Lin Feifei said that she began to think about life after being so drunk in a nightclub that day that she went to the hospital for an infusion.
Especially now, looking at the blue sea, it made her think a lot.
After I finished saying this, it really ruined the atmosphere. Lin Feifei raised her pink fist shyly and protested at me:
"Can you stop ruining the mood like this?"
I smiled dumbly and said, "What I said is true. Others don't know where their love comes from, but I don't know where my money goes."
"Hahaha……"
Lin Feifei laughed so hard that flowers bloomed on her chest.
I took the opportunity to make a sneak attack.
She had long been accustomed to my behavior and simply chose to ignore it.
She held her cheek in her hand, and her voice was as soft as the white clouds floating in the sky, and it was sweet to the bottom of my heart:
"Tch, to be honest, if you think about it carefully, we only have two kinds of troubles."
"Which two?"
"One kind can be solved, and the other cannot be solved. Don't worry about the ones that can be solved. There is no point in worrying about the ones that can't be solved. So I think we should live more relaxedly. Don't you think that you live a special life every day? nervous?"
I was stunned and asked myself, do I have it?
The past is like a colorful bird, flying quietly from the jungle of memory. I suddenly looked back and found that it was indeed like what Lin Feifei said. Every day was like a clockwork, extremely nervous.
It seems that my heart and body are in a state of war readiness at all times. My whole body is like a fully drawn bow, and I dare not relax for a moment. .
It seems that except when I am with Lin Feifei, most of the time, my face is serious and my appearance is solemn.
Maybe I look calm and relaxed on the surface, but what's going on in my head is something else.
That thing is called money!
Lin Feifei's words just now made me think of bitterness and sweetness, but when I thought about it carefully, I found that there was only bitterness and no sweetness.
Ever since I can remember, I have been on a path designated by others. If I had the slightest idea, I would be branded as a rebel.
Many people around me, under the guise of being good for me, continue to impose their ideas on me. They hope that I will inherit their mantle, and at the same time they hope that I will shine.
To be honest, the only important asset our family has is a yard in the countryside, but my dad’s high hopes for me are like inheriting a castle.
I used to have high hopes for myself, thinking that when I was thirty, I would have a beautiful car and a beautiful woman in my arms, but reality slapped me hard in the face.
Lin Feifei's voice pulled me out of my memory, "What are you thinking about? So obsessed?"
I sighed sadly, with a bit of bitterness in my voice:
"I was thinking that our lives are too tiring. We have to graduate from college at the age of 22, preferably from a prestigious university, and then find a good job, and then buy a car, a house, get married and have children. These are all part of life. Big things, but we must complete all these major life events before the age of thirty, otherwise after the age of thirty, you will no longer be competitive in the marriage market, and by the age of thirty-five, you may face unemployment."
Lin Feifei touched me lightly with her elbow and said in a clear voice:
"My dear, think about these things carefully. Have you not been able to do any of them?"
"..."
Kill people and kill your heart.
My mother tongue is almost speechless. The idiom "good for nothing" may have been invented just for me.
Lin Feifei saw that my face drooped, and she immediately took my arm and blew her warm breath into my neck, making it feel numb.
"Oh, I'm kidding you! You actually take it seriously. I don't dislike you for being poor."
I was even more dumbfounded, "So you still think I'm poor!"
Unexpectedly, Lin Feifei's sexy appearance actually hides a simple and unpretentious soul.
She pulled my sleeves coquettishly and pouted her pink mouth, as soft as a cat.
"Oh, look at your brain circuit, it's too strange, isn't it? What I want to express is that having money may not necessarily solve many problems. We ordinary people have ordinary people's worries, and rich people also have their own worries."
I nodded and said with emotion: "Indeed! Having money may not necessarily solve the problem, but my problem is lack of money."
"..." This time it was Lin Feifei's turn to be speechless.
"You're such an annoying person. Every time I want to talk to you about something simple and in-depth, you interrupt."
"Explaining things in simple terms? Is that what I think?"
Lin Feifei was so angry that she kicked me. I was not prepared at all, and she kicked me off the couch.
I stood up holding my waist and smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect you to be strong enough, you really kicked!"
Lin Feifei rubbed Qiong's nose with her thumb proudly, "That's right, if you really have no money in the future, you can make a fortune by selling me."
I chuckled.
Lin Feifei actually wanted to say that she is my priceless treasure, but whatever words come into my mouth, I always say the kind she least wants to hear.
"Then it's better to sell it by the pound, it's more cost-effective."
"..."
Of course Lin Feifei would not let me go so easily, and she gave me another shy pink punch.
I didn't have a live broadcast tonight. It was a rare occasion that I came to the beach with Lin Feifei. I couldn't just focus on work. Of course, I had to set aside a day to accompany her.
Lin Feifei had a sudden idea and took Jiang Jiang and me to the beach at night. She also rented a guitar and said that I hadn't sang to her for a long time.
