After I came back, I was busier than before. Suddenly I returned to a big city from my leisurely hometown, and I needed to adapt to the rhythm and other things again.
Life in first-tier cities is as fast as lightning, like a high-speed train carrying people forward.
Here, the hustle and bustle of the city has already started before the sun shines on the earth every morning. Everyone is running on their own track, like the hands on a clock, constantly rotating.
My parents were at home. In order not to affect their rest, I had no choice but to go back to the company to live broadcast. After taking such a long break before, I decided to broadcast an additional hour every day, five hours of live broadcast, and I felt like I was out of my mind every day.
In the live broadcast industry, there is no ultimate volume, only more volume. Some anchors basically don’t take a break every day. They won’t take a break from the beginning to the end. No one is placing orders and they have to pretend to be lively in the live broadcast room.
In fact, there are many companies that come to me to bring goods, but some products are really hard to describe, and many products have been rejected by me. I don’t bring that many products every day, so Xu Huilao said that I influence everyone to make money.
Everyone knows that money is good. There are so many products to bring every day, and there are all kinds of products. If you don’t refuse anyone who comes, and sell some inferior products, you will end up losing your own brand. Especially since we are in the food business, food is the most important thing for the people. Safety comes first when eating.
I broadcast from 7 o'clock every night to midnight. In the huge company, except for the live broadcast room, everything else is silent in the night. I am the only one in the company. Although I feel a little lonely, it is better than being quiet, as if the whole company is quiet. The world belongs to me.
Lin Feifei and I started living like roommates again. I didn't get home until after one in the morning, but she got up at about three in the morning. Sometimes I didn't even know when she left, and I didn't have time to rest. I stayed with my father for rehabilitation in the morning and went to the company in the afternoon. I was very busy.
Just one word: tired!
But you have to grit your teeth and persevere even when you are tired. The road is bumpy, but the results are wonderful.
My father's illness caused my wallet to shrink rapidly. Fortunately, I bought him medical insurance, otherwise I would have cried to death.
My father's symptoms were relatively mild. He only did walking training, acupuncture, massage, etc. in the rehabilitation hospital. The cost was 23,000 yuan, and in severe cases, it might even cost 100,000 yuan.
Today, after accompanying him for rehabilitation training, on the way back, my father couldn't help but said to me:
"Binzi, we are here this time. Should we meet Feifei's mother? Let's settle your matters?"
When he said it suddenly, I was stunned for a moment.
I have been so busy lately that Deng Meijia seems to have become a very distant memory.
I saw my father's earnest eyes through the central rearview mirror, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll call her this afternoon and ask."
When it came to Deng Meijia, I didn't get angry. My father probably thought I was being perfunctory, so he suddenly became angry and said, "You are now a grown man. It's time to get down to business and stop taking things seriously."
At this time, the sun was shining brightly outside the carriage, and the sun was shining slantly on my face, but I couldn't feel a trace of warmth.
The scenery on both sides flew past my eyes, and I felt an indescribable loss in my heart.
I don't want to have a family, but my parents and I are from two different worlds. They think it's more reliable to meet someone on a blind date. Find someone with a similar family background and a good match, so no one will look down on the other.
But I don’t want to go against my own heart. I am also thirty years old. As expected, I am almost halfway through my life. In the first half of my life, I was experiencing anxiety, confusion, internal friction, fear, and conflict. In the second half, I wanted to live a good life for myself and not be kidnapped by worldly things.
Facing my father's reproach, I forced a smile and said nothing more.
In the adult world, there is only silence and no argument. My parents and I are from two different worlds, and no one can convince the other. If we have to argue about who is right and who is wrong, in the end we will both lose and end up unhappy.
My father saw that I was silent, so he didn’t say anything more.
In the past two years, my lifelong event has become the main trigger of "war" in my family. When it comes to this matter, my parents have nothing to do with it.
He was so angry that he scolded me from time to time.
I also have my own helplessness in my heart. I can't tell them that Deng Meijia just thinks our family is poor and looks down on her?
If you really say that, it will still hurt your parents’ hearts in the end.
If a person has to rely on himself for everything, then no matter whether he is wronged or depressed, he can only digest it by himself. Life is like this, no one listens to your explanation, and no one can really empathize with you. Even if you cry heartbrokenly late at night, you have to face your boss with a smile the next day.
No way, this is life, cruel but true.
After sending my parents home, I switched to a motorcycle and went straight to the company. The depression in my heart could only be resolved when I rode the motorcycle and felt a unique passion burning in my chest.
As I rode the motorcycle, I began to imagine the roar of the engine and the howling of the wind flying through my ears. For men, a motorcycle is like riding an untamed wild horse. In the wild and unrestrained atmosphere, all depression, helplessness, and frustration will be burned away.
The engine of the motorcycle began to roar, but I ignored most of the traffic. I slowly merged into the traffic flow. The vehicles were densely lined up. I rode the motorcycle and struggled through the traffic flow, like a fish swimming upstream in a fast river. .
I watched the shared bicycles riding by and felt a little regretful as to why I had to take the innermost lane just now.
When I arrived at the company, it was still early, so I had a quick lunch. Then I sat under an umbrella outside the restaurant and called Deng Meijia.
As soon as Deng Meijia received my call, she smiled happily, "Hey, Yu Bin, it's such a coincidence that you called me, I have something else to tell you!"
I thought, "What's going on?"
"I saw that your live broadcast of helping farmers was well received! You can do it now! A friend of mine wants me to contact you! I want to talk about cooperation."
Hearing this, my brows suddenly furrowed. She was probably bragging outside, saying that her daughter had found an internet celebrity anchor. Otherwise, how would people know that I knew her?
"How do your friends know that I know you? You said it yourself outside, right?"
Her smile was a little flattering, "Hey, they are all my friends. They have watched Feifei grow up. How can you not know what her boyfriend does?"
"Oh, let's do this! I'll form a group, and I'll ask the company's product manager to connect with him."
I wanted to end this topic. Just as I was about to get back to the topic, Deng Meijia exclaimed:
"What? Aren't we talking to you? Don't you want to pick it up?"
