Gan Tiantian's tone was very cold. I had never heard such a cold tone from her since I met her. I didn't know what to say for a while, so I just sat next to her and looked at her quietly.
At this time, I noticed that the pillow and sheets were already wet with her tears. I guess this girl had been crying for a long time after I left.
It's quite heartbreaking to think about it. As the daughter of a wealthy family, she has grown up with everyone's love and affection. She has probably never experienced such pain and grievance, right?
After sitting for a while, I thought that sitting down like this was not an option. She was probably waiting for me to say something, otherwise she wouldn't have been waiting for me in the room.
After sighing, I said: "I'm sorry, just hit me and scold me, or tell me what I can do to make you feel better. As long as it makes you feel better, I will die."
"Ha." Gan Tiantian sneered, "Then go to hell."
Gan Tiantian's words were obviously angry.
But hearing her angry words made me feel more at ease.
How to put it, maybe Gantiantian took the initiative to pursue me, and during our "ambiguous relationship", she has always been in a proactive state. She definitely likes me more than I like her.
No matter how harsh it is to put it, she is so obsessed with me because she is just a love brain, and this kind of woman is actually easy to coax.
Especially since she has known for a long time that I have a childhood sweetheart, she should be somewhat prepared in her heart, and Gan Tiantian and I are not officially together now. We are already in the ambiguous stage, and Lin Chuyao and I are also in no position to find a partner.
Strictly speaking, I am not a serious person, nor am I cheating.
So I think Gan Tiantian can use her brain to coax her, and I think the problem can be solved.
Even if we can't be a couple in the future, we should still be able to be friends.
You won’t end up as an enemy, right?
But now I am a little hesitant as to whether to coax or to what extent.
Although the revelation of this incident seems to be a bad thing, from another perspective, it is also a good thing. At least I can take the opportunity to break the "two feet in two boats" state, or give up on one person.
But who should I give up?
Just like me before, before I didn’t know who to choose for a relationship.
Now I still don't know who to give up.
After thinking about it, I think we should coax them into being friends first. Anyway, we both need to be coaxed.
After coughing, I said seriously and in a remorseful tone: "I'm sorry Tiantian, now that things have come to this, if you really want me to die, then I will die. This building has more than ten floors, so I should jump off." It’s hopeless.”
I tried to scare Gantiantian, and after saying this, I got up and walked outside.
It seems to me that Gantiantian likes me so much, and now she sees that I am about to die, can she not stop her?
However, I was too naive.
I walked to the door and opened it, but there was no response from Gantiantian.
Did she really give up?
Don't you care about my life or death at all?
Or is it because my acting skills are so bad that she wouldn’t dare to jump off the building if she knew I was there?
After I pretended to be out and closed the door, Gantiantian still didn't respond after waiting for a while, and she lay still on the bed quietly.
I thought that this trick might not work, so I had to walk over and sit down again.
"It seems that you are really disappointed in me, and you don't care about my life or death, right?"
"Oh, you're still acting at this point, right? Do you think I'm stupid? I'm easy to deceive?" Gan Tiantian still asked without raising her head.
I smiled bitterly and said: "I'm sorry, sorry, let me die now. I really can't do it, but after all, I hurt you, and I feel guilty in my heart. How about this, can I chop off one of my fingers?" ? This is an apology to you."
Gan Tiantian ignored me and started sobbing again. Maybe it was because the pillow was wet and a little too cold. She turned sideways again and faced the window.
I knew that if I didn't shed some blood today, I probably wouldn't be sincere, so I took out the switchblade from my pocket, and I had to do something cruel.
Opening the knife, I cut directly on my left index finger.
Of course, I wouldn't be stupid enough to actually cut my finger. I would just symbolically cut the flesh around my finger. In order to show more sincerity, I cut it quite deep, and the flesh would turn out. Blood also flowed out immediately.
I smiled with satisfaction as I watched the blood flow from my hand and then onto the sheets.
Although it hurts a little bit, if this pain can ease our relationship, I think it is still worth it.
Then I made a deliberate hissing sound to show that I was in pain.
Gan Tiantian probably thought I was still pretending, but she still didn't turn around. I had no choice but to sit down deeper in the bed, and deliberately put blood on the back of her body. Then I pretended to be kind and reminded: " Tiantian, move over there, blood is everywhere on the bed, and your clothes will be stained later."
As soon as I said these words, Gan Tiantian turned around and took a look. When she saw that my left hand was covered with blood and there was blood on the bed, she immediately sat up and looked at me in shock: "You... ...What did you do? Did you cut your finger?"
I smiled bitterly and said: "The bones are a bit hard and difficult to cut. Otherwise, I would buy a machete and chop directly. This small spring knife is not easy to use."
Gantiantian didn't care whether the blood on the bed was dirty or not. She immediately crawled forward two steps and climbed to me. She grabbed my hand and took a look. After confirming that it was a real wound, she immediately patted my shoulder, and then the whole The person seems particularly anxious and angry.
"Are you sick? Do you think you are apologizing by doing this? Can you make up for the harm you caused me? Is this your way of apologizing that I need? You... oh... hurry up Go to the hospital! I really admire you!"
When I saw the worry and distress in Gan Tiantian's eyes, I felt reassured.
No matter how uncomfortable or angry she is, when she sees that I am hurt, she still feels sorry for me and cares about me.
It seems that there is hope for an easing of the relationship between us.
Of course, I cursed myself more and more in my mind.
Gantiantian likes you so much, but you hurt others like this, you really deserve to die.
I felt that the play was well acted, so I still had no plans to go to the hospital at this time.
"I don't want to go to the hospital. I have to pay the price for hurting you. If my finger becomes necrotic and amputated today, I might feel better. If you..."
"Go to the hospital quickly! Immediately! Immediately!"
Gantiantian got out of bed immediately, and then dragged me to pull me out. I continued to pretend for a while and felt that the time was almost up, so I planned to go to the hospital. If I lost too much blood later, I might really get into trouble. thing.
Gan Tiantian planned to go with me at first, but when she reached the stairs, she suddenly stopped.
She looked at me with a complicated expression: "You can go alone, I won't go, and I don't need you to apologize like this to make up for me. Don't do this again in the future."
"Aren't you going to the hospital with me?" I asked.
She shook her head, meaning she wasn't going, and then opened her lips slightly as if she still had something to say, but in the end she didn't say it, but turned and walked towards the room.
To be honest, I couldn't figure out what she was thinking at this time.
It seems that you are planning to break up with me right now?
Or do you just think it's too worthless to forgive me so easily?
So she also needs to show the pride and dignity she deserves?
No matter what, my hands were still bleeding. I thought that since she cared about me and felt sorry for me just now, there was hope for me to ease the relationship with her, and I was not in a hurry.
Then I hurriedly left the hotel and went to the hospital.
When I returned to the hotel after bandaging my finger, Gan Tiantian was no longer there.
When I called her, she had turned off her phone.
