Naturally, I can’t answer the question of Gan Tiantian.
Although Lin Chuyao and I have already negotiated, we will treat this matter as if it never happened, but there is no airtight wall in the world. If I tell Gan Tiantian now that we just hugged and kissed, I will really be with Gan Tiantian when I look back. We got together, and then she suddenly found out that Lin Chuyao and I had slept together.
I'm afraid that we will face another "storm" by then, and we are already in love by then. Gantiantian's feelings for me must be particularly deep, and the damage and blow to her will be even greater.
I really don't want to see this girl sad anymore, so I don't want to lie to her.
However, if I tell the truth, I am afraid that Gan Tiantian will give up on me if she finds out, and we will say goodbye completely before our relationship has eased.
It really gives me a headache and I don't know how to answer.
"Ha." Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Gan Tiantian sneered, and then said: "I understand, it seems that you two have developed much more than you did with me, right? Childhood sweethearts are childhood sweethearts, and we have known each other for such a long time. , must be much more developed than me.”
When Gan Tiantian said this, she was full of jealousy.
I smiled and said nothing, still thinking seriously about how to reply to her.
After thinking about it, I feel that since I have hurt her this time, I should just hurt her more thoroughly and tell her the truth. If she can't accept it and say goodbye to me completely, it means that our fate is over, and I will accept it. This reality.
If she knows the result and can understand me, then I really won’t have any psychological burden or worries when I get along with her in the future.
Thinking of this, I looked at Gan Tiantian and prepared to tell her the truth.
But when the words reached his throat, he couldn't say them out.
Gan Tiantian seemed to understand what I was going to say. She looked at me without saying a word, her eyes full of expectation. Maybe she also understood in her heart that Lin Chuyao and I might have developed a little too much. There was a trace of panic in her eyes.
"Before I answer your question, can I ask you first?" I said.
"Ask me? What are you asking me? Have you asked me how far I have developed with other boys? I have told you this before. Except for my sister who kissed me at the beginning, I have never kissed anyone else. You Thinking that I am just like you..."
I quickly interrupted her: "No, that's not what I'm asking. What I mean is, to what extent have Lin Chuyao and I developed that you can't accept?"
"I...I see what you mean, you two are developing very well, right?"
"Well, better than you." I said truthfully.
Gan Tiantian frowned for a moment, her eyes looking unhappy: "Then how far have you developed?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "Are you sure you want me to say it? If I say it, you may never want to talk to me again in this life. We really won't even be friends in the future."
Upon hearing this, Gan Tiantian's face changed color, and she even stood up from the bed: "You... what happened to you and her? Haven't you two never been in a formal relationship? It's impossible for things to develop very fast. If you don't give her a status like Lin Chuyao, how could she be willing to develop too much with you? It's impossible!"
"You know Lin Chuyao quite well."
"I...I...oh, tell me, what did you do!"
"Before I talk about this, I want to tell you about the company where she worked before."
Gan Tiantian was obviously a little anxious: "I don't want to listen to any company. I want you to tell me directly. What's wrong with you? Are you worried about me to death?"
"Then do you listen? If you listen, I will explain it to you. If you don't listen, then I won't explain it to you, and I won't explain it to you in the future."
Only then did Gan Tiantian sit on the edge of the bed again. After taking a few deep breaths, she seemed less anxious than before: "Well, then you go ahead and I'll listen slowly."
Then, I told Gan Tiantian about Lin Chuyao and Mr. Qian. When I told Gan Tiantian that Lin Chuyao was drugged by Mr. Qian and I went to Mr. Qian's office, Gan Tiantian must have understood something.
She looked at me with twinkling eyes, her face full of disbelief: "You...did you take advantage of her being drugged, and then...just do that to her?"
I said, "It's not that I wanted to do that with her, it was because she was feeling very uncomfortable at the time. She hugged me and said she wanted to. I was also afraid that it would be too late to go to the hospital, so I didn't think much about it, and then..."
I didn’t say the rest.
Gan Tiantian looked a little dazed, staggering and sitting on the bed behind her.
I originally wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say.
Immediately afterwards, Gan Tiantian started crying. While crying, she turned around and lay on the bed and lay on the pillow. Maybe she was unwilling to give in. She even patted the pillow hard while crying.
At this time, I also wanted to test to see if she would break up with me, so I deliberately said: "Okay Tiantian, I have said everything I need to say. I also know that you will definitely not talk to me in the future. Then I'll leave first. I'll tell Su He your room number. When she and your parents arrive, they'll come directly..."
Before I finished speaking, Gan Tiantian suddenly turned around and looked up at me.
Her face was wet with tears at this time, and her hair was stuck to her face with tears: "Don't leave yet!"
I looked at her, waiting for her to continue.
She cried for a long time and began to complain angrily:
"You actually slept with Lin Chuyao!"
"You are no longer a virgin!"
"You're not clean anymore!"
The more she talked, the harder she cried, but I just stood there without saying a word.
Actually, what can I say? Although Gan Tiantian cried very sadly the last night when Lin Chuyao discovered that she was riding two boats, I could deeply feel her heartfelt sadness that time.
But this time she was still crying, but it was different from the sadness before. I couldn't feel the chill, but instead felt like laughing.
When she ran out of energy from crying, she wiped her tears with the back of her hand, then sat up and looked at me: "Then... what about you after that? Have you ever had sex again?"
As soon as Gan Tiantian asked me this, I understood in my heart that she would still choose to forgive me. As long as I did not continue to have a relationship with Lin Chuyao later, this matter might not be a particularly serious matter to her.
I quickly shook my head and said: "It must be gone. As you said, Lin Chuyao is a relatively serious girl. She is still very slow to get involved. I didn't give her a title or anything. How could she give it to me?"
"Except for this, what's the most outrageous thing you've ever done?"
"It was just a kiss, and she and I were both drunk and I was not clear-headed."
Gan Tiantian cried again when she heard this, but I was no longer worried at this time. If she could let go of Lin Chuyao and I going to bed, other things would be nothing to worry about.
"Tiantian, I think you should stay away from me. I am indeed not a good person, and I am no longer clean. I am not worthy of you. You should not come to me this time. I hope you..."
As soon as I said this, she interrupted me angrily: "You think so, you made me so sad and sad, I want to take revenge on you, even if I am not with you, even if I don't like you, I will take revenge on you too!"
To be honest, I couldn't help but laugh at this point.
Why do you want to take revenge on me?
You just can’t bear to leave me.
"Then how do you plan to retaliate against me?" I asked.
"I...I haven't thought about it yet, but I just want to take revenge on you!"
As she said that, she started crying again. While crying, she patted the bed in frustration and said that it would be better if she had known me earlier. She could capture me before Lin Chuyao and now she would have no regrets. Then she said no, she I want to go to Lin Chuyao and ask Lin Chuyao for my first time. Anyway, I am quite dumbfounded.
