"In the 'Entrepreneur's Single Cabin' on the side of the gymnasium on the fourth deck, he stuffed this note under a desk."
"...You can find this?" Qianye raised his eyebrows lightly, "What is he doing there?"
"I don't know, but this is the last place he visited before going to Grace Theater, and the place where he stayed the longest. There is no surveillance in the single cabin, so the inspection is more careful than elsewhere." Si Lei whispered, "Then there's the diary... I flipped through the contents of the last two weeks, and I found that this person had a lot of nightmares."
Hesta put down the note and reached for the notebook aside, "Let me take a look..."
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9/5/4632 Heavy rain
I don't like the heavy rain today. Every time it rains, it makes me feel groggy. I slept for nearly three hours during my originally twenty-minute nap. It wasn’t until Fritz came back that I realized that all this time had been wasted. Fritz laughed at me why I didn’t go out with them. They ran twenty kilometers in the rain today. Seven or eight of them walked through the streets of Tan Yi’s city. They seemed very happy. He also bought a lot of owls carved from plaster. Villain.
I don’t like plaster figures, so I scolded him not to put these things out. He was frightened by my temper at first, and became a little angry after a while, but he is really a good person. Even if he was angry, he did not argue with me, but kept silent. The earth gathered up all his belongings. I was so sad that I took the initiative to apologize to him during dinner, and he forgave me.
When I was taking a shower at night, he asked me why I had been stuck in the hotel these past few days and didn't go anywhere except for necessary training. I couldn't answer him.
Sometimes we all experience some incredible things, things that cannot be mentioned to others... I hope that the day before yesterday was just a dazzle in my eyes, and I don't want to have any more nightmares.
Bless me, Alec.
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Hesta frowned slightly and saw "the day before yesterday" at the end of the diary. She turned the page forward two more pages. However, on May 8th and 7th, Dietrich did not write down anything.
"Is this Fritz the 'Fritz Gruning'?" Hestad whispered, "Dietrich's roommate?"
"Yes, just now...the deceased on the elevator."
Hesta then rolled back.
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11/5/4632 Sunny
Is there such a thing as reincarnation in the world?
I asked Mr. Bree this question at breakfast. I think he was a little angry when he heard the question, but he still listened patiently to what I had to say. He told me categorically that "reincarnation does not exist in the world." This is a concept created by Buddhists and other superstitious people. Everyone's soul is unique... These are some clichés, and they are very common. Unfortunately, I was never able to talk to him about what really bothered me until the end.
Although I know that Mr. Bree is the most trustworthy person, I just can't speak. I really don't want to be laughed at by Mr. Bree, whom I respect the most.
Mr. Bree saw that I looked very unhappy. I could only tell him that I couldn't sleep during this period because I always dreamed about the devil. Fritz had been frightened awake by my screams several times. During this period, Dreams are more real than ever before. Sometimes I can’t even tell whether they are real or not. For example, this morning, when the sky was dark, I seemed to see a shadow walking out of the dream, and she was standing beside me. Beside the bed, looking at me without saying a word.
I was afraid of falling asleep, but Fritz promised to stay with me tonight, and if I saw another devil, he would help me chase it away. I am truly lucky to have such friends.
Bless me, Alec.
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12/5 sunny
I slept really well last night! Long live Fritz!
Today I plan to go with them to purchase the supplies that will be brought on board. Although there may be everything on the Shengming, there are definitely no books that suit my taste. The two-month trip is so exciting.
I forgot a few lines during the rehearsal yesterday, but Mr. Bree didn't blame me, he just asked me to have a good rest. I really feel guilty that I can't do such a small thing well. There is another rehearsal tonight, and I swear I will definitely do it today. I won’t forget the words.
It's my sixteenth birthday next month, and no matter what anyone else says, I decided to start growing a beard, otherwise everyone will think I'm still a little kid of thirteen or fourteen. I have really grown up a lot in the past few years. When I get to District 14, I will definitely convince my father to move the whole family to Mr. Roboglier's doomsday castle.
For the sake of civilization.
Bless me, Alec.
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13/5
What a terrible day.
I've been groggy all day, and everyone got the boarding instructions in advance. What was written on it made me shudder a little. Several times today, I thought the maid in the manor was the devil... Grunin also slept badly last night. He refused to tell me why, but I understood him.
I am about to board the ship the day after tomorrow. I feel that my condition is not good enough. I need to apply for a confession prayer from Mr. Bree. I know it may not be the time now, but I must go.
If a person knows to do good but does not do it, it is his sin.
Bless me, Alec.
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Continuing to turn back, Dietrich recorded the thrilling encounter on the day of embarkation on May 15th. He was heartbroken for several companions who fell to death on the dock. However, after going to Bree to pray for repentance, his mental state seemed to become normal again.
As for the day of the accident - that is, yesterday, the diary was empty, probably because Dietrich died before he had time to write down everything that happened.
Hesta silently turned back to the previous page and looked at the "her" who referred to the "devil" in the diary. She suddenly felt a strange feeling.
Qianye suddenly laughed and looked at Si Lei, "Does reincarnation exist in this world? What do you think, Officer Si Lei?"
"Nonsense."
"It seems there is a surprising agreement between you and the Thorn Monk."
"What, you believe it?"
"Why don't you believe it? Look, as this young man said, there are many unexplainable things in the world." Chiba glanced at the diary, "For example, why do victims always like to write diaries?"
"...Maybe it's because he likes to keep diaries," Hesta said suddenly, "so he was put first."
Si Lei and Qianye looked at her at the same time, "What?"
"Hoffman," Hesta said softly, "I killed him first because he kept a diary frequently... His diary can give enough clues."
Si Lei searched his memory, "...what diary are you referring to?"
"You haven't seen...Hoffman has a ledger-style diary. He will write down who has offended him at what time, and then check whether the person has given him corresponding compensation. If not, He will 'seek justice' for himself," Hesta curled her lips, "But as soon as he died, all these things were burned by his wife... This is completely beyond my expectation."
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