Life is unsatisfactory nine times out of ten.
Many times, we really want to complete something well, but the result is often the opposite.
We may love our families very much, but when we are really with them, we find that there are always many conflicts that we clearly want to solve but can never solve.
We may have loved many people in our lives, but the one we end up with is often someone you have never truly loved.
Destiny has too many knots. We want to untie it, but we always find that we can't. Sometimes, when a dead knot is finally opened, it is finally discovered that the cost of opening it is far greater than the loss. When the knot of fate is finally opened at a price, it is finally discovered that everything is in vain and it is too late.
There is always an unbreakable knot between Qin Gang and Xiao Yurong. They obviously love each other, but they keep hurting each other.
Because he loved her, he let her leave him; but she couldn't understand that because she loved him, she actually threw herself into the arms of another man, just to make him change his mind.
However, they clearly know that many of the things they do in the name of love are not considered love, but are simply hurt.
Perhaps, when you love to the extreme, you can no longer tell whether it is true love or hurt.
Originally, they both hated each other deeply because the other person had hurt them so much, but when they were in trouble, they still found that the person they couldn't let go of the most in their hearts would always be the other person.
Qin Gang accidentally injured Xiao Yurong because of a fight with Mei Yunshi, which resulted in her death. At that moment, the feelings they had accumulated in their hearts burst out at the same time, and they truly felt that they still loved each other deeply. Perhaps, this kind of love cannot be expressed in words at all, but can only be buried deeply in the heart and become an eternal secret.
Qin Gang bought a horse at a wine shop in Guandao and wanted to help Xiao Yurong find a doctor as soon as possible. However, right now, he was unfamiliar with the place and had no idea where the doctor was. He had no choice but to come back and ask the man who sold him the horse again.
The big man is a local, so he is naturally very familiar with the situation here.
"Master Qin is looking for the best doctor. Within a hundred miles, the best doctor is none other than the jade-faced lady on Tiansheng Mountain." The big man replied.
"How to get to Tiansheng Mountain?" Qin Gang asked directly.
"Tian Sheng Mountain is not far from here. If you go west along this road for twenty miles, you will see a river. If you continue along the river for more than ten miles, you will see a monkey-shaped mountain peak. That is Tiansheng Mountain. Although Tiansheng Mountain is easy to find, this jade-faced lady is not easy to find." The big man replied.
"Why is it so difficult to see the law?" Qin Gang asked.
"Although the Jade-faced Lady has excellent medical skills, she has a weird personality. She has rarely been to the Holy Mountain in the past few decades. Moreover, the Holy Mountain is full of various institutions. Once outsiders set foot here without permission, they are very likely to die. She rarely treats people, and generally the people who can seek medical treatment from her are either rich or noble. It depends on her face. However, Qin Daxia is a famous swordsman in the world. Maybe he can go up the mountain for a while. Try it, just be careful of the traps on the mountain." The big man seemed to be a kind-hearted person, and he couldn't help but remind Qin Gang after he finished speaking.
"Thanks for the advice, hero. Qin has his own sense of proportion." After Qin Gang said this, he suddenly found something uncomfortable, but he didn't think about it for a while.
He didn't think about it carefully, he just followed the path pointed by the big man and flew towards the Holy Mountain on Pegasus.
Along the way, he finally figured out why he felt uncomfortable just now, but it turned out that it was all because of the word "thank you". How could a person like him, who was regarded as cold and heartless by outsiders, say "thank you" to others.
This was indeed the case. Even he himself could not remember the last time he said the word "thank you". It probably dates back to his childhood.
Thinking of this, Qin Gang couldn't help but feel happy. His smile was very sunny, not at all like his previous smiles, which were as sinister and weird. This is a smile from his heart, a self-deprecating smile, and this smile is his most essential smile.
Everyone actually has many sides. On certain occasions, our performance may be completely different, but when you are alone, you will eventually return to your own essence. Perhaps the reason why people are distressed and confused is because too often, we are just playing another version of ourselves, or we are playing someone else at all. We cannot live for ourselves, which is often the biggest distress and confusion in my heart.
Qin Gang thought about this, and suddenly felt that this accidental injury might not be a bad thing for the two of them. The difficulties and pain they have accumulated in each other's hearts for many years can finally be resolved today.
Even if she really left her, he would have no regrets. Once it gets to that point, he will follow closely.
If we can't live together, then we can sleep together in death, which is a perfect ending.
Love can change a person, make him better, and it can also make him go to extremes.
Qin Gang had gone to extremes for many years because of love, but now he suddenly became better because of love.
Perhaps, this is the value of love, it makes your life rich and colorful, even though it is sometimes bitter and sour.
Qin Gang followed the Han's directions and traveled more than twenty miles westward, and indeed he saw a big river. So Qin Gang did not doubt that he was there, and walked along the river again. After only five miles, he saw a monkey-shaped mountain peak in the distance.
Qin Gang was overjoyed and looked down at Xiao Yurong in his arms, only to see Xiao Yurong staring at him with admiration.
Although Qin Gang had known Xiao Yurong for many years, he didn't have many opportunities to be spied on by her at such a close distance. He couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, so he just asked softly: "Why are you looking at me?"
"Aren't you looking at me too?" Xiao Yurong teased.
When Qin Gang was told by Xiao Yurong, his cheeks turned red. Xiao Yurong became even more happy when he saw it: "Haha! Between the two of us, we have done everything we should do; we have tried everything we should try. In front of me, you actually Still shy?"
Qin Gang's cheeks turned redder, but he said coldly: "I don't." As he spoke, he no longer dared to look at Xiao Yurong.
"You have changed!" Xiao Yurong looked at Qin Gang lovingly and suddenly said something incomprehensible. Qin Gang walked along the river until he came to the foot of the mountain, and saw that there happened to be a trail going up the mountain, and it was not too difficult to walk.
Xiao Yurong was seriously injured and could not walk at all, so Qin Gang could only ride up the mountain. Because of the reminder from the big man, Qin Gang was very careful along the way, but did not encounter anything strange.
When he reached the mountainside, Qin Gang finally realized that something was wrong. Although he had not encountered any danger yet, in such a densely forested mountainous area, he could not hear a sound of birds, animals and insects, which made people feel strange.
Qin Gang slowed down and his left hand was already on the hilt of the skull sword. As long as there was a slight change, he would take action immediately.
