Maybe I received too many beatings today and the pain I experienced was too deep.
So much so that I didn't feel that much pain after my fingers were cut.
However, when Fei Ge used a soldering iron to reduce inflammation and stop bleeding, it really hurt!
I feel like my whole body, including my soul, is shaking!
At this moment, I really thought of the word death.
Even the desire to die is quite strong.
The repeated torture made me worse than death!
However, this is far from over.
"Brother Fei, cut off his ears too!"
Hearing this, I wailed and said, "Give me a good time."
As soon as I finished speaking, I was kicked again.
"Want to die? It's not that easy! Damn it! Just because of you, we have suffered so much, do you know?"
Then I heard Brother Fei say, "Mr. Huang just sent a message that this person can cancel his account. However, he caused the brothers not to sleep well for several days, so I decided to punish him."
"In this way, today's program ends here. Tomorrow we will draw lots and torture him bit by bit..."
After hearing Brother Fei’s so-called lottery, I no longer have the thought of living!
I even thought about committing suicide as soon as I find an opportunity!
I can guarantee that as long as you listen to it, you will definitely have the same thoughts as me!
The steps of the activity are as follows.
Phineas separated all the parts of my body, including fingers, toes, eyes, nose, tongue, ears, and even limbs, and wrote them all on pieces of paper.
Then let the loser draw lots, and after drawing the corresponding parts, the loser will cut me!
To put it more simply, if a scoundrel slaps my left eye tomorrow, he will gouge out my left eye.
If I get Kun Kun, I will cut off my Kun Kun.
By analogy, I smoke once a day until I am completely out of breath, and this activity is considered over.
If all my parts are removed and I am still alive, I will be given to the circus as a pig...
Just say, who can accept this result?
If I don’t see any hope of living, if I become a human pig, I won’t be able to die even if I want to!
So, I have to die, I have to die quickly!
"You devils! Damn it! Sons of a bitch! I'll fight you!"
I endured the severe pain and got up from the ground, and rushed towards Brother Fei.
My purpose is simple, to seek death.
Last time, the father and son died for resisting Brother Fei, so I will follow their example.
Unexpectedly, Brother Fei didn't fall for my trick and kicked me to the ground directly.
"You want to die, don't you? Yes, if you really have the courage to commit suicide, just die in the water prison!"
After saying that, several losers grabbed my limbs respectively, lifted me up directly, and then carried me out of the ceremony room.
I walked to the back of the small white building and stopped. Then, I was thrown by a few thugs and fell into the pool.
To be precise, this is not a pool, because it is much thicker than a normal pool.
It was precisely because of the viscosity that I didn't drown in an instant, and I lay down flat.
Suddenly an indescribable smell hit my nose. The smell was extremely unpleasant!
The dogleg moved very quickly. After throwing me in, he directly covered the pool.
Fortunately, the cover is welded with steel bars, so the stench can be dissipated. Otherwise, I would be suffocated to death within a few minutes.
Before leaving, these losers peed on me. I had nowhere to hide, so I had to close my eyes and tighten my mouth.
Compared to beatings and finger torture, this kind of humiliation that does not hurt the skin is simply a gift to me.
Besides, the smell of dog-legged urine pales in comparison to the stench of this pool.
After the dog-legger left, I also gained the peace I longed for.
Humans are really strange creatures. Just now I was seeking death, but now that I had the opportunity to commit suicide, I became timid and cowardly again.
To put it bluntly, the more difficult the living conditions, the greater the desire to survive!
At this time, some words that I have never come across popped up in my mind. For example, how can anyone spare their life if an ant is greedy for life? There is no need to worry about having no firewood to keep the green mountains alive. It is never too late for a gentleman to take revenge in ten years. Heaven has sent great responsibilities to this people. Also...wait.
Anyway, there is a voice in my heart that keeps comforting me, never commit suicide!
I also thought about it. I'm not even afraid of death. Why am I afraid of being tortured by them?
What if I see you one day and I escape?
Under various psychological suggestions, I finally gave up the idea of seeking death.
Then, start observing your surroundings.
I have always heard about water prisons, but this time I experienced it myself.
The height of the water prison is about 1.5 meters, but at least 1.3 meters is filled with dirty water.
I had to keep my head bent up to make myself feel better.
The environment in the water prison is extremely dirty!
I dare say that if you throw a mysophobic patient into this, he will be disgusted to death!
Forget about human excrement, forget about towels and other items, there are also dead rats!
The most disgusting thing is that the dead mouse is infested with maggots!
All around me!
I didn't dare to look or think about this. I kept looking up at the sky. I was afraid that if I thought too much, I would completely collapse. I really told you here!
I can die anywhere, but if I die in this water prison, I will really not be willing to die!
At this point, I would like to ask those ignorant and fearless young people, do you still have such great curiosity about northern Myanmar?
Do you still yearn to come here to make a fortune or look for excitement?
Maybe you are lucky enough to be successful in this place.
There is endless money to spend every day, and women are playing in different ways one after another to release your desires.
But can you guarantee that your life will always be this good?
Can you guarantee that you will always be cool in this world without rules?
In case I make a mistake or get into trouble due to other factors, then what I am going through now may be a lesson for you!
So, give up all such thoughts!
Life may not be passionate, but at least you won't suffer from major human sins.
Back to business.
Although this water prison is extremely terrifying, it is nothing compared to the suffering I have endured today.
It only traumatized me psychologically, but physically, it really had no effect except for the smell and dirt.
As luck would have it, I happen to have a pretty good mental capacity.
But slowly, I started to feel uncomfortable.
The first is the posture. The special nature of the water prison requires me to bend over for a long time, which is a big challenge for me.
During the beatings, I also received many heavy blows to my waist. Although I was not disabled, I kept working under such a high load, and soon I couldn't hold on any longer.
Next came the wounds. The water prison was full of filth, and my body was covered with bloody wounds. Being soaked like this, not to mention bacteria, made me itchy unbearably after just a while.
Finally, there is the suffocating feeling caused by the stench, and I always feel like I will faint at any time.
But my strong belief in survival allowed me to overcome these.
Since I couldn't bend down, I knelt half down and held on to the steel bars with both hands.
I held on to the itchiness of the wound. It happened that the itching could also refresh me, otherwise I would have to drink dirty water before I could sleep.
As for the smell, I just tolerate it.
I kept telling myself in my heart that I must take revenge, save Ningxia, and cancel all these damned people!
Give yourself a bigger picture and give yourself hope and confidence to live!
Sure enough, after this operation, I did feel much better.
Suddenly, I heard a burst of footsteps.
My heart beats faster. Is this coming to save me or to harm me?
However, when I saw the person coming, my mood fell into boundless hell again!
I think I may not survive tonight.
