Yiyin felt that he was going to be doomed. He was like sitting on a truck with the accelerator pressed to the bottom, rushing towards the cliff at full speed, but he didn't know what to do to stop the car.
In desperation, he had no choice but to shoot bullets into Uesugi Teruatora's belly again and again, hoping that the seeds would take shape and that he could use the reins called children to hold the savage dragon Uesugi Teruatora.
As long as it doesn't get to the point where she is so desperate that she wants to die with him, then the outcome will be considered good.
After thinking for a long time, Yiyin sighed helplessly and resigned himself to fate.
Uesugi Teruhora worked hard for most of the day, and it was already afternoon when he left.
She came and went as she pleased, no matter what, but she left Yiyin messy in the wind, and had to quickly send more people to escort her back to Numata Castle.
Uesugi Teruhu went out with a dozen flags. Seeing that it was getting dark, she was brave enough to run around, but Yoshigami was afraid that she would have an accident on the way, and he couldn't even cry.
When everything is arranged properly, it is already the time when the lights begin to shine. Yoshigami still has to go to Shima Katsume's place to see if the scandal between him and Uesugi Teruhu has been exposed.
———
Indoors, Shima Shengmeng was immersed in papers and sorting out the affairs of Kanto Shiba Territory.
Suddenly, she raised her head and shouted towards the sliding door.
"who?"
She subconsciously reached out to get the knife on the knife rest, but there was no movement from Hatamoto outside the door. Did something happen?
At this time, Yiyin's voice came from outside the door.
"it's me."
Shima Sheng suddenly felt relieved, and quickly walked to the door and opened it, only to see Yi Gin alone standing on the porch. The servant Hatamoto who was originally guarding the door was no longer there.
She bowed and saluted.
"Tsuda-don, why are you here? Why don't you summon me to the residence hall to serve and obey orders if you have something to do?"
Yiyin walked into the room and asked rhetorically.
"What? I can't come and see you?"
Dao Shengmeng glanced outside the door again to make sure there was no one, then closed the door.
"That was not what I meant."
Yiyin walked to her seat, glanced at the pile of documents on the desk, and sighed.
"I just wanted to come and see you. The people outside the door were the ones I ordered to go out and guard the outer courtyard.
I didn't expect that it's so late and you are still busy. It seems that I have disturbed you. "
Shima Sheng replied with a fierce smile.
"It's nothing, I'm just worried that this place is rough and rough, and I've wronged you.
Isn’t it going to be the beginning of spring soon? Dahu collar's spring plowing and production are about to be put on the agenda, and everything is a bit messy.
Kanto has been experiencing drought for two years, and this year doesn't look to be much better. Although the Guandong Sibo Territory relies on the blessings of its master and will not be short of food and drink, it is always good to be able to get more food. "
Yiyin took the opportunity to sit in front of the document, clicked on the document, and said.
“Farming is the foundation of the country, and you have done a great job.
This place is indeed shabby. You are already an important member of the party. Even if you give up your residence to me, you won't live in a place like this, right? "
Dao Shengmeng sat down across the desk, bowed and thanked his master for his approval, and uttered a sentence.
"This is the closest to the residence hall."
There was an inexplicable silence between the two, and after a while, Yiyin said quietly.
"Before, whenever you and I were alone, you would never block me with a desk, and you would definitely sit next to me."
Dao Shengmeng's body trembled slightly and he said bitterly.
"Your Majesty... Your Majesty, I was in trouble before."
Yiyin smoothed his short hair and said calmly.
"Did you notice it when you were at the residence? Did you think I was dirty?"
Dao Shengmeng didn't expect Yiyin to point it out directly. He was immediately confused and shouted subconsciously.
"No!"
Yiyin sighed and said nothing. Dao Sheng lowered his head fiercely and said nothing.
I don't know how much time passed, but Dao Shengmeng slowly raised his head and carefully looked at Yiyin, but he was frightened.
Yiyin just sat there, shedding tears silently, saying nothing, but the tears couldn't help but flow down.
Daosheng Meng said in astonishment.
"Tsudaden, you..."
In a daze, she stretched out her hand to wipe away Yiyin's tears, but Yiyin violently pushed her hand away.
"Do not touch me!
All of them are like this, all of them are like this! He said he loved me and wanted to be with me, but he never considered my feelings or my difficulties.
Ashikaga Yoshiteru is like this, Uesugi Terutora is like this, you and your colleagues are like this.
