you can take your body.
I instinctively resist such delicate emotions, especially the love between men and women.
Even forcing myself not to accept it.
Therefore, even if Wu Xin held my arm and even pressed his body against mine, I wouldn't have any big fluctuations.
Since I decided to stay, I have designated her as a friend. She can do whatever she wants, and I can control myself.
Although I could easily put her to bed, I didn't want to.
Some charms cannot be proven by conquering women.
If I really want to release my sexual desire, what kind of postures by Sister Feng and Huanhuan can’t satisfy me?
Since you are sure you are not a stranger, don't let her fantasize about it.
The main road in Changsong is not long, and it doesn't take too long to reach the end. If you go further, it will be a winding stone path that should go up the mountain.
There is a temple on the mountain with a very long history. I heard it was built by the Chinese in ancient times.
It is very famous in the local area. In certain months, locals will go up the mountain in groups to pray for blessings.
Even now, there are scattered people going up the mountain.
Looking at Wu Xin's eyes looking up, he seemed to want to go.
But I don’t want to go, safety is only one of them, and mainly, I don’t want to get too entangled with her.
Being able to accompany her on this journey is the biggest concession I have made.
"Go back. I will go to the county town to see Huanhuan later. I wonder if Sister Feng bullied her."
Wu Xin suddenly walked up to me, looked at me, and made a request that I didn't quite understand.
"Tang Yu, can I kiss you?"
I was stunned and speechless.
Wu Xin went on to say, "I may be dirty, but my mouth is the cleanest. I have never kissed any man until now. Maybe we will never see each other again. I want to give you the best."
As she said that, she stood up on her tiptoes and wanted to kiss my mouth.
Just when they were about to meet, I turned my head to the side.
"I have never disliked you, it's just that I'm dirty."
