That's not what I want to express, but the two beauties at home are very excited. If I ruin Lin Feifei's enthusiasm, she probably won't let me go to bed tonight.
Ordering takeout at this time, the march speed was much slower than me and I went straight downstairs. When I came back after buying some food and drinks, the two of them were drunk and staggering.
The two of them were lying on the beauty couch, their fair and crimson faces were extremely charming under the light, and their graceful S-shaped curves made their whole bodies extremely soft.
Zhou Shutong was fine. Although his face was like a peach blossom, his eyes became brighter and brighter as he drank.
The alcohol made her delicate cheeks look a little more charming. She whispered to Lin Feifei, "She has fallen. Please help her back to the house!"
Lin Feifei half-opened her eyes, and the sling on her left shoulder had slipped under her shoulder, revealing a smooth shoulder.
I tried to help her up, but she laughed to herself, "I'm not going to sleep. I'll take it easy first, and I'll continue drinking with you later."
She was so drunk at the first sight that she refused to go back to the room. Lin Feifei was a docile donkey, and she had to follow her in order to do what was good. If she went against her, it would only activate her rebellious mentality.
I saw that she was still sane and could still talk to me, so I poured a glass of water and placed it in front of her.
I also poured a glass of water for Zhou Shutong, "Drink less wine and drink some water."
Zhou Shutong was a little happy, not sure if it was because she felt that I cared about her, or because of the "incident in the East Palace".
I sat down next to Lin Feifei, covered her with a thin blanket, and then opened a bottle of sugar-free Coke.
Lin Feifei has always disapproved of me drinking Coke, and even chased me around. The bottle I have in my hand now is something I just made on the spur of the moment at a convenience store.
She said that this thing kills rice and doesn't let me drink more. It doesn't have to be consumed manually. With such a beautiful girlfriend, I naturally enjoy it.
Zhou Shutong was a little surprised when he saw me opening a bottle of Coke, "You don't drink?"
I shook my head, "I have to go on a business trip tomorrow! I'm going to the factory..."
As soon as we talked about work, Zhou Shutong quickly got into the mood like Sailor Moon transformed and started chatting with me about work.
During this period, I wanted to ask her several times how her blind date work was going, but every time the words came to my lips, I swallowed them back.
I don't know what to say.
Of course I hope she can find a good home and I am worried for her, but I am also afraid that she will get hurt.
It is enough for a person to have a confidante in his life.
My wife is like boiled water, colorless and tasteless, but we can't live without her.
A confidante is like coffee, the more you drink it, the more refreshing you will be, but you can’t drink too much.
I looked at Lin Feifei, who was clinging to my side and holding my arm tightly. My heart was originally like a wasteland shrouded in mist, but at this time, it was like the spring breeze blowing, and everything revived.
What you don’t get is always in turmoil.
It is said that in everyone's heart, there is a woman who is unforgettable. This woman is like strong wine, with a stimulating taste and unforgettable taste.
But I think it’s just because we can’t get it that we never forget it. Sometimes we ignore the person we get along with day and night for the sake of something we can’t get.
I unconsciously put my hands on Lin Feifei's waist, and I could feel the softness and slenderness of her waist through the material of her clothes, which was less than a handful.
Maybe one day, her waist, which is like a willow blowing in the wind, will gain some weight from the years due to the polishing of life. If such a day comes, she will also work hard for this family.
Life is like eating and drinking, day after day, it’s boring but you can’t put it down.
Maybe the colorful world outside can make people temporarily forget the troubles of life, but no matter how kind Zhou Shutong is to me, only Lin Feifei can sign my consent form for surgery.
My heart began to calm down, as if a lake had finally regained its tranquility after experiencing the storm.
The loss and melancholy of the past are now like a breeze, gently passing over the lake without leaving any trace.
I felt a little more relieved, and finally mustered up the courage to face it calmly:
"Hey, that's right
, how was your blind date today? "
Zhou Shutong was obviously caught off guard. She was startled for a moment, then a smile slowly appeared on her lips and she said:
"It's just so-so! We can't even talk about it."
"What do you do? What are your family conditions like?"
After saying that, I immediately realized how vulgar I was, but isn't that what I care about most in a blind date right now?
Zhou Shutong pursed his lips and smiled, "Just go to work! Work as a worker and draw pictures every day."
"Oh, I'm just an ordinary employee! I guess you don't like me."
"But his dad is the owner of the company."
I was in awe, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I'm training at the grassroots level and ready to take over at any time."
"But I didn't think it was possible. This guy talked me out of it as soon as he opened his mouth. He said he wanted to stop doing live broadcasts after getting married. He didn't like my publicity. If the food in the restaurant hadn't been pretty good, I would have left right then."