Everyone told me how much they were willing to do for me, but no one asked me if I wanted it, let alone how much pain I was in.
Did I ask you to pay? I obviously didn't say anything, so why was it me who was wrong!
Do you know? I can’t afford to pay back what you gave me. I know very well that I can’t afford it!
I was given the identity of a direct descendant of Kawachi Genji, but Ashikaga Yoshiteru died, leaving her younger sister to fight against me! Terutora Uesugi asked me to take over Echigo Kingdom, but he wanted to use half of the family fortune to tie me up!
I just want to revive the Shiba family and let the Shiba family continue. Am I wrong?
You too, you are just like them.
You said you would be loyal to me. I value you and rely on you. To this day, I cannot do without your assistance.
The results of it? You think that I should belong to you alone. Once you find that things are not what you imagined, you will change, right?
Have you ever thought that I am just a poor man, I only have this body for you to abuse!
You are all rushing to help me and give me hope of reviving the Sibo family, but you are forcing me to pay back one by one. How can I afford to pay back!
I don’t even know how long it will take for you to be disappointed and leave me. Then the dream was shattered and the sky fell.
It's obviously you who want to be nice to me, but I have to thank you and sleep with you, and then you despise me as a slut who can't do anything but be a woman!
Tell me, is it my fault? "
Yiyin was obviously talking about Green Tea Diao's shameless logic, but under the system's special effects of not making mistakes in life, Shima Shengmeng had a different feeling.
Daosheng stretched out his hand and caressed it in mid-air, as if comforting the crying Yiyin from afar, touching his cheek.
She said sadly.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!
But I'm not willing to accept it. I don't want to be just a monarch and a minister with you, I want more.
That year, my village was destroyed and my sister died. Everything in the Dao family was about to be destroyed at that moment.
It's you, it's you who saved me, it's you who gave me new hope. Let me be reborn so that I can stand here proudly and display my talents.
I love you, and I will never forget that night in Dao Cun, when you rode past me on horseback and killed the enemy with great prowess. "
Shima Sheng fiercely took his hands back, covered his face with his hands, and choked in a low voice.
"You told me that the Sibo family needed an heir. I was really happy that you favored me. At that moment, I felt that death was worth it.
I also know that you can't help yourself.
Even an ordinary Ji warrior would have a hard time living in troubled times. What's more, you are reviving your family business as a man, and how many people are coveting your identity, bloodline, and body.
I don't resent you, I have only gratitude and love for you. I'm just at the residence hall today. . I think. . wake up. . "
Yiyin overturned the document that was standing between the two of them with one hand, and the documents on the table were scattered on the floor.
He stepped forward, knelt down in front of Dao Shengmeng, and pulled away her hands that were covering her face.
"Look at me! Shima Katsuki! Look at me!"
Yiyin stared into Dao Shengmeng's eyes and said slowly.
"Do you wish to wake up?"
Daosheng stared at Yiyin's fairy-like face and his eyes with endless sadness, his lips trembled and he couldn't speak.
Then she cried.
"No...I don't want to wake up...I don't want to...I don't want..."
Yiyin hugged her body tightly and whispered in her ear.
"Don't wake up, okay? I beg you, don't wake up, okay?"
Shima Shengmeng's ears echoed with Yoshigan's tearful pleas, Uesugi Teruhora's domineering and proud face appeared in his mind, and a surge of anger surged in his heart.
Why should I give in? Why should I quit! Everything is negotiable, but this is the only thing I can’t! no way!
Her stiff body and stretched hands seemed to have triggered a mechanism, and instantly came to life, and she responded enthusiastically to Qi Yin.
The two made fire and burned together.
———
Yiyin groaned and slowly opened his eyes.
He once again confirmed that Shima Katsuo was the one who played the craziest among all the Hime warriors he had ever experienced.
What a Girihime warrior, as the name suggests, fierce, really fierce.
Looking around, Yiyin saw Dao Shengmeng packing up the scattered documents on the ground. When she heard Yiyin's moan, she turned her head over. When their eyes met, she couldn't help but lower her head shyly.
Yiyin wanted to get up, but his legs and feet felt weak and he almost fell back. Dao Sheng, with sharp eyes and quick hands, held him up and said with concern
"Tsudadon, are you okay?"
Yiyin glanced at her and said angrily.
"Something happened, because who could cause harm?"
