After asking this question, Lin Chuyao seemed to feel that she still cared about me by asking this. She immediately added: "Don't think too much, I asked you out of pure curiosity, not because I care about you."
I smiled and thought quickly about how to answer her question.
If I directly answer "no" at this time, Lin Chuyao will definitely not believe it, and she will also feel that my conversation with her is not sincere, which will definitely not be good for us to ease the relationship.
So I changed my approach and said in a teasing tone: "If you don't show up unexpectedly that night, maybe we will have sex."
Lin Chuyao was not in a hurry to speak, but took a sip of water from the water glass next to her, and at the same time examined my eyes, probably trying to see something through my eyes.
Putting down the water glass, she asked: "You mean you don't have any?"
I nodded: "We haven't even officially dated each other yet. How could they give it to me? We really didn't do that kind of thing. I'm a son of a bitch to lie to you. I'll be hit by a car when I go out tomorrow."
"So, what you're saying is that you actually want it, but she doesn't want to give it to you yet, right?"
I originally wanted to say that I didn’t really want it, and it felt like our relationship hadn’t reached that point yet, but then I thought again, I already took two fucking condoms from the hotel, and Lin Chuyao also knew about it, so Believe it or not.
Anyway, no matter how you answer, it's wrong, so it's better to continue to muddy the waters.
Thinking of this, I smiled and said, "It's your fault after all. It was you who hurt me."
"Did I hurt you?"
"Yes... that's wrong... I can't say that it was you who harmed me... I should say that it was the bastard named Qian who harmed me. After what happened with you, I always had random thoughts in my mind. The feeling when it breaks through you, sometimes even thinking about it in the middle of the night makes you feel uncomfortable. I guess you will never experience that addictive feeling, and you simply can’t control it.”
What I said at this time was actually intentional. Didn't she write it in her diary originally and still think about the feeling of breakthrough? Did she still want to try again?
Since she can think about it.
Why can't I think about it?
I guess she can put herself in my shoes a little and understand how I feel?
As for Lin Chuyao, after hearing what I said, her expression looked very strange, and it was impossible to guess what she was thinking at this time.
After a few seconds of silence, she asked: "So, you just had an affair with her just to try that feeling? You don't like her at all? Have no feelings for her at all?"
I shook my head: "That's not the case. In fact, I can't tell myself what's wrong with me. I really don't know what's wrong with you and her."
Lin Chuyao sneered: "I know that you and I were just forced to sleep with each other because of an accident. You felt responsible for me. Later, we hugged and kissed on my bed because we drank too much. In fact, we were both It wasn’t your intention, if you hadn’t had these messy things with me, you would have been with her by now, right?”
"Then who knows, you can't go back in time anyway, things have already developed to this point, and don't underestimate the power of our childhood sweethearts. I like you and have liked you for many years, and the first person I found after being released from prison is also you."
"Zhang Yang, you are really awesome." Lin Chuyao gave me a thumbs up at this time: "You are really awesome. No wonder you can play tricks on us two. You are so good at it. I, Lin Chuyao, have admitted defeat."
I continued to ask: "Then what are you going to do next? Are you still going to insist on not having any contact with me until death?"
"Well, people like you are too scary. I can't play with you, and I don't want to go back and fall into it again. I stay far away from you to avoid getting hurt."
"Then if you treat me as a friend, you won't be hurt, and I won't..."
"Huh... You and I have gone to bed and had a relationship, how can you expect me to treat you as a friend? Of course... maybe you Zhang Yang can treat feelings as a toy, you don't care, you can treat me as a friend, But I, Lin Chuyao, can’t do it.”
"So what do you mean, we can either be a couple or do nothing at all?"
Lin Chuyao picked up the water glass and took a sip of water, and then said: "I don't want to be with you as a couple. Do you think you have done this kind of thing? With my personality, will I still accept you? I am now I just want to stay away from you, I am very tired, my body is tired and my heart is tired, I just want to have some peace and quiet."
"Well, I can understand you, after all, there have been a lot of things going on at home recently."
As soon as I said this, my phone rang.
I picked it up and saw it was a call from the director of the hospital.
I thought he might want to talk to me about the paternity test. Because I was afraid that Lin Chuyao would hear him, I stood up and planned to go outside to pick him up.
But when I walked to the door, I looked back at Lin Chuyao, and then pointed the phone screen at her: "Here, look clearly, it's not Gan Tiantian who is calling."
Lin Chuyao said coldly: "Whoever beats him, it has nothing to do with me."
After leaving the private room, I walked aside to answer the phone.
The dean told me that the results have come out. According to the biological data analysis, the two are biological mother and daughter. However, although the results have come out, the report will still have to be mailed back in a day or two.
Although I had long expected that Lin Xiaozhou was Lin Chuyao's twin sister, I was still a little excited when I learned the result.
After expressing my gratitude to the dean, I put away my phone and returned to the private room. At this time, the waiter also brought various dishes, and Lin Chuyao and I started eating.
Maybe Lin Chuyao regarded this meal as a break-up meal. She cherished this opportunity and talked to me a lot. Although her mood occasionally fluctuated greatly, overall she was quite stable.
The things she asked the most about were naturally about Gan Tiantian and me, such as when we started having an affair, what happened, etc. Naturally, I picked up the irrelevant ones and told her, and I definitely didn’t say anything that shouldn’t be said. explain.
At the end of the meal, all the dishes were gone. I saw that Lin Chuyao couldn't eat anymore, so she asked the waiter to order a few more dishes, and they were the kind of dishes that were served slowly.
"Can you still eat? You have a big appetite today." I asked with a smile.
Lin Chuyao said: "I don't spend your money, can't I eat more?"
"Okay, then you can eat."
In this way, the two of us continued chatting and eating. Lin Chuyao also ate very slowly. The hot pot meal lasted until after two o'clock. The waiters behind were probably in a hurry to clear the table, so they deliberately chatted at the door of the private room.
I didn't tolerate them, so I went out and said angrily: "The guests are eating here, why are you chattering at the door? We have to eat this meal until evening."
The waiters turned around and left without saying anything.
I returned to the private room, and Lin Chuyao was still eating with her head down. I was afraid that she would eat too much and ruin her stomach, so I advised her: "Don't eat, I will eat. I know you want to take advantage of the last time." If you have the opportunity, stay with me for a while and talk to me for a while.”
If I didn't say this, Lin Chuyao might stay with me for a while longer.
As soon as I said this, she immediately put down her chopsticks, then took out a tissue and wiped her mouth. It seemed that she was not going to eat anymore and was ready to leave.
I quickly laughed and said, "What are you doing? Are you going to leave as soon as I expose you like this?"
Lin Chuyao ignored me, but stood up, picked up her bag, and then walked out. The moment she stood up, I saw that she seemed to be crying, tears falling down.
I stopped her immediately: "Yaoyao, I can have some more. You can eat some with me."
Lin Chuyao still didn't speak, but still insisted on leaving, so naturally I grabbed her.
After sniffing, Lin Chuyao said coldly: "Let go."
