Yu Wenye's heart sank slightly.
Shang Ruyi was calmer and more sober at this time. She half-propelled herself from the quilt. Although she was under him, she had the illusion of being condescending and leaning towards him.
She stared closely into Yu Wenye's eyes and said word by word: "I want you to answer me, is it true between us? Can it be true?"
"..."
"If so, then I, everything I have, can give it to you."
"..."
"But if it's not true, if the relationship between us is just a transaction after all - then I, I will no longer have such delusions as today, and I will no longer miss you at all."
"..."
"And my body is not part of the deal, so I can't give it to you."
After saying the last word, she moved back a little.
Although it was only a point, it seemed as if a chasm was suddenly separated between the two people. In a daze, Yu Wenye even had the illusion that he could not touch her even if he stretched out his hand.
Suddenly, an unknown fire arose spontaneously.
He gritted his teeth and said, "If you don't give it to me, who are you going to give it to?"
"...?!"
Shang Ruyi looked at him in surprise, never expecting to get such a response.
The next moment, she also became angry.
I just asked him for an answer, or in other words, a justifiable answer, but he kept messing around. Is now the time to care about this? !
So he frowned and said, "If it's just a transaction between us, then you have nothing to do with it."
"...!"
Yu Wenye's eyes suddenly burst into flames.
He was already angry. Every word of this little woman seemed to be threatening him, and she was threatening him with her body. What was even more angry was that he seemed to be really being threatened by her! At this moment, she even said that he had no control over her!
Yu Wenye stretched out his hand and directly picked up Shang Ruyi, including the quilt, and held him firmly in his arms. He gritted his teeth and said, "You think I can't care less!"
"you--"
Shang Ruyi was so angry that she wanted to break away from him, but the anesthetic on her shoulder had not worn off yet, so she had no strength. She was also worried about the injury on his shoulder. If she used more force at this time, she was afraid that the wound would burst again. She was so anxious that she wanted to bite him. He burst out a few words from between his teeth: "Is it so difficult to say you want me?"
"...!"
Yu Wenye was shocked.
He lowered his head and looked at the little woman who was tightly held in his arms and unable to move. Her eyes were red and tears were about to burst out of her eyes, but she stubbornly looked at him with her eyes wide open, as if she couldn't help it. If you get an answer, you won’t give up.
Yu Wenye's breathing became more and more irregular.
It was even more chaotic than just now, when he was so eager to get her that he couldn't even notice the wounds on his body bursting open and blood flowing freely.
He wants her?
Does he really want her?
If you don't want it, then what did he just do to her?
If he wanted to, but in his heart——
Yu Wenye's eyes became more and more confused, and he couldn't even look into the tearful eyes in his arms, but Shang Ruyi stared at him stubbornly, refusing to let go of anything.
As a woman who had been rejected by him once and was already ashamed of herself, she could still speak bravely because she knew very well that her embarrassment was nothing compared to her feelings of wanting to be alone. She Shang Ruyi may not be a brave person, but taking risks and getting hurt are never an obstacle to what she wants. ….
She can speak, why can't he?
Thinking of this, she choked with sobs, but said firmly: "That's how it is with relationships. Only if you give me some room will I advance. If you have no affection for me, I won't - won't How shameless I am to ask you for an answer."
"..."
"Yu Wenye, can you really not tell me?"
Called by her
After asking, Yu Wenye felt bursts of pain in his chest, so painful that his hands began to tremble.
In this silence, Shang Ruyi's eyes gradually became colder.
He really couldn't tell.
No, maybe it's not that he can't say it, maybe it's just that his answer doesn't need to be said anymore.
Thinking of this, Shang Ruyi couldn't help but laugh bitterly, but at this time, she didn't feel any shame. When a person has reached this level of magnanimity, the emotion of shame is unnecessary. She looked at him calmly for a while, and then used the strength she had finally accumulated to slowly break free from his arms.
"I see."
She struggled to move to the bed, sat for a while, and gathered a little more strength. She lowered her head and laughed softly: "Just pretend that I haven't asked, and I haven't been here."
After saying that, he slowly stood up and prepared to leave.
But as soon as she stood up, there was another heavy feeling on her wrist. She didn't need to lower her head to know that it was Yu Wenye who grabbed her wrist.
Shang Ruyi didn't look at him, didn't even give him another chance, just used his other hand to pull his hand away, then stood up straight, turned around and walked out.
However, she was too weak, and every step she took was so difficult. Every step seemed to step on her heart, causing her back to bend slightly and her breathing to become heavy, even a little breathless. She eagerly wanted to get out of this tent and return to a space where she could exist alone and suffer as much as she could.
