My brain was in standby mode at the time, and I was suddenly stunned by what she said, and I immediately blurted out:
"How is this immoral? They both agree! One is my girlfriend and the other is my neighbor. I know them both. What's wrong?"
The girl at the front desk looked embarrassed, her eyebrows furrowed, and she looked at me with a look that was hard to explain. .z.
The two beauties next to me blushed. Lin Feifei gave me a pink fist, pointed at Zhou Shutong and said to the front desk:
"She will stay here tonight, and he and I will go to the hospital to take care of her."
The girl at the front desk shrank her neck, ashamed, and quickly let me go. It was only then that I realized what was going on, and I was speechless. What was going on in her head?
I felt it was inconvenient to live there, so I decided to open another room for Zhou Shutong.
She pulled me and shook her head: "Don't go away. Let's make do with it tonight. Tomorrow, those who are resting can go home and stay! I checked the distance. It's only twenty kilometers from the hospital to my home in the countryside. If I drive, it's half a mile. We arrived in just over an hour, so there’s no need to book an extra room, and we can still go home from work and spend time with my aunt.”
I nodded, feeling a little touched in my heart. She was thoughtful.
After Zhou Shutong was settled, Lin Feifei and I simply packed up and returned to the hospital.
The sky is like a washed coarse cloth, with dark and light colors, bright and bright, as if various colors are deeply mixed, and the stars are like a few taels of silver sprinkled on the coarse cloth.
It is difficult to see stars in the city, but in my hometown, they are extremely common.
I have been so busy these past two days that I feel dizzy. The strong smell of disinfectant in the hospital stimulates my nerves and I dare not relax for a moment. Now that I am breathing in the fresh night air, I finally feel more relaxed.
As we live, we have been busy making money. We all say that money is not everything, but nothing is impossible without money. But now I feel that things that can be solved with money are not problems. There are some things that cannot be solved no matter how much money you have. Can't be solved.
Such as birth, old age, illness and death...
I used to think that I must buy a car and a house in this life and become successful and famous. But when my father was hospitalized, I suddenly felt that nothing mattered anymore. I just wanted my family to be safe.
We walked side by side to the hospital, and the world around us seemed to have stopped. She suddenly stretched out her hand and held me tightly.
I was stunned for a moment, couldn't help but have a smile on my face, and held her hand tightly.
"Don't think too much. There's nothing you can do about this kind of thing. If you get too excited, it will affect Auntie." Lin Feifei said softly.
I smiled. This should be the only smile I have had in the past two days.
Although life tortures us all over, there are always people who are gentle to you.
"Zhou Shutong is here too, which I didn't expect." I said truthfully.
"Well, I didn't expect that she would come, but I think it would be good to have more people helping me. It would be too tiring for you to do everything by yourself."
I smiled and said, "As long as my dad can be well, it's okay to be a little bit tired."
"Well, uncle will be fine, don't worry!"
I hesitated for a moment, not knowing whether to say something or not. After a brief mental battle between heaven and man, I still hesitated to speak:
"Feifei, Shutong wants to come too, you won't misunderstand anything, right?"
I'm really afraid that this girl will overthink it. After experiencing so much together, and just as she's about to achieve success, I'm afraid that the happiness she's got will fly away again.
"Fool, what did I misunderstand? If I had misunderstood, I would have misunderstood you already! I actually admire her."
"Admire her?"
"Well, yes, I admire her. She knows that you regard her as a buddy and will not put any pressure on you. She will only show up when you need help the most. She made me understand that liking someone is not about possessing, but Complete."
She glanced at me, her eyes moving, and a touch of softness condensed in her eyes.
"I don't think I can do this. If it were me, I would definitely pursue it if I liked it, but that's not the case with her. She would choose to fulfill her. I think fulfillment requires more courage and broad-mindedness than possession, so I admire her."
I just felt an unspeakable emotion in my heart, which made my heart surge. Lin Feifei feels that she is not as good as Zhou Shutong, but in my opinion, it is commendable that she can say so relieved.
They both have their own merits, and there should be no comparison in relationships. No one is perfect. I am very satisfied now.
I couldn't help but rub her head and said with a smile, "You all have your own shining points. There's no need to compare with others. It's all my fault."
Lin Feifei blinked and looked at me in shock, "Why are you so bad?"
"I'm too good, so I let you two sink too deep..."
"Go to hell! You're shameless!"
Before, I was alone, and my loneliness was always magnified. Now that Lin Feifei is by my side, although it can't change the cruel reality, at least I can have someone to talk to with me to drive away loneliness.
Returning to the hospital lobby, in the huge hall, the white walls and smooth marble floors reflected the cold light, giving people a cold and desolate feeling.
As soon as Lin Feifei came in, her face changed slightly and she was shocked by the scene in front of her.
Some people leaned against the cold wall, some made beds on the floor, or huddled on benches. Everyone had a look of exhaustion and a hint of determination on their faces.
If I use one word to describe Lin Feifei's world, I think it should be exquisite.
The cosmetics, facial masks, skin care products, clothes she wore, and the bags she carried were all from famous brands. She had been living in the clouds. Her understanding of life was probably confused by the TV series. This scene in front of her completely overturned her view of life. cognition.
Her eyes widened in disbelief. She glanced at me and couldn't help but ask, "Is there no bed? I thought everyone slept on camp beds in the ward."
I shook my head, that's why I didn't want to bring Lin Feifei to suffer this pain with me.
Her daily life is between the airport and home. During her breaks, she either goes shopping or plays with her mobile phone. In the virtual world, there are little brothers and sisters, and all she sees is the glamorous side. Sometimes it is easy for people to forget reality. Separate from the virtual.
In reality, she had never seen such human suffering. Looking at her stunned expression, I couldn't help but smile bitterly.
"This is real life. We were protected too well before."
I paused, touched my nose, and said with a smile, "How about I take you back? In fact, I am enough alone. You can come back tomorrow morning."
Lin Feifei shook her head stubbornly, "It's okay, I just want to accompany you. I will be wherever you are. It's too hard for you to guard here alone. I can just talk to you."
I raised my hand and touched her hair. I was so moved that I wanted to say something, but it was too numb and stuck in my throat.
