It was obvious that Lin Chuyao was a little disappointed with my job.
Thinking about it, I have been a good student since I was a child.
In the eyes of others, my original life trajectory and my job when I grew up were all "high-level".
Even if he is released from prison now, he should be able to find a more respectable job.
In the end, he found a KTV waiter. This was basically a job done by uneducated gangsters. Lin Chuyao was not surprised how that was possible.
If it were me who had such a strong self-esteem back then, when faced with Lin Chuyao's questioning, I would definitely feel hot and speechless, but after four years in prison, my face has become very thick.
I even jokingly said: "If you want to sing later, come to me and I'll invite you."
Lin Chuyao didn't speak, her face looked a little embarrassed. After a moment, she said: "Why did you go to work there? There is a mixed bag of people there, many of them are gangsters. It's not good for you to stay there, so don't go work there."
I said there was no good place to go for the time being, so just work there first and make some money to support yourself first.
Without saying a word, Lin Chuyao took out her wallet from her backpack, as if she wanted to give me money.
"If you are short of money now, I can give it to you. You can use it to find a place to live, and then we can slowly find a better job. You used to be such a good student, but now you feel uncomfortable doing this job. It’s so suitable.”
I quickly stopped Lin Chuyao and said, "No, I have some money, which is enough for me to live on for the time being, and I think it's good to work here as I can exercise myself."
"The problem is that the place was very messy. When we went to sing before, we encountered a few drunken gangsters fighting, and our heads were covered with blood. The scene scared me, and I have never been there again. Plant a place.”
After saying that, Lin Chuyao also took out her mobile phone: "No, no, you can't go to work there. I'll call my friend and ask him if there is a suitable job there, and I'll find one for you first."
"Yao Yao!"
I stopped her again: "I have been in prison for four years and have no social experience. I probably can't do other jobs well. Now I just want to adapt to the society and find a job first." .”
"There are a lot of jobs to train people. There is no need to go there. If you stay there for a long time, you may become bad at it."
I smiled and said, "Then I have been in prison for four years. If I had been a bad learner, I would have been a bad learner long ago. Isn't it more chaotic than the entertainment city?"
"Then it's not your decision to go to jail. You were forced to go to jail. Now that you have a chance to choose, you must choose a better one. Just listen to me. We are such good friends, and I don't want to let you go to jail. You turn back towards decadence and degradation.”
"Don't worry, I know you are thinking about me well, but I have my own plans and plans. To be honest, it would be easy for me to find a decent job, but I don't want to live a boring job with two points and one line. Separate jobs, this is my choice."
When I said these words, Lin Chuyao frowned again. Her expression looked a little complicated at the time. After a long time, she sighed and said: "Well, since it is your own choice, I won't say anything more. .”
Seeing her a little disappointed, I said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Are you disappointed in me? You think I have no future in this job and may become a gangster in the future, and then I don't want to be friends with me in the future." ?”
Obviously, Lin Chuyao was a little angry about what I said. She curled her lips and said, "What are you talking about? We have had such a good relationship since childhood. Will I alienate you because of the nature of your work? As long as you don't If you do something illegal and disciplined, as long as you are as kind-hearted as before, I will definitely be your friend forever."
I didn’t know where the courage came from at that time. After Lin Chuyao finished speaking, I boldly asked: “That’s just a friendship, right?”
Lin Chuyao was stunned. She probably didn't expect that I would ask this question.
She immediately became panicked and hesitated for a long time without saying a word, and her face turned red. Perhaps to cover up her embarrassment, she picked up the water glass next to her and tried to take a sip of water. However, when her hand shook, the water fell straight out of her mouth. Sprinkle on body.
She screamed and quickly got up to wipe the water with a tissue.
I also hurried over and handed her a tissue. At the same time, I teased: "Look at how nervous you are. I was just joking with you. When we were childhood sweethearts, our relationship was so ambiguous that I didn't say anything." I've been in jail for four years now that I'm dating you, and I'm very content that you can continue to be my friend. I don't dare to ask for further development. You are suitable for a better man."
"No...no...you said it a bit too suddenly. I don't know how to answer for a moment." Lin Chuyao's face was now red to the root of her neck.
Her shy look really made my heart melt.
I scolded Jiang Suisui and Liu Hui in my heart. If it hadn't been for them, Lin Chuyao and I would have been in love long ago.
But I finally understand what Lin Chuyao is thinking now. Judging from the way she was panicking and evading just now, she must only regard me as a friend now. The ambiguous energy of childhood sweethearts is long gone.
I didn’t want to put too much pressure on her, so I said, “You can answer whatever you think in your heart. I understand what kind of pervert I am now, and I don’t want to put any pressure on you. Just do it.” Just follow your heart."
Lin Chuyao smiled bitterly: "Then...then don't give up on yourself. I think you are so good at studying, so you must be very smart. As long as you work harder now, you won't have a bad life in the future."
I smiled and said, "Well, what you said is true. I also think I am quite smart."
Lin Chuyao looked up at me and curled her lips: "Narcissistic!"
Seeing her expression become more relaxed, I returned to my seat and sat down.
"Then if you find out later that you didn't do well at Royal International, remember to tell me so that I can help you find a job. Or if my friend has a suitable job, I can tell you about it then. Can you please reconsider whether to go?"
I didn't want to keep rejecting Lin Chuyao's kindness, so I had to prevaricate her: "Okay, no problem."
"By the way, does your mother know about your release from prison?" Lin Chuyao suddenly changed the subject.
I laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Don't mention I'm in prison. Even if I was in jail, she probably wouldn't even know."
Lin Chuyao also knew that what I said was a joke, so she smiled awkwardly: "Well, speaking of which, your mother is quite annoying. I remember that she was very good to you when I was a child."
"Forget about her. The word 'mother' has long been absent from my dictionary of life."
Lin Chuyao sighed: "I will be there in the future. As a good friend, I feel sorry for you."
"What about your parents? Do they know about my release from prison?" I asked tentatively.
Before I went to jail, her parents didn't want me to have too much contact with her. Now that I'm out of jail, her parents' opinion of me is probably even worse.
Lin Chuyao shook her head: "I probably don't know, I didn't tell them anyway."
"Then if they find out, they will definitely remind you to stay away from me, right?"
"Never mind them. I have graduated from college now and am a serious adult. I make my own decisions on my own affairs. They don't want to worry about me too much."
Although Lin Chuyao looked steadfast in her vows, I knew in my heart that if her parents really asked her to stay away from me, she would most likely compromise with her parents.
On the one hand, my relationship with Lin Chuyao is no longer what it used to be.
On the other hand, Lin Chuyao has not visited me once in the past four years, which already explains the problem.
She couldn't resist her parents.
When Cao Cao arrived, I was talking to Lin Chuyao about her parents, when a stern voice suddenly came from not far away.
"Yao Yao!"
I turned around and saw two middle-aged men coming in from the door of the hall.
It was Lin Chuyao's parents.