"It's not very good. If your three views don't match, even if you get together, there will definitely be constant friction in the future. His family is rich, but your conditions don't match his. They may think you are rushing to marry into a wealthy family, Libra. It was unbalanced from the beginning."
Zhou Shutong nodded, holding a beer can and huddled cross-legged on the sofa, revealing a pair of tender and rosy feet.
"Well, I told the matchmaker that it's not suitable. My family is so popular that they can't catch me unless I have something good. It makes me feel very bad. It happened that Nishimiya called me over to eat crayfish at night. , I feel better."
I waved my hand. Now whenever I hear the words "East Palace" and "West Palace", I get a headache. I'm afraid that Lin Feifei will suddenly be in a bad mood and settle with me someday.
I feel the same way about blind dates and pressure to get married. Every time my family forces me to go on a blind date, my old man holds his knees and says to me with emotion:
"As long as you get married, my mission will be accomplished."
This sentence bothers me the most right now!
Their mission was completed, but my mission had begun.
Getting married means choosing a teammate, and it is difficult to quit the game midway. If you choose the wrong teammate, it is equivalent to opening a dungeon with hellish difficulty.
It's hard for us to withstand the urge to get married, and we don't want to obey our parents' wishes. We spend more and more money to enchant our eyes, and in the end we may choose someone we don't love at random.
In the past, it was Zhou Shutong who comforted me, but today it was me who comforted her.
Her family's push for marriage had pushed her to the point of breaking up the family relationship. She briefly described the situation to me, and a feeling of suffocation came over her.
Zhou Shutong has not been having a good life recently. She has been insomnia all night because of the pressure to get married. Her mother keeps sending her messages and always makes long remarks.
She showed me some chat records. I was an outsider and felt like I was about to have a heart attack.
Some people say that urging marriage is a spiritual murder, and we have all experienced this kind of spiritual catastrophe.
Thinking about my past, my relatives and friends, my seven aunts and eight aunts, all used the banner of doing good for me to criticize me, but now Zhou Shutong has just followed my old path.
In fact, urging marriage is a collision of two old and new concepts. It is difficult for her to eliminate the mental pressure of urging marriage on her own, and I can't help but think of my old self.
There was a hint of helplessness and sadness in Zhou Shutong's eyes, which were like broken crystals, so tough and yet so fragile.
She took a deep breath, looked at me with a wry smile, and said:
"Yu Bin, do you think we must get married? Do you think the arranged life has any meaning?"
I fell into deep thought and thought about this problem seriously.
The past is like an old movie, constantly reappearing in front of my eyes. Those memories are like imprints in my heart. Once awakened, they come alive before my eyes, shockingly reminding me of how failed I was in the past.
Thinking about it carefully, in fact, what I think of as failure is nothing more than what my parents, elders, and bosses defined for me.
I used to feel a pair of big hands pushing me from behind. I used to think it was life, but now that I think about it, it was actually the definition given to me by people like them.
If you don’t buy a house or a car, there will be no girls with you.
If you don't get married and have children, you will be a freak in the eyes of others.
It seems that only by living on their track and becoming their continuation can I complete my mission.
If there is any disobedience, I will be a monster in the eyes of others.
Although this world is not what I wanted to come to, now that I am here, I am here to have fun in this large amusement park, not to take on a thirty-year mortgage and work as a horse for capital.
The past is like smoke, it floats by gently, but it is so heavy.
Zhou Shutong picked up a cup and gently brought me back to reality. I muttered and said:
"I think life itself has no meaning. Meaning is defined by people. There is no law. If you don't get married, you are a failure. If you don't buy a house or a car, you are inferior to others. It depends on how you look at many things. They are used to using their own , or the public defines us.”
Zhou Shutong was startled, and his confused eyes began to gradually brighten.
Her brows gradually relaxed, like spring breeze blowing across the frozen lake, causing ripples.
"I feel much better when I hear you say that. You are right, but we are all ordinary people, and there are a few people who don't care about other people's opinions. Feifei's mother still doesn't agree with you two, right? You Aren’t you annoyed?”
"It's definitely annoying, but the annoyance has passed. Since I started doing it myself, I don't care much about this kind of thing anymore."
Zhou Shutong suddenly became interested, "Why? How did you think about it? Please teach me!"
"It's not that I think about it too much. I feel that no matter how much I think about these things, I can't change anything. It can only increase my worries. The more I think about it, the more my energy is constrained by these things. Making money is the most important thing for me now. As for these The things that affect my attention are still there, but my attention is no longer on them.”
Zhou Shutong chewed my words carefully, and suddenly smiled with relief, as if the sun had broken through the dark clouds, and his expression began to become relaxed and natural.
She picked up a cup and looked at me with a smile, "Thank you for comforting me. This cup is worth it. You can do whatever you want."
After saying that, she raised her head and drank it all in one gulp.
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