Compared to Li Si, in the entire history of the Qin Empire, my sense of existence is not very high.
When my king unified the world, at the meeting where my colleagues and I discussed the name of the new emperor, my name was mentioned in the edict of Ying Zheng.
——Prime Minister Wan, Yushi Dafu Jie, Ting Weisi, etc. all said: "In the past, the five emperors were thousands of miles away, and the foreign princes submitted to the barbarians and the princes, whether they were courting or not, the emperor could not control them.
As a person, I am not considered unknown on Baidu Encyclopedia, and I certainly cannot be called prominent. After all, even my birth and death years have not been verified by future generations.
Of course I feel a little sad. He is also the Prime Minister. Look at Li Si's clear and clear life trajectory. The small seal script on the Yishan Monument, including the official letter of intercession written to the king, has been left behind.
As for me, I don’t have much deeds. Apart from agreeing with the enfeoffment and my name, I didn’t leave anything behind.
However, my character and temper are quite transparent, so I sighed secretly, and I understand the operation of history books very well.
I don't really care about the fact that I have no sense of existence.
In the officialdom, I am not a regular person. I regard Cai Ze as my struggle mentor.
I never argue over trivial matters. When my superiors smile, I grin too; when my superiors get angry, I get angry too. When it comes to major matters where I have conflicting opinions, after I argue with reason to no avail, I choose to let things take their own course.
Later, when my superior became my monarch, I also maintained this behavior at all times.
I am upright enough and sophisticated enough.
I have been involved in official circles for many years, so I am not very comfortable with it, and I am not like some people who make enemies everywhere.
I'm quite satisfied with myself.
Although I have been dead for more than two thousand years, I still care about the rise and fall of the land that I have fought so hard for.
I often turn into the spring breeze and drizzle to see this world.
But it is strange to say that I am lying on the wall of Xianyang and looking forward to it. I follow the waves of the Wei River and follow the rise and fall of the moat.
I also met an old friend of mine. I sadly saw the fact that I was one of the few people among the group of Prime Ministers and Prime Ministers of Qin who "died soundly".
Their eyes are full of vicissitudes of life, and their endless words are buried in the wind and rain with me.
But I never met my lord once.
When I died, he, Li Si, and Meng Tian all came to see me at the tomb.
I remember that he always liked to reward me with some elixirs refined by Xu Fu. How can elixirs be as delicious as kiwi fruit?
Sometimes I can't understand why Ying Zheng, a young man who is much younger than me, loves to keep in good health.
I don't think there is anything wrong with the elixir, but it seems that he is sad because my death has made the wish of immortality a little further away from him.
When I was still alive, I knew that he started building his own mausoleum as soon as he ascended the throne at the age of twelve.
As a minister, and as someone older than him, I know that the words "repairing a mausoleum" are not a good word.
"The king is young, so there is no need to worry about such things."
The boy's dark eyes had no concept of death at all.
He smiled and said to me firmly: "Censor, I will not die until I complete my goal."
At that time, I stood up and raised my head to look at him. He was standing high in the Zhangtai Hall, with a royal air between his brows and eyes. I felt that he had the demeanor of a filial piety.
The Qin State was in trouble both internally and externally at that time. I looked up to him and wanted to follow the aspirations of Duke Xiao and use them as encouragement.
"Your Majesty..."
"If anyone dares to insult my people, I will never rest in peace."
I can't attribute such words to greatness. I just feel scared and feel that his thoughts seem to be somewhat different from those of the previous kings.
When I die, I don't quite understand why he insists on calling this land only one country name.
At this point, I admit that only Li Si is his unique confidant.
I can only take a look every time it rains, and I see the order of two thousand years.
Only then did I realize that he had already created a world.
So, has he integrated with Gao Lishan?
I want to tell him:
I saw green mountains, majestic and majestic.
I saw endless rivers and seas flowing eastward.
I also see that life in this world is endless.
