When I was in junior high school, my dad had an affair with our class teacher.
When the two were found in the school library, they had no time to put on their pants.
Afterwards, in order to get revenge on my father, my mother took advantage of my father not being at home to bring the boy home every now and then, and he would moan and groan in the next room.
She deliberately shouted loudly for me to hear, hoping that I would go to my dad to complain.
Eventually, my parents divorced.
The court asked them who wanted custody of me, and my mother said something that I will never forget.
She looked at me with disgust on her face and said that I looked so much like my dad. She wanted to vomit when she saw my ugly face. When the court sentenced me to my dad, I cried so hard that I couldn't breathe. I lay down Cramped all over on the ground.
My family just fell apart.
How do you feel about it?
It’s just a pair of small hands that could have grasped two big hands of happiness and warmth.
But one day, suddenly there was nothing to catch.
Less than a week after my parents divorced, my father couldn't wait to bring the head teacher to my home.
Came with the head teacher and her daughter.
From that day on, I had an extra stepmother.
There is also an additional sister who is not related by blood.
The head teacher’s name is Liu Hui.
Although he is in his early thirties, he is well-maintained and looks young. He looks only in his mid-twenties.
She wears glasses, always wears formal clothes, and has the air of an intellectual beauty.
This is why my dad is obsessed with her.
My dad once said such dirty things to her when he was drunk.
He said that it was because he was uneducated that he especially liked women who exuded a cultured temperament from head to toe. Sleeping with such a woman would satisfy his inner desire to conquer to the greatest extent.
What can I say about Liu Hui's attitude towards me? Before she came to my house, she had always been pretty good.
My academic performance has always been at the top of my grade.
Since I was little, my family’s certificates have been posted all over the wall. Every time I participated in the provincial Mathematical Olympiad competition, I was always among the few places in our school. When I was still in the first year of junior high school, our local key high school came to see me. , let me skip a grade and go to high school.
What teacher wouldn’t like a child like me who studies well and is obedient?
Liu Hui also often called me to the office, smiled, pinched my cheeks, and praised me for studying well.
I always felt that her behavior was the teacher's appreciation and love for the students.
I didn't know it was fucking disgusting until she moved into my house.
Liu Hui’s daughter is Jiang Suisui, one year older than me.
She is the school beauty of our school. She may have inherited Liu Hui's good genes. Her body develops relatively quickly. When girls of the same age were still Princess Taiping, she was already jumping up and down when running.
My relationship with her was okay on the surface, but we hated each other secretly.
I feel like my family has been ruined by both mother and daughter.
Jiang Suisui felt that my father was just an uneducated upstart.
From the bottom of her heart, she despises us, father and son.
About half a year after she moved into my house, I accidentally saw a diary she wrote.
This is how she described my dad and me in her diary.
She said my dad's head looked like a greasy pig's head.
They say that I am a well-behaved dog who really listens to adults.
She also said that every time she heard me call her sister, she was so sick that she wanted to vomit.
Reading this diary made my heart beat faster, my face felt hot, and I felt a strong sense of humiliation.
At that time, I especially hated myself for being an obedient and sensible student.
If I had been the kind of poor student who sat in the back row and loved to fight since I was a child.
I guess when Liu Hui and her daughter came in, I would chop them with a knife, right?
Why do you suffer from such cowardice?
Anyway, from that day on, I never called Sister Jiang Suisui again.
Liu Hui, I will no longer call you Mom, but Teacher Liu.
My dad scolded me for several days about this.
Then one day his drilling team had an accident, which cost the workers a lot of money. He was in a bad mood at night and drank a lot.
When I was sleeping until midnight, he suddenly grabbed me out of bed. He carried me to the living room, threw me in front of Liu Hui and Jiang Suisui, and forced me to call me mom and sister.
He threw me so hard that my ribs hurt. I lay there unable to say a word, but kept making painful sounds like "hissing" from my mouth.
When my father saw that I refused to scream, he came over and pressed me against the wall, and slapped me dozens of times. At that time, I just felt a buzzing in my ears and my mind went blank. It all felt like a dream.
pity.
That's not a dream.
