Have a meal? What a waste!
From her deep dark eyes, I saw the worry and helplessness between her eyebrows.
I looked at her determined face and felt a sense of powerlessness in my heart.
I want to explain, I want to struggle, but I know it's all in vain now, and now I can only accept this reality.
Before Lin Feifei left, I returned her Tesla car keys.
Before going upstairs, I smoked a cigarette to adjust my mood.
The night wind blew gently, moving the corners of my clothes and hair, and also brushed my cheek, as if it wanted to comfort me with its invisible hands.
Smoke rises in the night, just like my current thoughts, chaotic and without any rules.
Lin Feifei just left, and I watched her back disappear from my eyes, leaving only the sadness.
But now I don’t have much time to be sad about spring and autumn. There is Zhou Shutong upstairs. I can’t just leave her girl up there to dry, right?
Back on the second floor of the restaurant, Zhou Shutong was in a daze in front of a table of delicious food, without any appetite.
I adjusted my mood and walked over with a forced smile on my face. After sitting down again, I smiled apologetically at her:
"I was really sorry just now, Feifei..."
The corners of her mouth were raised slightly, as if she was trying to squeeze out a smile, but the bitterness could not be concealed. When she smiled, there was a kind of desolate beauty.
"Are you and Feifei okay?"
I pretended to be calm and shook my head, "It's okay. She went home first. She told me that she actually understood it and didn't mean to blame you. Don't blame yourself. She was just in a bad mood. "
I didn't want her to put pressure on me, but Zhou Shutong was still in a sad mood.
It should be said that tonight is destined to be a sleepless night for the three of us.
Of course Zhou Shutong and I were not in the mood to eat, so we packed up the food and took it away.
It was a pleasant surprise, but I didn’t expect that the plan could not keep up with the changes.
Zhou Shutong comforted me all the way and told me not to quarrel no matter what I went back. Conflicts among the people can always be adjusted.
I am no longer a young boy, and I no longer quarrel easily.
Simple, crude, inefficient and costly.
To sum up, it is useless and hurts feelings.
It's not that I don't dare to quarrel, it's that I don't want to quarrel, it's boring, and it has no use at all except making things worse.
The corridor was dark, and a faint light overflowed from the crack in the door.
It seems that Lin Feifei has arrived home.
I took out the key and unlocked the keyhole. The originally closed keyhole slowly opened as the key turned.
I exhaled.
Fortunately, I was not locked out.
I plucked up the courage to open the door, and Sanqian and Plush came flying towards me.
Although this is the highest respect for the shit shovel, but without Lin Feifei today, I suddenly felt a little desolate.
I temporarily suppressed my impatience and dealt with the two cats for a while before I mustered up the courage to push open the bedroom door.
As a result, I got into trouble.
She locked the door. .
have to!
Tonight I can only lie on my side, feeling aggrieved.
I took a quick shower to wash away all the bad luck I had today, then I took out a can of beer from the refrigerator and drank while lying on my side.
As soon as I entered the side sleeper, my pillows and bedding were all thrown neatly on the bed.
I shook my head helplessly and threw myself heavily on the bed. The springs of the mattress vibrated slightly under me, like waves gently lapping on the beach.
I felt like I was surrounded by a deep loneliness, especially the scent of Lin Feifei still lingering on the pillow. That alluring and reassuring smell seemed to be floating slowly, stimulating my nerves. .
My thoughts are like spreading vines along with the fragrance, constantly nourishing various complex emotions.
thread. The last time Lin Feifei and I had a cold war was because of a naughty kid.
After this battle, I tried my best to control my emotions and prevent any large-scale war between us. After all, it would hurt our feelings and it would be easy to bring her out in court in the future.
None of us slept well that night. I was just about to fall asleep when I vaguely heard the sound of moving outside, followed by a slight sound of the door closing.
I feel more and more uncomfortable because she didn't sleep well last night and had to get up so early to go to work.
Why……
I tossed and turned and didn't fall asleep until about five or six o'clock. When I woke up, it was already noon.
My whole body aches and I feel confused.
never mind.
Order takeout and go to sleep, who asked me to work for you.
I have a live broadcast tonight. Although it is only three hours, I have to face it with a full spirit.
Under the capture of the camera, every move you make will appear in front of the audience mercilessly, and you must let go of all love and hatred.
It was around two o'clock in the afternoon when I reluctantly got out of bed.
Zhou Shutong sent me a message and asked me how Lin Feifei and I were doing. I told her that we didn’t have time to meet yet and would wait until her anger subsided before I could talk to her.
My proposal was immediately rejected by Zhou Shutong. She called me directly and told me in a serious tone that quarreling must not happen overnight. Bad emotions accumulate and precipitate like toxins. Over time, they will develop grudges. .
After listening to Zhou Shutong's teachings, it really expanded my thinking, so I edited a paragraph and sent it to Lin Feifei.
I know she won't reply, but she will definitely see it when she has time.
After Lin Feifei calms down, she usually ignores me, talks little, and never takes the initiative to raise topics. But if I speak first and give her the step, she will continue, and slowly let the estrangement fade away over time. The ashes flew out into smoke.
In the afternoon, Tang Feng informed me that the co-branded freeze-dried coffee is ready for delivery, and I plan to put it on the live broadcast room for sale tonight.
My work before the war made me extremely busy. I had to post product links, take photos, and make pictures to upload to the store. I was so busy that I had no time to think about things with Lin Feifei.
But I still take the time to look at my phone.
The message was sent out for an hour, two hours, three hours...
Like a mud cow drowning in the sea, there is no news.
Although I am decadent, I still have to work hard to make money. After all, I carry a gift of 180,000 yuan. This is not just a promise, but I tell myself that if I can't even do this, how can I talk about the future.
Sometimes it’s actually good to be busy. At least it makes me forget a lot of my worries. I don’t have time to think about what happened last night. The product was approved only ten minutes before it was broadcast.
Ever since I joined the joint venture, I have never worked so hard on something as I do now. I feel that the long-lost passion is back, and the ideal flame is burning brightly. It is a kind of lava-like heat, pushing me forward. Go further...
The freeze-dried coffee performed admirably. I watched the data in the background keep rising, and the big stone hanging in my heart finally fell.
But at this moment, there was a sudden sound of a key turning the keyhole outside the door, and the big stone in my heart had to hang up again...
"Two updates today, and a handsome guy is asking for votes at the beginning of the month!"
