The door of the house is tightly closed, as if dividing the inside and outside into two worlds. When the wind blows, the copper ring on the door makes a dull shaking sound, which seems to tell a kind of loneliness and loneliness.
In the past, when my father was at home, the door of our house was always open. His voice was loud and clear. When he talked in the yard, everyone outside the yard was deafened. But now the house is full of solemnity.
I opened the door, and Huahua rushed towards me with her tail wagging, rubbing against my legs. Before I came back, I thought the yard must be messy, but I didn't expect that the yard was very clean, almost spotless, and the stone pavement was swept smooth as a mirror, almost reflecting the sky.
My mother walked out of the curtained room at this time. When she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, and then smiled happily: "Binzi is back, how is your dad?"
I smiled lightly and said, "The doctor said it's fine, and there are nurses watching over me! From now on, I will go to the hospital to visit in the morning, come back in the afternoon, and do live broadcasts in the evening."
My mother looked surprised: "You're not going back to work? You've been at home for a long time."
"It's okay. I made an agreement with my boss to stay at home during this time. My job is more flexible. I just need to do the live broadcast at night. I now have to do the live broadcast from 7 to 11 pm every night. At this time, you can Just don’t come into my house.”
My mother has no idea about my job. She sees me talking eloquently on my mobile phone every day and feels that I am not doing my job properly. In the concept of her and my father, only having an iron rice bowl is considered reliable, and speaking out can bring glory to the family.
I remember when my parents heard that I was an anchor, they frowned so much that they could kill a fly, thinking that I was not doing my job properly.
My mother was silent for a moment, then suddenly sighed, "Binzi, is the anchoring industry feasible? I think you'd better find a nine-to-five job."
My heart went cold, and I felt like I was attacked by dead memories again. I sighed, feeling helpless.
I make money based on my ability. I never stole or robbed, but my parents always poured cold water on me. In fact, when we were wandering outside, most people reported good things but not bad things. I silently digested the disgusting things at work. I never expected it. What my parents can bring me is as long as they respect my choice and support my work after I make it. Unfortunately, even this has become an unattainable luxury. .z.
In the past, when my mother said this, I would definitely be furious, but now when she says this, I am as calm as water and can't make any waves.
This time my father was hospitalized made me understand that home is a place of love, not a place of reason. There is no need to argue about who is right and who is wrong. Whatever they say, I just laugh it off.
I stared at her old face. The corners of her eyes were droopy and full of wrinkles, like an old book that had been read countless times. The skin that was once smooth and delicate has now become rough, like rice fields in autumn, cut with a sickle by the years. .
I smiled and said, "Don't always think like that. This is a legitimate job for me, and it's quite profitable. If I didn't make money, would I be able to come up with so much money if my dad was hospitalized this time? Don't you think Shutong can afford it?" Are you also a host? Don’t worry!"
My mother’s brows were still furrowed, “Aren’t I worried that you are a youth in this industry? What will you do when you get old?”
"Whether this will work or not, please don't worry about me if you find another job."
My goal has always been to get drunk now. Thinking too far ahead will only make people anxious in advance.
My mother knew she couldn't convince me, so she sighed helplessly.
"By the way, Mom, why is our yard so clean?"
"Isn't this all done by Shutong and Feifei? These two girls are both very good. I think you will have regrets no matter which one you choose. Hey..." My mother hesitated to speak.
My head feels heavy for a while, why does it come again while talking? I was so scared that I quickly ended the topic.
When I got back to the room, I felt like I hadn't been there for a long time.
I threw myself on the bed, feeling like I hadn't touched the bed in a long time. When you close your eyes, you can feel that every joint is relaxing, and the tight muscles are gradually relaxing. What comes to your ears is the sound of wind outside the window and the occasional chirping of birds.
Especially the faint fragrance left on the pillow makes me feel relaxed and happy.
Smelling the aroma on the tip of my nose, I couldn't help but call Lin Feifei. I didn't know if she was busy at the moment. I didn't care. I just gave it a try.
The phone call miraculously went through.
"Hey, hubby, why did you call me suddenly? Did you miss me?"
Her voice was like a thin cloud, floating over from the sky.
"Yeah, that's right!"
I didn't deny that I missed her. Life is short. If you like someone, you have to say it.
Lin Feifei chuckled, "Hey, it's rare! I haven't seen you for just a day, and this is what I thought."
I feel that distance is like a pair of invisible big hands that pull at feelings. Thousands of miles apart, my thoughts about her are pulled away, and I feel a strong vibration that makes me want to fly to her immediately.
"That's right! Hey... you didn't go to work today?"
"I'm here, but I'm training today and I'm flying out tomorrow. It's so quiet over there. Are you going home?"
"Hmm, I will be broadcasting live starting tonight. If nothing happens in the future, I will go to the hospital to report in the morning and come back in the afternoon."
Lin Feifei's voice became obviously happy, "That's good. There are nurses in the hospital, so you don't have to worry too much. You can spend more time with your aunt when you go home. Otherwise, she will be depressed at home alone and prone to random thoughts."
I have to take care of both the hospital and my family. Sometimes it’s really tiring. The biggest hardship I’ve ever had was going to work. I feel like I’m tired of enduring the humiliation and burden of going to work every day. But these days in the hospital, walking around all day, I feel like I’m tired at the end of the day. My legs are sore and I feel even more tired than working.
"Are you lying down now?"
Lin Feifei's voice brought me back to reality from my thoughts.
"Yes! How do you know? Do you know me so well?"
Lin Feifei chuckled, her laughter was like the sound of nature, more crisp and moving than the birds singing outside the window.
"It sounds like your kidneys are weak when you talk, you must be lying down!"
Hey!
I also laughed, but it’s a pity that she is not around now, otherwise she must know that without practice, there is no right to speak.
I sniffed, and the orchid breath on the pillow kept entering my nose.
"Hey, isn't it because the pillow smells so good when you sleep on it? Of course I don't want to get up, I haven't smelled enough yet!"
As I said that, I took a few more breaths.
Lin Feifei giggled, "Does it smell good?"
"It smells good. I'll smell the sheets again. Maybe there's a smell on the sheets too!"
"It's also on the towel and quilt, why don't you smell it too?"
"OK!"
I picked up the towel and smelled it. Sure enough, the fragrance surrounded me and I couldn't help but be intoxicated by it.
I sniffed hard, deliberately telling Lin Feifei to listen.
The laughter on the phone is like a note, dancing lightly in my ears, like ice cream in summer, sweet and refreshing.
"Can you please stop being so obscene! I always feel like you're going to use it to do bad things at night."