But just when she walked to the door and just touched the tent door with her hand, there was a burst of rapid and heavy footsteps behind her.
The next moment, her whole body was hugged hard.
"...!"
Shang Ruyi trembled and stared blankly at the heavy tent in front of him. After a long time, he looked down at himself again.
A pair of hot, iron-like powerful arms tightly wrapped around her body, tightly buckling her into a chest, and the chest was also rising and falling violently at this moment, as if suppressing the violent pressure. Her heartbeat almost hit her back, disrupting her breathing and heartbeat.
Shang Ruyi opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.
After a long while, he managed to squeeze out a hoarse voice from his throat: "You——"
"You are not allowed to leave!"
Yu Wenye's deep voice rang in his ears. He almost gritted his teeth, almost with a vicious meaning, and said word by word: "You are not allowed to give it to others!"
That’s the thing again…
At this moment, Shang Ruyi felt that all the tears she should shed had dried up, and she had no strength to fight with him anymore. She could only smile bitterly and try to pry his hand away.
But Yu Wenye's hands held her tighter, and there was even a posture that he would rather break her than let go. ….
Then, he said in a deep voice in her ear: "Since I was a child, I have never thought that I would get married. I just want to establish a career and achieve great things. Getting married and the relationship between a man and a woman have never been in my plan."
Shang Ruyi's heart skipped a beat.
This is another sentence. This is not the first time I have heard that Yu Wenye has never had any personal feelings for his children and only wants to achieve his own great cause.
She suddenly felt confused, but before she had time to think about it, she heard Yu Wenye's hoarse voice continuing to speak -
"I really don't understand."
"..."
"I don't understand what love is, and I don't understand why some people risk their lives for love. I don't even know how to feel obsessed and even forgetful for one person."
"..."
Shang Ruyi could only smile bitterly.
Yu Wenye, as the second son of the Duke of Guo, was pursued by two famous ladies from the capital, and was even called "unparalleled in the world" by the important officials in the court. How could he know nothing about love?
Seeing his mother risking her life for her husband, doesn't he understand?
So, what about the Crescent Moon Princess?
But at this time, Yu Wenye said again: "But I, I can't allow you to give it to others."
"..."
"If you dare - I will kill, kill that person!"
"...!"
Shang Ruyi's breath hitched.
At this time, she suddenly understood. Probably, at this point, saying these words was already the limit for Yu Wenye.
She struggled for a long time, and finally slowly turned around from his arms and faced him.
Yu Wenye's face was paler than before, but his eyes were as solemn as a rock and could not be moved away.
Meeting his eyes, Shang Ruyi asked seriously: "So, this time, I'm not being sentimental, right?"
Yu Wenye nodded gently.
Shang Ruyi added, "I didn't offend our relationship, right?"
Yu Wenye nodded again.
And his eyes were becoming more and more gentle, especially when he looked at the firm and persistent gaze of the little woman in front of him, which actually turned the rock-solid emotions in his heart into tenderness. At this time, even the man holding her Those hands became softer.
Just won't let go.
Shang Ruyi added: "So you treat me the same way - huh!"
Before she finished speaking, her lips were blocked again.
As soon as Yu Wenye lowered his head, he pressed her lips accurately. Moreover, unlike the eager kiss and nibble just now, this time he was extremely gentle, only gently pressing and rubbing her lips. Grinding, it seemed that he wanted to feel every trace of her petal-like lips, and even more, he wanted to feel every throbbing and heartbeat of her body.
This sudden kiss made Shang Ruyi a little stiff, but she soon softened.
A pair of hands even gently climbed onto his shoulders.
But when he was about to go deeper, Shang Ruyi finally regained some sense of reason, moved his lips half a step away, and breathed hotly: "No, the doctor said, avoid sexual intercourse..."
Yu Wenye still bit the corner of her mouth gently and said vaguely: "This is not sexual intercourse."
"..."
"In a month's time, that is."
"...!"
Upon hearing this, Shang Ruyi's face suddenly turned red.
His words suddenly made her think of a certain possibility, and even that picture flashed through her mind at that moment, just like they had just - she was so embarrassed that her whole body trembled, and she hurriedly turned her head, She completely avoided his demanding lips, put her face on his shoulder, and whispered softly: "Then, let's talk about it in a month!"
"..."
Yu Wenye was stunned for a moment, and then he also laughed.
Although he resisted, Ke felt the soft body in his arms clinging to him, obediently. He rubbed her tighter into his arms and whispered in her ear: "You promised...".
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