Aunt Xu saw me from a distance and kept waving to me. It turned out that our position had changed tonight and we were laying a floor in the innermost corner of the hall. Aunt Xu had the foresight to use my yoga mat to help me seize the opportunity.
I introduced Lin Feifei to them, and they were all shocked by Lin Feifei's appearance.
Although I only knew these companions for a day or two, these few days made me feel like one day in the sky and one year in the earth.
I spread the mattress I brought on top of the yoga mat, then rolled up my jacket into two pillows and placed them on the mattress.
Although the outside world is like a huge oven, the hall is cool and cool. The wind blown by the central air conditioner caresses the body like being soothed by cool silk.
The temperature was cool, but the coolness of the marble floor could spread throughout the body through the yoga mat. After I lay down and felt it, I spread a plush blanket at the bottom.
Lin Feifei and I sat leaning against the wall. She took off her shoes and socks, and her snow-white feet were as elegant as a swan's neck.
I looked at those jade feet that were like works of art, and I felt worried in my heart. I sighed: "The environment here is almost boring. If you don't feel comfortable with it, tell me!"
With so many people crowded into one space, various smells permeated the air, the most obvious of which was the lingering smell of feet and sweat, and grunts and cries also came and went.
I'm worried that she won't be used to it. After all, this is very different from her previous life.
Lin Feifei's face looked a little unnatural, but she shook her head and said stubbornly: "It's okay, I can adapt. To be honest, coming here today has a big impact on me."
I tilted my head and glanced at her.
Lin Feifei smiled, worked up her emotions, and said, "I used to eat, drink, and have fun every day. The world I saw was all glamorous. I never thought that there is such a side to life. This is real life." The most real look?"
I felt a little emotional in my heart and smiled, "I can only say that the world you see before you are thirty and after you are thirty may be different."
"Oh?" Lin Feifei raised her eyebrows with a hint of curiosity.
I licked my lips, my smile was still there, but there was a bit of bitterness in my mouth:
"The native family like ours is not very good. In fact, there is a lack of guidance. For example, when I was in my 20s, I would not consider buying a house or a car. I was confused and had no goals. When I suffered some losses and suffered a lot, Only then did I gradually understand some of the laws of society, but I was already thirty years old at this time. Once a person is over thirty, his parents are getting older, his children are getting older, and there are more and more places that need money. Then I found that my ability was not worthy of my ambition, and I was getting further and further away from my goal.”
I turned my head and glanced at Lin Feifei. She was listening to me attentively. I smiled, pointed at the people in front of me, and said softly: "Look at these people, their relatives are all living in the ICU. Many of them are The salary is not as high as mine, and the pressure is greater than mine, but in the past two days, I have never heard them complain. Now think about it, the little pressure we have to work is nothing!"
Her eyes reflected the faces of all the people in the hospital. Life was like looking for candy in glass shards. No one was not working hard, but some people were tired.
"Well, so I think this is real life. I was too naive before." Lin Feifei curved her mouth and revealed a wry smile.
After saying that, she covered her hands with her hands and hit him. Then he squinted his eyes hard.
After driving for a day, she took a shower and then accompanied me to the hospital. She hasn't rested yet. I can't help but feel a little sad for her like this.
I patted her shoulder and said, "Go to sleep first!"
Lin Feifei blinked her eyes fiercely a few times. Her long eyelashes were like a tired butterfly, its wings covered with heavy dew.
"how about you?"
"I...I went out to smoke a cigarette." I have indeed become addicted to smoking. I have been so busy these past two days that I have not even thought about eating, let alone smoking.
She nodded obediently, "Well, okay, I'll go to bed first, and you don't want to be too late."
After saying that, she lay down on her side, leaving half of the room for me.
I took out a thin blanket and covered her
body, then resolutely turned around and walked out of the hall.
He walked outside the hospital and lit a cigarette under the silver-gray moonlight. I took a deep breath of the cigarette, and the smell of tobacco filled the night sky. It was a special taste, bitter with a little sweetness, just like life.
The cigarette is held in the hand, like a quiet teller, silently releasing blue smoke.
I just have an idea now, no matter how much money I spend, I must cure my father's disease.
If the money is gone, I can make it again. The worst is to start from scratch, as long as people are fine.
I smoked a cigarette and thought silently. The doctor told me today that my father’s bleeding volume was small and the location was not a critical part. The situation is still very optimistic. But when he wakes up, it depends on whether there are any sequelae. The after-care and rehabilitation training are also important. pile of problems. But I still had to work, and I was thinking about how I could convince my parents to live with me in Dadu for a while.
The medical conditions in Dadu are much better than those in my hometown, which is more beneficial to my dad’s later recovery. I can live broadcast at home and take care of them while working.
only……
They are old and want to drift north. Are they willing to do so?