I can never forget it.
My dad looked like he wanted to beat me to death.
I can't forget the way mother and daughter stood in the living room indifferently.
I can’t even forget how sad and helpless I felt when I went to the hospital alone in the middle of winter wearing thin clothes and a swollen face to get an IV drip.
Deep in my heart, there is also a seed of hatred planted.
As for when this seed started to fully germinate.
That starts with my high school.
I jumped directly to a key high school after finishing my second year of junior high school.
Jiang Suisui was originally one grade above me, but after I skipped a grade, she was in the same grade as her. Her academic performance was very poor, and logically she couldn't go to a key high school.
But my dad found a connection and sent her here. The most disgusting thing is that she and I are in the same class.
Liu Hui was no longer a teacher at that time, but was working as a housewife at home. Perhaps because she was afraid that her daughter would not be able to go to college in the future, she often asked me to tutor Jiang Suisui in her studies.
Jiang Suisui has severe mysophobia.
Every time I entered her room, she would ask me to take a shower and change into clean clothes.
Also let me eat chewing gum to keep my breath fresh.
Even when I left her room, she had to ask Liu Hui to wipe the table several times.
At that time I was filled with hatred and helplessness.
When the mother and daughter first came to my house, they were quite polite to me on the surface.
Now he has taken over the magpie's nest and doesn't take me seriously at all.
Sometimes Liu Hui is in a bad mood, and she will act like a hostess, scolding me in front of my dad, and calling me a white-eyed wolf. She has been so nice to me in the past few years, but I have never been Treat mother and daughter as one family.
Jiang Suisui was pampered by my father like a little princess, and she became more and more powerful in front of me.
My dad often bought her imported jewelry and cosmetics, as well as big-name clothes. I remember that MP3 players were popular that year. My dad bought her several colors of the same style, and she listened to whichever one she liked.
And I wanted a tape of Jay Chou, and my dad asked me to go find my biological mother.
I feel so wronged.
I often think in my mind before going to bed at night:
Didn't I pick it up?
Did my dad hook up with Liu Hui very early?
Is Jiang Suisui his flesh and blood?
I completely fell out with this mother and daughter before I took the college entrance examination.
At that time, the drilling business in the local area was no longer doing well. My father often had to lead teams to other places and could only return home once every half a month or even a month.
One day when I was doing laundry when I came home from school, I saw something that seemed to be stuffed in the gap between the washing machine and the wall.
I was also curious at the time, so I reached out and took it out.
It turned out that there were several stockings entangled together. I opened them and looked at them. They were all brand new stockings. The strangest thing was that a hole was torn out behind the buttocks of each stocking. I felt a little bit in my heart:
Liu Hui doesn't like to wear black stockings, but Jiang Suisui likes to wear them.
Could it be that Jiang Suisui was messing around at home?
Because Jiang Suisui didn't study well in high school and often quarreled and fought with his classmates, he was expelled from school before finishing high school.
A while before my college entrance examination, she was working at a newly opened mass-market KTV in our city. She didn't go there to make money, because she was not short of money. She mainly went there to show off.
Our city used to only have karaoke studios and karaoke parlors, but this was the first mass-market KTV opened. She felt that if she worked there, she would be very proud in front of her friends.
There she met a yellow-haired gangster in his early twenties, and soon after they met, they hooked up with him. She often brought this yellow-haired gangster to her home.
So when I saw stockings, my first instinct was:
She and that yellow guy had sex at home.
I thought I could finally complain to Liu Hui.
Liu Hui was usually annoyed by Jiang Suisui's dealings with those random gangsters.
If she knew her daughter was messing around with gangsters at home.
There must be something good to watch.
It's just that I can't think of it.
It was my decision that caused me to fall into many tragedies later on.
It also completely changed the trajectory of my life.
When Liu Hui came back in the evening, I handed her those stockings and said at the same time: "Look at the good things your daughter has done."
Liu Hui was stunned for a moment, and then her face became panicked, as if she had a guilty conscience.
When I saw her posture, I was done thinking.
I'm afraid I've made a mistake.
These stockings are not from Jiang Suisui.
