People have two completely different attitudes towards desire.
Some people try their best to control their desires and strictly abide by the rules of their desires. Such people often have better self-control abilities, but they often lose themselves. Because when you suppress your desires forcefully, you suddenly don’t know what you want. Human desires originate from nature and are our inner desires. Strongly suppressing one's natural desires will inevitably make it difficult to vent one's desires, and going too far will often be counterproductive. This category, typified by asceticism, is like the fifth line.
Some people, when faced with desires, have a blindly indulgent attitude. As long as his desires lead him, neither worldly vision nor moral ethics can limit him. They are slaves to desire, addicted to desire and unable to extricate themselves. However, if you indulge in lust, the final result is often to hurt others and yourself. Although Han Xiang and Shen Yue have bad reputations in the world, there is something true between them. They both love each other deeply. This can be seen from the fact that he can die for Han Xiang at the end of the application. However, both of them are equally indulgent. Although they love each other, they keep hurting each other. In the end, I really hurt others and myself.
Everything must be reversed. Regardless of abstinence or indulgence, they are actually a bit extreme and will inevitably cause some unnecessary troubles.
Therefore, there is a third attitude of desire in this world. He is somewhere between abstinence and indulgence, which is also the attitude of most people towards desire. Don’t be demanding or indulgent, chase after what you want, and speak out loud if you want love. It's not a pity to lose, because in fact, you never really had it.
The fifth line: Since we said goodbye to Han Xiang in the palace, we have not seen each other again. Who could have imagined that Han Xiang suddenly transformed into the courtesan of a brothel in Suzhou City?
The fifth line looked at Han Xiang and suddenly seemed to see the opposite of himself.
They are two completely opposite entities, but they have too many similarities.
Their attitudes towards desire are completely different, and therefore they have completely different reputations in the world. But they also have people who love them deeply, and they also let each other down.
In the fifth line, I don’t understand why she suddenly ended up in a brothel, just like I don’t understand why I, who originally didn’t like women, came to visit a brothel for the first time.
They can also turn back. The fifth line knew that Zhizhi would start frantically searching for her whereabouts after learning that she had escaped from marriage. As for Han Xiang, although he lost his husband, there is still Jiang Youchi who also loves her deeply.
However, they are unwilling to look back. This is also what they have in common, and it is also what outsiders can't understand the most.
In life, the hardest road to take is the road back.
No one is willing to turn back unless absolutely necessary.
The reason why turning back is difficult is not because we don’t know how to turn back, but because we can’t let go. Face is a very strange thing. It cannot be seen or touched, but it is something that everyone must fight for.
The fifth line, like Han Xiang, is a good-faced person. Their image has long been engraved in the eyes of others. If one day suddenly they turn back, it will only make him not recognize himself.
The fifth line looked at Han Xiang, as if he saw himself in the mirror. Although she lost her husband, if she really committed herself to a brothel, Jiang Youchi would be heartbroken if she knew about it. In the fifth line, there was a sudden impulse in his heart. He wanted to persuade Han Xiang, but suddenly found that he couldn't even persuade himself, so how could he persuade Han Xiang?
They were already in the same boat, so who could convince whom?
The fifth line fell into an even greater panic. He had never been so helpless as he was today. His previous pride and resilience had gone.
The fifth row's eyes were blurred, and they were already in a state of confusion. They had no idea what was going on outside the window. They could only hear the laughter below, which was so lively.
However, this excitement did not belong to him, but became his heartache.
Sometimes, if you don't dare to love, it's not that you don't love, but you're just afraid of letting it down.
This is the biggest knot in the fifth line's heart.
He had always been insulated from women, and suddenly he was asked to live with a woman. How could he do it in a short period of time?
The courtyard seemed to be getting more and more lively, as if they were arguing about something, but not a word of the fifth line could be heard clearly, only some explicit love words between men and women, still floating in the air. The fifth line looked at the men and women below, as if he saw all kinds of things in the world, but none of them could give him the answer he wanted.
It is actually difficult to distinguish between things and wrongs, right and wrong.
The only thing that is clear is our hearts and the desires in our hearts. Desire is what it is. We can cover it up, but we can never change it.
In the fifth line, I was lost in thought for a while, and suddenly I found an energetic old man in the courtyard downstairs, looking at me with a strange look.
Judging from the old man's clothes, he must be a Japanese warrior, and his martial arts skills are not weak, and he is a first-class master. The fifth line had never encountered a more powerful Japanese warrior, so he took a few more glances.
The old man obviously knew that the fifth line was looking at him, so he picked up the wine glass, cupped his fists and toasted to him, which was obviously a toast. The fifth line didn’t know his background, but it didn’t hurt to have a drink first, so he drank the same drink.
At this time, the music in Xiangxiu Courtyard started again, but the noise immediately died down because they were all attracted by Han Xiang's dance.
Han Xiang is a beautiful woman, otherwise she would not be able to attract Jiang Youchi and others to surrender to her willingly. She had just scratched her head and was already fascinated by most of the men present.
In the fifth line, although he was not fascinated by Han Xiang's dance, he had to admit that the dance was indeed very beautiful. She had never imagined before that Han Xiang could be so charming when dancing, and she was truly a beauty in the world. For women, the fifth line has always been reluctant to praise, but now his natural desire forced him to praise her.
"Even if there are thorns, she is still a beauty!"
If Xiao Yurong is just a femme fatale that makes people stay away from her, then Han Xiang is the beauty in the world that every man wants to have as his own.
Seeing this, the fifth line was lost in thought again, as if the person dancing in front of him was not Han Xiang at all, but clearly Zhizhi, which immediately made the fifth line even more obsessed.
In fact, he is not an idiot, but just infatuated.
Because he still misses her all the time.
The fifth line could not remember what happened next. By the time he came to his senses, it was already over. Even the fifth line has no idea who picked the Oiran.