But if they can't leave their hometown, my job is okay. The worst I can do is live broadcast in my hometown, which is just a little more troublesome to communicate with the company. I believe Zhang Yin can understand my difficulties, but Lin Feifei...
Her job is in Dadu and it is impossible for her to go back to her hometown with me.
I felt like a ball of burning coals, making me crackle.
Everything is fate, nothing is up to you.
When I thought about work, I took out my mobile phone and prepared to open the backstage of D Sound to take a look. It has not been broadcast for two days, so I guess the backstage is urging it to air.
As soon as I opened the background interface, a lot of private messages came in. I thought they were all urging me to broadcast, but I didn't expect them to encourage me. They told me to do things at home first, and they would keep waiting for me.
My eyes can't help but get a little moist. No matter how messy life is, there will always be some people who move me.
I returned to the lobby on the first floor. Lin Feifei had fallen asleep, and the moonlight shone through the window on her delicate silhouette.
She sleeps sweetly, and every time I see her sleeping like this, I can't help but want to take care of her.
I gently put my coat on her body, and then I lay down close to the edge of the mattress. She often turned over at night, and I was afraid that she would not have room to perform.
Even so, when I woke up the next day, I felt something hanging on my body as soon as I moved.
When I opened my eyes, a slender long leg was resting on my body.
I turned my head, and that charming face without makeup was facing me.
I was afraid of waking her up, so I was about to get up quietly, but the corridor was extremely noisy with people coming and going. Before I could put my hand on her leg, Lin Feifei had already woken up.
She lazily opened her eyes in the warm sunshine, sat up slowly, and stretched out, revealing her curves.
"Huh? What time is it now?"
She was not fully awake yet, her eyes were still a little confused, and her hair was messy, like a kitten that had just woken up.
"It's about 6 o'clock. You go back to the hotel to catch up on your sleep."
I also stretched a bit. After a night on the floor, my back was sore. I rubbed my stiff back and glanced around Brother Lei and the others. Their movements were slow and seemed a bit laborious, but no one complained.
Lin Feifei shook her head, "No, no, let's wait for Shutong to come! By the way, will Auntie be here soon?"
I nodded, "Yes, Qiangzi will send her here."
At this time, I received a call from Zhou Shutong, and I asked her to come to the lobby on the first floor to gather. Not long after, her slim figure appeared in sight.
"I have brought supplies to express my condolences to you. Let's eat some first!" Zhou Shutong handed Lin Feifei and me a bag of xiaolongbao and millet porridge.
"Drink the porridge later, it will be hot."
When she saw me inserting the straw into the cup, she reminded me.
I put down the cup, stared at Zhou Shutong's unadorned but delicate and flawless facial features, and asked, "You stayed in the hotel yesterday, are you still used to sleeping?"
Zhou Shutong nodded, "Well, it's okay. You go back and catch up on your sleep first. I'll keep an eye on you."
I remained silent and didn't say anything. She patted me, glanced at Lin Feifei, and said, "Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about Feifei!"
I was convinced by her.
I couldn't worry and asked her to call me anytime if she had anything to do. I called Zhang Qiang on the way and told him about the situation here.
When I got back to the hotel, I originally wanted to lie down and go to sleep, but Lin Feifei pulled me up from the bed.
"I'll go to bed after taking a shower. My whole body will stink." She protested loudly.
I slept on the floor for two nights, with my head rarely touching the pillow, and I didn't want to get up when I lay down. Moreover, there was Zhou Shutong's orchid scent on the quilt, which made me feel like I had fallen into a gentle land.
"I'm sleepy, so I won't take a shower." I lay down on the bed in a Tai-shaped position. My body was heavy and weak, and I suddenly felt like I was lying in a cloud.
Lin Feifei pulled me up and said, "I'll help you wash it!"
My eyes widened and I forced a smile, "That's okay."
Lin Feifei: "..."
When I woke up, the whole room was filled with tranquility, as if the noise of the world had been swallowed up by the tranquility of this moment. I turned my head and looked at Lin Feifei. She was sleeping soundly and breathing evenly.
I crept up, put on my clothes, then picked up my shoes and walked out on tiptoes.
When I walked to the door, I turned around and took a deep look at Lin Feifei. Seeing that she had no intention of waking up, I gently closed the door, put on my shoes and strode downstairs.
When I returned to the hospital, I went straight to the critical care floor, but I missed it.
My mother was not guarding outside the intensive care unit, which surprised me, so I took out my mobile phone and called Zhou Shutong.
The phone was connected, and her voice was a little noisy.
"Hey, Yu Bin, we are in the cafeteria on the basement floor! Auntie and I are eating!"
Zhou Shutong seemed to have guessed what I wanted to say and didn't give me a chance to express myself...
