"Concentrate and visualize..."
Zhang Xuezhou devoted all his attention to the white seed in his body.
According to the recipe, this white seed is the soul that everyone has.
The soul is illusory yet real.
This is the product of the intellect and the existence of spiritual thoughts.
Almost everyone believes that they have a soul, but few people know where their soul is.
Modern medicine cannot anatomically prove these contents, but the conditioning key fundamentally allows people to develop a sense of the soul.
Zhang Xuezhou believed for a moment that this was the miraculous effect of Dr. Ren's treatment plan, but for a while he believed that this was just a special hint given by Dr. Ren, which caused him to misunderstand himself.
But treatment needs to continue.
Zhang Xuezhou looked at the conditioning tips that did not appear to be obscure and profound, and his conscious gaze was focused on the white seed.
The constant attention also gave this white seed a slight resonance.
Zhang Xuezhou felt that he had transformed into a seed, growing rapidly against the endless white light.
Absorb and break the shell.
It was as if some restriction had been broken, and the seeds turned into towering trees. When they swayed in the wind, the transformed trees overlooked the entire land.
The world suddenly became smaller at this moment, and Zhang Xuezhou felt as if he had the eyes of a drone, able to overlook all kinds of tiny creatures below.
When he came back from this state, he realized that what he could see was no different from usual.
But in his body, the white seed began to grow two shimmering leaves, like a newly sprouted tree species.
"Did the second course of treatment go so smoothly?"
He recited something in his mind, and felt that the conditioning tips given to him by Ren Anran continued over and over again, directly reaching the situation described at the end.
As long as he practices diligently dozens of times, the sequel of conditioning tips will come to an end.
"Doctor Ren's minimum treatment time is ten minutes..."
Zhang Xuezhou was determined to go to the Sunshine Psychiatrist Clinic again, but when he thought about Ren Anran's mention of the one-hundred-yuan-per-minute charge, and even the possibility of further raising the charge, Zhang Xuezhou couldn't bear it despite his relatively stable temperament. Some headache.
After all, 90% of his current income comes from Zhang Weimeng's remuneration, and the remaining 10% comes from the change Song Fengying stuffs between her teeth from time to time.
However, one of them relies on novels to start a business, and the other anchor starts a business, both of which are relatively unpopular professions. They all rely on other people's subscriptions and rewards. They basically rely on luck to make a living.
According to the five elements of metal, wood, water, fire, and earth, Zhang Weimeng and Song Fengying were obviously short of fire, and they never became popular.
Without enough money, he couldn't even get through the door of Sunshine Psychiatrist's Clinic.
"It seems impossible to become a rich second generation by relying on your parents to start a business. They always say that you can make a lot of money by doing this kind of thing. If you could make a fortune, how could you end up like this!"
Zhang Xuezhou thought for a while and felt that his parents were very unreliable.
As for Zhang Manqian, who was also in the stage of begging for food from her parents, he directly ignored her.
To use Zhang Manqian's account, he has to pay a one-dollar membership fee at a time. He has paid for more than three years now, and there is no way he can get any funds from this harsh exploiter.
As for borrowing money from other people for medical treatment, let’s not talk about it.
Zhang Xuezhou finally looked at himself.
"Money is really the root of all evil!"
No one dares to accept underage workers like him without proof of identity.
Moreover, Zhang Xuezhou was still in the compulsory education stage and only had one day of rest per week, so it was difficult for him to continue working to earn money. He finally gave up all kinds of unreliable ideas of making money.
After thinking back and forth several times, Zhang Xuezhou had no choice but to set his sights on the school rewards for the adult examination.
The adult examination is an unavoidable disaster for students at every stage of education. It basically depends on whether they want to study in a higher education institution or become a skilled worker.
Some people become adults, and some people naturally become dragons and move to a higher level, with a solid foundation for entering society.
It’s a contest that involves the fate of tens, hundreds of thousands, or even millions of people every year.
The competition takes place at the end of the year, and the winner is naturally happy, while the loser cannot help but turn off the lights and eat noodles, thinking about how to get rid of his student identity and adapt to the new social situation earlier.
It is self-evidently difficult to become a winner, especially a big winner.
“Today’s top ten students in school have rewards of one thousand, nine hundred, eight hundred... and if they perform well in the adult examination, there are five thousand, four thousand, three thousand... once they enter the city rankings and provincial rankings... …”
Zhang Xuezhou thought about it for a while, and then thought about his school ranking of 256th in the recent unified examination. He felt that he could not think about it any more.
"We should work hard to learn and focus on money!"
After completing the first stage of recovery, Zhang Xuezhou studied seriously for three hours.
After three hours of studying, he was in excellent condition. Apart from being slightly dizzy due to congestion in his head, Zhang Xuezhou no longer had the confusion, lethargy, and difficulty in studying that he had in the past.
"You can study eight hours a day, but I can only study awake for two hours a day. Now I can finally close the gap in terms of time!"
Zhang Xuezhou shook his dizzy head.
Going from two hours of awake studying to three hours is quite a leap.
Learning is a very simple thing. As long as there is no defect in intelligence, whoever spends more time seriously studying will be stronger.
This is an extremely simple truth, Zhang Xuezhou deeply believes in it, and he is very serious about it within a limited time.
If he studied for just one more hour a day, he wouldn't be ranked 256th.
"I have to break into the top 100 in the school rankings!"
Although it is a bit far away from the school's reward goal, there is still plenty of time.
As a schizophrenic patient, Zhang Xuezhou has many physical problems, but he feels that he is smarter than ordinary people.
As long as the time he spends awake studying is extended, his grades will definitely improve significantly.
"Number theory is a subject that can improve test scores, so focus on this subject first!"
Zhang Xuezhou pondered for a few seconds and directly chose the most difficult subject.
He is full of energy and extremely motivated to learn, and has determined his primary goal of making money.
It wasn't until the time drifted into blackjack that Zhang Xuezhou remembered an important thing.
"I seemed to have vomited blood in my dream!"
Dreams are a very magical place, but once the dreamer realizes that he is dead, it will inevitably turn into a nightmare and face awakening from the dream.
This is what Ren Anran reminded Zhang Xuezhou several times to pay attention to.
He had lived in his own spiritual world for so long that Zhang Xuezhou thought it was a second world.
In that world, he also has the same joys and sorrows, the same food, daily life, and even various social interactions.
Once this long-lasting dream world is broken, Zhang Xuezhou's spirit will inevitably bear an extremely heavy impact, and he will probably fall into a mental breakdown and madness.
The weak cannot bear the weight. If he wants to bear the consequences of death and withdrawal in the dream, Zhang Xuezhou can only continue to treat according to Ren Anran's conditioning tips.
As long as he can withstand the stimulation and destruction of this mental storm, maybe he can end this special dream that has been with him for more than ten years.
The three hands of the alarm clock moved slowly and quickly.
Seeing the pointer dangling towards blackjack, Zhang Xuezhou narrowed his eyes slightly and his head fell slightly on the pillow.
There was no rolling around before going to bed. Zhang Xuezhou's breathing was even and as calm as a stone lying quietly, no longer making any movements.
