I'm asking for leave today. By the way, I resigned.

Readers in the group may know that I went through a long period of overtime work after the beginning of the new year. It was a very disgusting kind of unexpected overtime work. There was no pattern and no reason, so I just had to work overtime.

As a result, I have very little time for coding every day, and I don’t have enough sleep time. I even had a small car accident at work. I also had no rest for the previously diagnosed lumbar disc herniation, and my mental and physical conditions deteriorated from bad to worse.

I always thought I could bear it. It wasn’t until the next day after the small scratch in the car accident that my whole waist seemed to be locked and unable to bend down that I realized how serious a small bump was to me who had not exercised for a long time and had a waist injury.

I forced myself to go to work, and that night I continued to work overtime unexpectedly.

I was busy going home and saw the chat history of the group friends, and someone asked me if I had watched the new show and planned to chat with me about the plot. I broke my guard.

It’s been a long time since I enjoyed and indulged in some private time. My time to play games has gradually changed to 1:00 or 2:00 in the morning, or even 3 or 4:00 in the morning. I know that I will not be in good spirits the next day, but I I just want to play life and death, what will I do if I don’t play? Doesn’t that mean he really becomes a tool person, going to work, eating, sleeping and then going to work?

After a vicious cycle for a while, I realized that my coding efficiency was declining, and I couldn't write out the plot I had gone through in my mind. Many ideas needed to be re-constructed by chewing notes, even if I had already written the details in the outline long ago. , but I still get stuck when I start writing, and the words feel strange to me.

I will not look for a new job before the book is finished. Each book will let me know my own shortcomings and the needs of readers. As the first original book, I have already seen many shortcomings in my abilities, but due to time reasons, I don’t have time to learn to change. I should at least take some time now to think about my body and my future writing.

I hope that the story of the trio will have a perfect ending, so that even if you think of adding an extra chapter in the future, everyone will be able to read it with a knowing smile.

Then, change the style of writing and write a new story (some people say that I should change to a sensational style. I happen to want to try a different style. In fact, writing like this can be regarded as a dependence on the fifth path. Now think about it, the results are not good. There is a reason, the market has given feedback, and I can’t be nervous when I want to eat.)

Although it is written like a final statement, this book still has a long way to go. At least I can tell you that after I receive this month’s salary, I will be able to have some free time.