As she spoke, tears of regret and annoyance flowed from the corners of her eyes again, but she didn't cry as loudly as before. I think she didn't even have the strength to cry.
I couldn't say too much at this time, so I could only continue to comfort her and said: "It's okay. You have just graduated from college and have just come into contact with society. You are still in a relatively innocent state, so it is understandable that you were deceived. Fortunately, Qian If you don't succeed, this is already a blessing among misfortunes. Don't be too sad, if..."
Before I could finish my words, she slapped the sofa with her hand and said, "But...but my first time is gone...I really am..."
Lin Chuyao's extremely annoyed and unwilling look made me feel a little uncomfortable.
In my opinion, if Lin Chuyao really likes me, even if she gave me her first time by mistake, even if she is unhappy, she should feel a little bit lucky or something, but look at her current state , she seemed to feel that she shouldn’t give it to me.
In any case, her first time was indeed gone, and I didn’t know how to comfort her. I just said that I would find someone named Qian to avenge her.
Because this was Qian's office, I felt disgusted staying here, so I told her to leave here quickly and find a hotel room.
Afterwards, Lin Chuyao tidied up her clothes and hair. When she walked out with me, she kept making hissing noises and walking in a strange way. I didn't realize what was going on at first. I thought It was Mr. Qian who hit her or something, but when I asked later, I found out that I had been too violent and hurt her.
I had no choice but to apologize to her over and over again, saying that my brain just got hot and I felt like I had lost my mind. I was really sorry for her. I didn't mean to be so violent.
Lin Chuyao shook her head and said, "It's okay. Compared with the pain in my heart, the pain in my body is nothing."
After going out with Lin Chuyao, we took a taxi to a nearby hotel. Because I would definitely be here to accompany her tonight, I planned to book two rooms, but when I was doing so, Lin Chuyao stopped me and she whispered He said to me: "I'm scared to be alone. I want you to accompany me. Just open a room."
After she said this, I felt quite stupid, and a thought came to my mind:
If Lin Chuyao and I stay in the same room tonight, will we come back a few times in the middle of the night?
That feeling is really amazing, I want to try it again.
But when I thought about it, how could Lin Chuyao agree to let me continue to come when she was in this state? Moreover, I shouldn't think about this at this moment. It was too stupid.
But the more I reminded myself not to think about it, the more I thought about it. I can only say that this feeling is so addictive, like a man's instinct, that I can't control it at all.
After returning to the room, Lin Chuyao went directly to the bathroom to take a shower. She took a shower for almost an hour before she came out. During this more than an hour, I also wanted to seek revenge from Mr. Qian, but I was worried about leaving Lin Chuyao here alone. , for fear that once I leave, she will lose her mind and commit suicide.
When she came out of the shower, her hair had not yet been dried, so she said "No" and then turned around to take a shower again.
Obviously, she felt dirty now, so she wanted to keep washing.
However, I don’t know whether she felt dirty after being fucked by Mr. Qian like this, whether she disliked it, or whether she felt dirty after being touched by me for the first time.
If it's the latter, then I will definitely feel very disappointed and uncomfortable.
After all, I wanted to help her, and we were childhood sweethearts, and I was a virgin, so you can’t blame me for all this, right?
When she finished washing again and came out, it was already around two o'clock and almost three o'clock in the middle of the night. After blow-drying her hair, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked down at the ground, wondering what she was thinking.
"Don't tell anyone about this, okay?" Lin Chuyao said after a long time.
"Well, don't worry, I will never tell anyone."
"I……"
She seemed to want to say something else, but she didn't say it for a long time.
I was also afraid that this matter would be suppressed in her mind and she would not be able to express her emotions later, which would lead to depression or something. I tentatively asked her: "I think you still need a good sister to enlighten you. That's it." A sincere and good sister who will help you carry it and won't talk nonsense, otherwise you can ask Duan Ting to accompany you, you..."
Before I finished speaking, Lin Chuyao shook her head: "I don't want anyone to know now. If I can't think about it anymore and feel uncomfortable, I might tell her, but that will happen in the future."
"Don't let your mind wander. You have to think about it. Didn't Qian succeed? You gave it to me. We are childhood sweethearts after all. This is actually not too bad, and I will be responsible for you. Yes, whether you want me to take responsibility or you want me to hide it for you for the rest of your life, I can do it. If it doesn't work... If it doesn't work, let's be together, so that I can still..."
Lin Chuyao raised her hand to interrupt me: "I haven't thought about it yet. Don't talk about it yet. I'm not particularly thinking about it, but I just can't accept it yet."
As she said that, she pointed to the bed on my side and said, "Go to bed quickly. It's already so late. I'll sit here by myself and think about something."
I smiled bitterly and said, "I usually work the night shift, so I'm not sleepy now. I can always stay with you, even if I don't talk, just stay with you quietly."
She shook her head and said, "You should go to sleep. Now I just want to be alone and think about it. By the way, you should also take a bath. You are dirty too and you haven't even taken a bath yet."
To be honest, if you ask me to take a shower, I refuse in my heart now, because I feel that there is evidence on my body that Lin Chuyao and I gave each other the first time. If I take a shower, there will be nothing left. I want to keep it for a while.
And there is one thing I am eager to do now, which is to find Qian to take revenge on him.
I said, "Are you really okay? You're not thinking about committing suicide or something, are you?"
Lin Chuyao looked at me with a bitter smile: "No, don't worry. If someone named Qian captured me tonight, I might still have this idea, but you took it, why should I commit suicide? I just said It’s just that I still can’t accept that my first time is not going to happen in this way. I feel a little uncomfortable and I won’t commit suicide.”
"Then...then I'm going to find that person named Qian now. I want to avenge you."
Lin Chuyao did not speak, but looked back at me and said after a long time: "Then don't make the matter too big. If you are sent to jail again, I will feel even more uncomfortable."
I said I was sensible.
Afterwards, I comforted her and told her not to do anything stupid, and to call me in time if she felt uncomfortable or if something happened.
Thinking that her phone number was gone, I originally wanted to give her my phone number and ask her to call a person named "Xiao Pang" directly. After that, I would go back and get Xiao Pang's phone number, and then I could follow her. She got in touch.
But suddenly I thought, I haven't deleted the text messages Gantiantian sent me before. What if she sees them?
Even if I pretend to go to the bathroom to delete it, if Gan Tiantian suddenly sends me some text messages that I shouldn’t send while she is holding my phone, what will Lin Chuyao do if she sees it? She is already close to collapse. After reading the text message, I’m afraid it’s even more uncomfortable, right?
So I just told her that you should be able to make outside calls at the front desk of the hotel. Please remember to call me when the time comes. After that, I wrote my phone number on a note.
Maybe I still felt it was inconvenient, so when I walked to the front desk, I simply asked the girl at the front desk: "Do you have a mobile phone?"
