I thought she would be very happy, but reality gave me a blow. Although her explanation was very pertinent, I felt like she was different from before, but I couldn't tell what it was.
In the past, when I cooked for her or bought her gifts, she would definitely be happy, but now there are deep emotions in her eyes that I can't see through.
I had a vague feeling that either something happened to her at work, or she was having trouble filming the vlog, otherwise she wouldn't be in a bad mood.
I've been with her for so long, and based on my understanding of her, if she doesn't want to say it, there's nothing I can do about it. Life is an upward spiral. Life will not keep you like this just because you are stable now. Smooth sailing only exists in imagination, and stumbling is the true face of life.
Since the beginning of this year, Lin Feifei has not been having a good time. First she lost her job, then she had trouble shooting vlogs, and recently she has been in a bad mood. But these are all phases. The so-called staying still may be for the sake of soaring in the future. Store energy.
The next day, I planned to get up early and prepare a loving breakfast for her.
But when I opened my eyes, there was nothing around me.
I was stunned when I heard the noise coming from the kitchen and couldn't help but glance at my watch.
It's only seven o'clock, isn't she getting up too early?
I put on my slippers, opened the door in a daze, walked into the kitchen, and my eyes immediately widened.
Lin Feifei was wearing a pink suspender nightgown, as if delicate silk was wrapped around her body. Her skin became whiter under the nightgown. Her long flowing curly hair lay gently on her shoulders, and a few strands of hair were dancing in the air. , like a cluster of rolling clouds.
She was so beautiful that I was in a trance for a moment.
I originally wanted to prepare a loving breakfast for her, but now she prepares it for me.
"Morning! Why don't you sleep more?" I touched my nose and said with a smile.
Lin Feifei looked back and smiled, two strands of hair on her cheeks caressing her face, her brightness was a bit naughty.
"You've had enough sleep, please sleep a little longer! Did you live stream until one o'clock in the morning last night?"
"Well, now everyone really likes to chat with me."
I scratched my chicken coop-like hair and yawned.
Lin Feifei smiled slightly, "If you go to sleep for a while, you won't sleep for a few hours in total."
I glanced at her graceful figure, and there was a vacuum inside her nightgown.
I suddenly felt a fire rising in my heart. It had been a long time since we had communicated well, and I couldn't help but want to do some "morning exercise."
I held her plump little hand and became unruly.
"How about you come with me?" I said with a smirk on my face.
Lin Feifei patted me gently, "Go! You have been sleeping so late recently and you still think about this kind of thing. Don't forget that sentence, the word "sex" is a knife in your head."
"Yes! How many more knives will you take?"
"..."
Lin Feifei was finally "rectified on the spot" by me, and her desires were like wild beasts, flowing freely.
We are entangled together, and we continue to demand without restraint, leaving people deprived of oxygen. We were so familiar with each other that she almost melted in my arms.
She turned over on her horse, put her hands on my chest, and lay softly on it. Then she was tied into a strong embrace, and she struggled to explore every corner.
I felt like a red-hot iron thrust into a pool of cold water. The hot soldering iron meets the cold water, and in the confrontation between cold and heat, they become one...
I hugged her tiredly, both of us were covered in sweat, and a tear seemed to fall from the corner of her eyes, dripping on the sky blue pillow.
I thought she was hurt by me, so I kissed the moist corners of her eyes and fell asleep tiredly...
When I woke up, it was almost noon, and Lin Feifei was no longer around.
There was the sound of the collision of spatulas outside, and I couldn't help but laugh. My emotions kept rising in the smoke.
The air is filled with the aroma of food, which contains the taste of life and Lin Feifei's feelings for me, touching my heart.
Heart emotions.
What I actually want is very simple, a not too big house, and a woman I love, but this seemingly simple request once made me feel that it was impossible to reach the sky.
But fortunately, they are all waving to me.
The woman I love most is by my side, and as long as I work hard, the house doesn't seem so out of reach.
At the age of thirty-one, I finally feel that my life is on an upward slope.
As soon as I got out of bed, my back hurt and my legs cramped. I felt like I had turned into a cow and plowed the fields for seven days and nights.
There is no plowed land, only exhausted cows.
I took a shower first to wash away my fatigue. When I was taking a shower, I discovered that she had planted a few small strawberries on my shoulders.
It only lasted for one day, and we were busy with our own affairs. This short-term warmth made me feel very precious.
When I wake up every day, only Plush and I "depend on each other" at home. When we are not broadcasting live, I suddenly don't know what to do, and I am in a state of chaos all day long.
Today, I was lying on the sofa bored, and a number suddenly called.
When I saw the name Mei Xueyuan written on the caller ID, I couldn't help but be stunned.
I suddenly had a lot of thoughts, and all kinds of past events appeared in front of my eyes like clouds.
"Hey, Sister Mei, I haven't contacted you for a long time. Why did you suddenly think of me?"
Her long-lost voice was like a cloud, seeming to float from the distant horizon.
"Hey, Anchor Yu Da, I haven't contacted you for a long time. You are doing well lately!"
In front of Mei Xueyan, I didn't dare to be arrogant at all, "It's just luck."
I'm not being polite when I say this. Sometimes you need some luck.
That night, if that netizen friend hadn't been looking for someone to talk to late at night, I wouldn't have accidentally made everyone cry.
Mei Xueyanrulan's voice came: "You're welcome, there's a reason for your hard work."
I said a few polite words and waited for her to speak first. We hadn't contacted each other for a long time, but she and Zhou Shutong were relatively close. Zhou Shutong said that she would ask about me from time to time.
Although we haven’t contacted each other for a long time, I thought the relationship would gradually become distant, but after a few chats, the original feeling came back instantly.
Some people dispersed as they walked. But some people, no matter how long they are apart, remain the same as before.
After not contacting her for a long time, Mei Xueyan must have something to tell me. I am waiting for her to take the initiative to speak.
Sure enough, after a brief exchange of greetings, Mei Xueyan suddenly said: "How are you Feifei lately?"
I was stunned for a moment and thought she was just concerned, but there was a hint of seriousness in her tone.
"What's wrong, sister? Why are you asking about her all of a sudden?"
"Maybe... there is something I should tell you..."
Mei Xueyan's voice was a little deep, which made me stunned...