Dao Shengmeng froze on the spot in embarrassment, but Yiyin used her support to sit up straight and looked around. The documents were scattered all over the floor, and some of them were even stained and wet. It looked very difficult to clean up.
Yiyin said embarrassedly.
"It's too messy. Let me help you clean it up."
Shima Sheng shook his head violently.
"How can you do these chores when you are a man of wealth?"
Yiyin rolled his eyes at her and complained.
"The Body of Ten Thousand Golds has been made weak by you, and I haven't seen you feel distressed when using it."
Dao Shengmeng's cheeks were filled with clouds, and he was speechless.
Yiyinshun picked up a piece of paper on the ground, shook it, and said.
"Let's sort it out together, but..."
He paused, glanced at the handwriting that was somewhat blurred by moisture, and sighed that Dao Shengmeng was indeed made of water, and said.
"In some places, you have to make a new copy. You can't blame me for that."
Although Dao Shengmeng was shy, the resentment he had hidden in his heart before was swept away. She looked at Yiyin, who was holding her waist to pick up the paper, with a hint of tenderness in her eyes, and couldn't help but hug him from behind.
Yiyin froze in fright, thinking that Shima Shengmeng still wanted to play in the second half, but his old waist couldn't bear such a game.
But Dao Shengmeng put his little face on his back and said softly.
"Lord."
"Um?"
"I love you."
"Um."
"I hate Terutora Uesugi."
"Know."
"I hate Yamanaka Yukimori too."
"understand."
"But I won't give up, I won't give you up to them."
Yiyin was silent for a while and sighed.
"I'm really dirty. I've slept with many women. I'm not the kind of good man you want. I only have eyes for you."
Shima Shengmeng put his arms around Yiyin from behind, tightened his arms, and said sincerely.
"I don't care, it's not you that's wrong, it's this troubled world. But if there weren't these troubled times, how could I have the chance to meet you?
I've actually been worrying, am I still considered a Girihime warrior now? I am in love with my master, am I jealous, am I still qualified to claim to be loyal?
Countless times, countless times, questions swirled in my mind. I thought about giving up. Maybe after giving up, it wouldn't be so painful anymore.
Now, I seem to have found the answer. "
Yiyin relaxed his body, curled up behind him, squeezed between her arms, and asked leisurely.
"So, what's your answer?"
Shima Sheng lowered his head suddenly, sniffing his short hair, feeling his taste, his voice was soft but firm.
"never mind.
I just want to be by your side, I want to protect you, and protect your family business that you have gone through so much hardship to revive. Even if I work with those nasty guys, I'll put up with it. "
Yiyin sighed, finishing off Shima Shengmeng did not make him happy, but rather disgusting.
I am really disgusting as a person.
Uesugi Teruhora's wishful thinking and Shima Katsuruo's humiliation did not make him feel proud, but made him hate himself more and more.
The system gave him an unparalleled appearance and special effects that ignored the rules, but also put a heavy psychological burden on him.
He is an ordinary person with simple moral values in modern society, not an animal with an antisocial personality.
Love is positive and uplifting, and is one of the most cherished emotions between people. What Yiyin does is always taking advantage of other people's love for him.
Even though he has cheats at his side and the unreasonable power of the system to twist other people's wills and convince others to accept his shameless explanation, he cannot convince his own conscience.
Even though he has come step by step to where he is today, there are thousands of compelling reasons. But as long as he still has a conscience, he will not be able to face Samurai Ji who loves him deeply.
Men and women from two worlds, and concepts from two worlds, collide in this troubled world, causing both parties to endure different torments at the same time.
The Ji warriors are unwilling to let go, so why are Yiyin willing to let go? The most wonderful thing in this world is the person I love, who loves me back.
Yiyin's love for the Ji warriors who love him is like a hedgehog's love. Even if he couldn't bear it, he could only keep a careful distance and could not show his true self.
Because exposing yourself is completely useless. System special effects are the driving force behind his dominance, but they are also the hindrance that prevents him from doing human affairs.
The special effects given by the system were like thick hedgehog armor covering his mind. Even if he is willing to reveal his true feelings, he cannot take off his outer shell.
Only the densely packed outer thorns would hurt the Ji warriors he loved if he got too close.
He, Shiba Yiyin, Kenshin, who entered the Daojin Tower Hall, was destined to be a charming and sinful bad man who had attracted countless heroes and heroines to their knees.
