I also drank a lot of wine at that time, and I was actually a little drunk. But as soon as Lin Chuyao said these words, my body trembled, and I sobered up by seven points.
Why do you suddenly want to be with me?
Although her attitude towards me has been very good recently, she is a slow and cautious person at heart. Normally speaking, it would take a long time for us to break the window, and I should be the one who takes the initiative in the end. .
Why did she suddenly bring this up?
As for how to answer her, I naturally had a hard time.
reject?
I'm afraid I can't refuse.
agree?
But if you agree, what will happen to Gan Tiantian?
Perhaps because I hadn't spoken for a long time, Lin Chuyao snorted and asked, "Why don't you speak anymore? Are you unwilling?"
I had an idea and immediately pretended to be drunk and laughed: "Yes... of course I do... We will be together every day from now on, 24 hours a day, every second. I also need to find some handcuffs to hold you together." We are handcuffed together..."
"Hey...oh...I'm talking about having sex...let's have sex..."
I smiled stupidly, then pointed to the door: "Go back to your room and tell me, if Xiaoying comes back later, it won't be good to see her."
"Just see it when you see it. She also urged me to have sex with you before."
"Yeah?"
"Well, I talked to her about falling in love that day. She said that she felt that you were a very nice person and asked me to date you as soon as possible, otherwise I would be snatched away by someone else."
"Just because you listened to her, you took the initiative to tell me now, right?"
"I..." Lin Chuyao didn't seem to know how to answer, and hesitated for a long time before saying something very strange: "My mind is very messed up. Actually...if my parents hadn't divorced yet...I don't think I would take the initiative to tell you. This...um...this is the truth...you may be sad to hear it...but I don't want to lie to you..."
As she said that, she staggered back and almost fell. I immediately grabbed her and pointed to her bedroom: "It's better to go to the bedroom and lie down first. We will fall together later."
As I walked to the bedroom, I thought about what she had just said to me.
What do you mean, if her parents didn't divorce, she wouldn't take the initiative to tell me this?
Does it mean that her parents are divorced and she wants to be with me?
Could it be that she feels that she is now helpless, and I have become her biggest support at the moment. She wants to fall in love with me out of a "selfish" or "realistic" perspective?
After entering the room, I helped her to the bedside and asked my question, and her answer confirmed my guess.
"Well... that's about it... Is it bad for me to... be like this? To be honest, I don't like impure feelings... I hope that the two of us can slowly warm up under normal circumstances... etc. The heat has reached a certain point before we can be together again... But now I'm a little afraid..."
"Are you afraid that I will run away?" I asked with a smile.
"Well...if you run away...I feel like I really have nothing...so I want to catch you now...but I think it's very selfish and realistic...you probably don't like this. Let me..."
I shook my head hastily: "Who says I don't like it? People are all selfish. You are just a little woman. You have encountered so many things recently. I can understand why you want to have a supporter. And I am also very selfish. Well."
Taking advantage of the drunkenness, I also tentatively told her about our previous relationship. I said that I also thought about sending her to the hospital, but because of selfishness, I felt that since she asked for it, Then just capture her, that's why I harmed her then.
If Lin Chuyao hadn't drank, I wouldn't have dared to say this to her. I was afraid that she would be angry, but now she drank too much and her mind was unclear, and I drank too much and became emboldened, so I said it.
Lin Chuyao's reaction was very dull. Maybe this incident had long since shocked her, and she really wanted to have a relationship with me now. If she did it for the first time, she probably wouldn't think so. "terrible".
"Then... then I want to be selfish for once... okay?" Lin Chuyao suddenly said in that soft tone, her eyes looked full of ambiguity and expectation.
Her hand also grabbed mine, trying to get me to sit next to her.
I understood what she meant, and my heartbeat accelerated at this time.
Thinking of what she wrote in her diary, I felt even more impulses.
But thinking about Gan Tiantian, I forced myself to calm down in my heart.
Lin Chuyao was not drugged this time. Although she was drunk, she definitely wanted to be with me out of her own heart. If I sleep with her now, I will definitely be responsible. I may wait until she wakes up tomorrow. , the two of us are going to be in love.
After all, her parents are divorced now, and no one cares about her anymore. The pressure from her parents has naturally been eliminated.
Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and said, "Why don't you wait until you sober up? If you are unconscious like this, you might regret it if you wake up."
Lin Chuyao shook her head: "I'm very sober... and there's something I want to say... I tell the truth after drinking..."
Lin Chuyao was so proactive that she might not be used to it, and her face turned red at this time.
She also tugged on my clothes, then lay back and lay directly on the bed.
"Zhang Yang...kiss me..."
The sun shines through the window and onto her flushed face. Coupled with her blurred eyes, this look is really something that even a man can't help himself from.
My head was so hot that I didn't care about it anymore. Anyway, I had slept with Lin Chuyao a long time ago. From Gan Tiantian's point of view, sleeping once was still sleep, and sleeping twice was still sleep. There shouldn't be much difference.
Now that you are stepping into two different boats, let’s step in more thoroughly.
As for what problems may arise in the future, let’s leave them to be solved later.
Without thinking much, I went over to close the curtains, then closed the door, then rushed to the bed and pressed directly on Lin Chuyao's body.
We both hugged each other and kissed each other at the beginning. Although my kissing skills were all learned from Gan Tiantian and I have very little experience, compared with a pure novice like Lin Chuyao, it is still much better, so we kissed I was basically taking the initiative, biting her lips the whole time, and then using the tip of my tongue to open her closed teeth.
She might have been nervous. During the kiss, she grabbed my shoulders hard, and even dug her nails deeply into my flesh, which made me feel a little pain.
But I didn’t care about that much anymore. I kissed her harder and harder and more and more crazily.
I remember that when I was kissing Gan Tiantian, I would always be kissed until I was deprived of oxygen and then rest for a while. Now the role of suffocation was changed to Lin Chuyao.
When she was out of breath, she pushed me away and said she was panicking. I took this opportunity and started kissing her neck and ears.
When he kissed her right earlobe, for some unknown reason, her body suddenly trembled and she even groaned.
Then she turned her face with some resistance, not letting me kiss her ears.
I thought maybe her ears were more sensitive, so naturally I didn't care so much. I turned her face over and pressed her to death, and then kissed her right ear.
"Don't... don't kiss my ear..." Lin Chuyao begged as she couldn't break away from my hand.
The more she refuses to kiss me, the more I want to kiss her.
And I suddenly remembered something.
It was almost five or six years ago. Lin Chuyao and I were playing at her house. I suddenly felt a buzzing sound in my ears. Lin Chuyao said that there must be earwax, so she took out my ears.
After she took it out for me, I said I would take it out for her too.
When I had to pick out her left ear and wanted to pick out her right ear, she refused to let me pick it out. She said she had to pick out her right ear herself.
At the time I didn't think much about why.
now I understand.
