Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little funny again.
Yu Wenye has indeed always been magnanimous. He may conceal it, but he will not deceive; he may ignore it, but he will not give up. He has always been just himself. From the first time the two met, got married, and the "deal" on the wedding night, he has always been like this, too sober to be like a real person.
And I am as stupid as a dummy.
She felt even more ridiculous when she thought of her own stupidity for believing that he had joined forces with Sheng Guogong to ignore her, and was so painful that he gave up everything and was even willing to die.
Fortunately, when I confronted him, I kept saying that I was lucky that I wasn't obsessed with him. If I was really so clear-headed as I said, how could I be in such pain when I thought he didn't care about his life or death?
In fact, I still treat him like--
Thinking of this, she actually smiled.
It's time to wake up, it's time to wake up...
His gentleness and considerateness, and even his desperate attempts to save others, are his personality rather than his own specialness.
The truly special person is in his heart, not necessarily by his side.
It's time to wake up...
For some reason, even though everything had been explained, Yu Wenye suddenly felt frightened when he saw Shang Ruyi's smile.
He frowned and said in a deep voice, "Shang Ruyi!"
It was only then that Shang Ruyi raised his eyes again, glanced at him, and said, "I understand."
"..."
"Thank you for coming to save me."
"..."
"Thank you also for not giving up on me."
Yu Wenye's face slowly turned gloomy. He gritted his teeth and said, "I have said so much, but you still want to be fair to me? Do you want to not owe me anything?"
"..."
"Do you understand or not——"
Before he finished speaking, Shang Ruyi closed his eyes sadly and whispered in a weak voice: "Yu Wenye, it is fair between us."
"What?"
Yu Wenye frowned, and his heart seemed to skip a beat unconsciously.
The small space in the carriage seemed to become quiet again. After a while, Shang Ruyi opened his eyes again, looked at him calmly, and said: "You said you didn't lie to me. I admit, you never seemed to bother me. It’s a lie, you just—know how to hide it.”
"..."
Yu Wenye's breathing suddenly became chaotic.
At this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes flashed a bit chaotically, but there was a bleak smile on her face, saying: "I am obviously not injured or sick, why have I become so weak along the way? Even, you Not even a breath of wind will let me blow."
A crack finally appeared on Yu Wenye's stern face.
When he looked down at Shang Ruyi, his expression seemed to indicate pain.
He said: "As you wish..."
"besides,"
Shang Ruyi continued: "On this journey, you all asked me to take medicine. I have taken the medicine to calm my mind, but it doesn't taste like that."
"..."
"Look, doctor, why did you ask Tusheer and the others to come over in advance? Are they here to make arrangements, or are they here to tell the doctor in advance not to explain my condition in front of me?"
The more Shang Ruyi spoke, the more confused his breath became.
And the hands holding her tightly became heavier and heavier at this moment, almost melting her whole body into his chest, wishing that the two of them would never be separated again. ….
However, the body next to her was still cold.
Just like at this moment, Shang Ruyi's eyes were cold.
She looked at Yu Wenye and said, "I have been guessing and thinking, until just now, the doctor gave me a prescription, and I finally understood."
"..."
"Xima, astragalus, dodder, rehmannia..."
She slowly told the names of the few medicines she had barely recognized from the prescription at a glance, and then said: "These are not
A medicine to cure seasickness and make people rest. "
"..."
"These are medicines for women to restore their uterus after miscarriage."
Yu Wenye said: "You——"
Shang Ruyi smiled faintly and said, "You seem to have forgotten that I told you on the second day of our wedding that I went on a mission to Turks with my father and learned medical skills from the witch doctors there."
"..."
"Although I have never drank this medicine, I can tell by its name and its effects just by looking at it."
Having said this, Shang Ruyi's face turned a little paler than before, but the corners of his eyes showed a shocking redness.
She took a deep breath and said, "I had a miscarriage, right?"
I don't know if the wheels suddenly hit some bumps, and the carriage suddenly shook violently, as if the world of the two people at this moment was also on the verge of being shattered in such violent shaking.
At this moment, Yu Wenye's eyes also turned red.
However, his hands hugged Shang Ruyi harder and harder, as if he was afraid that there was even the slightest possibility that she would leave his side and that he would never be able to touch her again.
He said: "As you wish..."
That sound was so painful that it seemed like it was about to break.
Shang Ruyi only nodded lightly.
In fact, she didn't need his answer.
The moment she saw the prescription, she already understood everything. The reason why she didn't ask until now was because she didn't want to admit that she was lingering on his tenderness. Thinking about it, she probably wanted to accumulate some strength so that she could face this moment calmly. .
She had a miscarriage.
When she was abducted by Wuxue and went to Chu Yang's side, and through all that, she always had a child in her belly.
their child.
However, the child left before she even had time to make her aware of his presence.
No wonder she was so cold and in pain that night, and the blood on her body seemed to flow endlessly. She even lost her mind in pain. She thought in a daze that she was just like the people who fell in the sea of blood in front of her, and was about to die or be killed. Swallowed by the endless sea of blood before his eyes.
So, she held her sword and walked out of the Hall of Light aimlessly, because at that time, she had forgotten that she was still alive.
But it turns out not to be.
It wasn't her who left, but the child between them who shouldn't exist.
he's gone.
It was silent, only brought her a burst of pain, and then left, just like when he came, he was originally happy.
But regardless of pain or happiness, at this moment, it's time to wake up.
Shang Ruyi smiled. This time, she really smiled seriously, but she was caught off guard. A bit of hot stuff fell from the corner of her eyes, and landed on the hand of Yu Wenye that was holding her tightly with a splat. Like a crystal tear, it disappears in an instant.
The same goes for the pain between two people.
It may have existed, but when it should end, let it end here.
Shang Ruyi looked up at him. This face was still handsome. Even if such a handsome man once fell in love with her, Shang Ruyi knew that even if time went back, she would not be able to avoid being attracted to this face.
It’s just that I gave up.
She took a deep breath and said to him calmly: "Yu Wenye, God is making sure that we don't owe each other.".
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