"Old Xu!"
Xu Lingjun's attention had been so focused on the scene of 'thousands of horses galloping' that he didn't notice Li Jie's approach at all.
When he noticed a strong hand patting his shoulder, he came back to his senses.
The moment he saw Li Jie, he subconsciously took a step back.
"What's wrong?"
Li Jie smiled and said, "Do I still eat people?"
Xu Lingjun just shook his head and remained silent.
In fact, he could feel Li Jie's kindness, and he was very touched and grateful for it.
But precisely because of this, he did not respond to Li Jie.
He was afraid of causing trouble to Li Jie.
after all……
"Old Xu, you can't do this."
Li Jie chuckled: "People have social attributes. If you refuse to communicate with others for a long time, you will sooner or later get sick."
"You have been reading a lot before. You should understand this."
Xu Lingjun remained silent.
"Thanks."
After saying these words, he immediately turned around and left.
However, he wanted to leave but failed. Li Jie grabbed his shoulder, and that hand was like an iron pliers, clamping his body tightly.
"Lao Xu, don't leave, I have something to tell you."
Hearing this, Xu Lingjun stopped. Although he still didn't reply, there was an obvious look of doubt on his face.
That meaning is self-evident.
"Do you think you are guilty?"
Lao Xu continued to be silent.
"Actually, you have the answer in your heart whether you are guilty or not."
"Humans, although they cannot choose their own birth, everyone has the right to choose their life. What kind of person they become in the future depends on themselves."
"Subjective initiative is very important."
"Also, many of our ancestors came from other backgrounds, but they did not hesitate to sacrifice their lives and blood for their careers."
"Even if life is hard, they are still happy."
"Old Xu, you can't continue to be decadent like this."
"You can't keep yourself closed all the time."
"Actually, you should have noticed that there is nothing complicated here in the pastoral area. Everyone's thinking is very simple."
“Having enough to eat and warm clothes is happiness.”
"As long as you are willing to take the initiative to change yourself and try, they will accept you."
At this point, Li Jie stopped talking. Some words were inappropriate to say now.
Moreover, what he said was not as good as Xu Lingjun's own feelings.
The truth you realize yourself is far more profound than what you learn from others.
Immediately afterwards, Li Jie smiled and waved to Xu Lingjun, turned around and left without waiting for his reaction.
behind.
Xu Lingjun stared blankly at Li Jie's background. He stood there for a long, long time.
These words shocked him far more than Li Jie expected.
Xu Lingjun has indeed been closing himself off.
He felt guilty,
Therefore, if their family is guilty, he is also guilty.
Therefore, he closed himself off, so that if he died one day in the future, it would not make people too sad.
At that time, he was like a dandelion, scattered by the wind, leaving no trace behind.
'Did i do something wrong? '
'Have I done something wrong by always rejecting his kindness in releasing him? '
After thinking about it for a long time, Xu Lingjun didn't figure it out. However, although he still didn't understand it, the seed had been hidden.
At least his mentality is not as pessimistic as before.
Those ancestors are his targets.
Since he is guilty, he will atone!
Use actions to atone for your sins!
Thinking of this, Xu Lingjun couldn't help but ask himself, what can he do for the villagers?
After thinking about it for a while, he didn't seem to find a good way.
Apart from reading, he seems to have no other special skills.
wrong!
No, he can learn!
Just now, he thought of something. There is no veterinarian in the brigade. Every time a horse gets sick, he has to go to the countryside to find a doctor.
Going to the countryside to find someone to come to your doorstep costs a lot, not to mention the distance.
If he could learn how to treat horses, the team would be able to save a lot of money in the future.
The most important thing is that time is saved as there is no need to run back and forth.
Moreover, horses are sick just like people, and they cannot be delayed for too long. The longer the delay, the more serious the disease will be.
That's right!
Just do it!
At this moment, Xu Lingjun made up his mind to study veterinary medicine and strive to become a veterinarian as soon as possible!
However, he did not have any teaching materials on veterinary medicine at hand.
what to do?
Should we go to 'Gao Zhihua' for help?
He is from Shanghai, which is a big city, and books about veterinarians should be relatively easy to buy.
The reason why Xu Lingjun thought of Li Jie immediately was mainly because he had basically lost contact with his former friends.
Apart from Li Jie, he really couldn't find anyone to help him.
From morning to night, Xu Lingjun finally made a decision.
He's ready to take the first step!
As night falls, it is extremely dark in the pastoral areas. At night, almost every household goes to bed very early.
Lamp oil also costs money.
Save if you can.
Xu Lingjun took advantage of the darkness and came to the door of Li Jie's house. Although he had made a decision, when he actually arrived in front of the door, he hesitated.
Isn't it bad to trouble others like this?
They are neither relatives nor friends,
Just when he was about to give up, the slightly shabby door was suddenly opened.
The dim firelight shone on Xu Lingjun's face. From his perspective, Li Jie seemed to be standing in the light, smiling at him.
"I asked why there was something going on outside. It turned out to be you, Lao Xu."
"Rare visitor, really rare visitor."
"come on in!"
Li Jie saw a familiar smile on his face, and without asking Xu Lingjun whether he agreed or not, he forcefully dragged him into the room.
"Zhihua, who is it?"
At this time, Qin Nan's voice came from inside.
"Old Xu."
Li Jie replied: "Nannan, take out the bottle of wine in the back room and the last bit of beef."
"It's rare for Lao Xu to come to our house. I'll have a nice drink with him."
"Well, I'll be fine soon."
Hearing that Li Jie was getting wine and meat again, Xu Lingjun waved his hand quickly.
"No need to bother, I don't drink, and I don't eat meat."
Li Jie smiled and patted him on the shoulder: "Lao Xu, we are all about the same age. Don't be so formal. We should eat and drink when we should."
"Don't be so tense."
"Besides, we are talking behind closed doors, and no one outside knows."
As Li Jie spoke, he put his arm around his shoulders and pushed Xu Lingjun to the square table semi-forcefully.
"sit!"
"If anything happens, let's talk slowly."
(End of chapter)