The seaside at night has a unique charm. Other cities have gradually fallen asleep, but far away from the city, the seaside is waking up at night.
The moon hung high, casting silver light that illuminated the entire coast.
The surface of the sea was sparkling, as if it were covered with a layer of broken silver.
The worries of the mortal world were temporarily left behind.
The three of us sat around on the beach, watching the waves rise and fall quietly in the darkness.
Lin Feifei handed me the guitar and said with a smile:
"Have you thought about what to sing? Jiang Jiang is hearing you sing for the first time, so you have to perform well."
Jiang Jiang was startled, holding his cheek in his hand, looking at me with bright eyes, and said sweetly:
"It turns out it's Brother Bin who plays the guitar! I thought it was Sister Feifei!"
Lin Feifei smiled slightly, "My advantage is not in this area."
I nodded and said the next words for her: "It's about eating."
"Hahaha!"
Not only was Lin Feifei not angry, but she was laughing so hard.
"Stop talking nonsense, I want to hear you sing. Have you thought about what to sing?"
Lin Feifei told me in the afternoon. She said that as soon as she came to the beach, she wanted to hear me sing. She thought it was unique to listen to me singing while the wind was blowing at the beach.
In fact, the happiness of men and women is not the same. I think the waves are roaring outside and the gunfire is raging inside, which makes it a different mood.
After withdrawing my thoughts, I took over the guitar and gently slid my fingers over the guitar strings. The notes of "NeBoy" rose and fell like ocean waves.
"Yes, I see sunshine everywhere."
"Happiness is flying over the city."
"The new century comes like a dream."
"Keep me warm"
"..."
I held the guitar and played and sang to myself, while Lin Feifei and Jiang Jiang were playing rhythmically next to me.
At this time, I realized that Jiang Jiang was a fan of Pu Shu. When she thought of the melody of "NeBoy", she danced with excitement.
She got excited and continued excitedly:
"Our life is as sweet as sugar."
"Wear new clothes and get a new haircut."
"Take it easy, indos98."
Her voice is like a string of silver bells, floating gently in the sea breeze.
I can't help but feel a little surprised.
Jiang Jiang can't help himself
She couldn't help but started singing along with me, and I quite enjoyed the feeling of being worshiped by a beautiful woman.
Me: "Babaoo, go your way."
Jiang Jiang: "Babaoo, guess what gift I will give you in the future."
Together: "Babaoo, throw away your old school bag!"
"Onyinternationalolplayboy."
By the vast ocean, I held an acoustic guitar and sang these two beauties mesmerizingly.
After singing the song, Jiang Jiang took the initiative and gave me a beautiful high five.
Of course I couldn't forget Lin Feifei and gave her a high-five.
Jiang Jiang looked at me with burning eyes, a little more admiration in his eyes:
"Brother Bin can do it! He is so talented. Sister Feifei, is he your light?"
Lin Feifei stared into my eyes, meaningfully:
"It's not light, it's the speed of light."
I:"……"
Jiang Jiang didn't hear what she was saying. She was one of those self-exciting beauties. She was more excited than anyone else. After I finished singing, she encouraged Lin Feifei to sing a song too.
Lin Feifei was a little shy and waved her hands repeatedly: "I'm really not good at it. I don't sing well."
Jiang Jiang said seductively: "What's the matter? We are all ordinary people. If you sing and have Brother Bin play the guitar to accompany you, it's a nice talk!"
When she said this, I was indeed a little tempted. I had never heard Lin Feifei sing before, so I winked at her and said with a smile:
"Would you like to sing a song? I will accompany you."
Lin Feifei hesitated for a moment and nodded: "Okay! Then I will sing a song, "Short Hair" by Gigi Leung."
She cleared her throat and sang "Short Hair" softly with my accompaniment.
Lin Feifei said that her singing was not good. She said this out of modesty. Her singing voice was as undulating as the waves, pure and affectionate.
The night wind blew away her long hair and also took away her singing voice.
I played the piano with my eyes closed, enjoying the moment of peace. Everything around me seemed to be intoxicated by her ethereal voice.
When the last note dissipated in the night sky, her singing also drew a perfect symbol.
Lin Feifei and I looked at each other and smiled. On this night on the beach, her singing voice and guitar melody have been deeply imprinted in our memories. It has witnessed our love. I hope our story can be heard in the night sky. Continue below.
The night was getting darker and the seaside was getting colder and colder. Seeing that it was almost time, I suggested returning.
On the way back to the hotel, I tentatively asked Jiang Jiang if we could change the room back.
Jiang Jiang was startled, blinked his watery almond eyes, and looked a little nervous:
"Then what if Zhao Bo still tries to take advantage of me?"
"Family members, I'll update today. I took my child to the hospital for a day and didn't come back until 7pm. He was found to have influenza A. Please understand."
