Moving is a very tiring task, both physically and mentally.
The longer you live in a house, the more stuff you have in your home. When you actually pack it up, you realize that there are more stuff in your home than you thought.
After returning from the broadcast today, Lin Feifei was squatting on the ground, packing moving things.
"I'm back! Honey, look, what I found!"
My interest was immediately piqued by her.
"what!"
I rushed over excitedly, but when I saw what she was holding, I stopped laughing.
Lin Feifei held a notebook in her hand, which recorded the daily routines of Kuang Li and me.
I have lived here for too long, and many things have been lost for a long time. If Lin Feifei hadn't dug them out today, I might never have imagined that Kuang Li's memory still remains in my home.
Lin Feifei flipped through a few pages and smiled, "Can you take a look?"
I smiled bitterly and said, "It's all in the past. What's there to see? But if you want to see it, go ahead and see it!"
It's all in the past, and Lin Feifei won't argue with me.
To be honest, I almost forgot what was written in it.
Lin Feifei cleared her throat and began to read:
"Yesterday, Kuang Li said she wanted to see fireworks, so I decided to buy two fireworks and give her one on her birthday."
As soon as she read this, Lin Feifei's eyebrows curved, "It's so romantic!"
I showed a dumbfounded expression, not knowing what to say.
Lin Feifei lowered her head and continued reading: "I set off fireworks tonight, so I bought two big fireworks. They were really expensive. Two cost me a thousand yuan, but Kuang Li is very happy. I think we must have a bright future." future……"
I was a little embarrassed, my face felt hot, and I smiled bitterly and said, "It's all in the past. If you have anything to read, throw it away quickly."
"No! This is your youth, keep it as a memory!"
I shook my head and threw it into the trash can, "Forget it, I thought the same way when I wrote it before. I thought it should be a memory of my youth, but now that I think about it, it's not necessary. I won't read it even after I wrote it."
Things that were once considered treasures gradually become less important.
Lin Feifei smiled and looked at me with burning eyes, "Then do you still have the love list I posted on the wall?"
"Then it needs to be taken away. What is written on it is our common dream."
"I haven't written in a long time, why don't you write a wish."
Under Lin Feifei's "encourage", I picked up the pen, faced the wish list, and began to ponder.
There are so many things I want to do with Lin Feifei.
But after this move, I was filled with emotions, so I wrote:
"I want to put down roots here and buy a house. It doesn't have to be big, but I don't want my baby to wander with me."
After I finished writing, Lin Feifei raised her lips and her eyes were bright: "What do you mean you won't let me wander with you?"
"Ah! Nowadays, rents are signed on a yearly basis. You may have to face a rent increase every year, and you may have to move..."
I explained a lot, but was suddenly interrupted by Lin Feifei.
"I mean, am I the only one exempt from wandering? We have to have children in the future!"
I felt like I was hit with happiness.
I used to think that the high housing prices in first-tier cities made me look up to them. After living in Beijing for ten years, housing has always been a hurdle in my heart and I didn’t dare to face it. But this time I moved, I suddenly realized, Pressure will not disappear just because you avoid it. Just because I don't bear this pressure doesn't mean that the pressure will disappear. In the future, my children may have to take over this pressure from me. Read the book
If a generation has to bear this pressure, it can only be me.
From the moment I put the plan of buying a house on my love list, it means that I must work hard to make money, live hard, and strive to take root here.
In order to prevent my wife and children from being free in the future
Suffering from wandering, this little pressure is nothing!
This is my last move, I said to myself silently.
Once a person has a direction, he can truly own himself. Although packing my luggage is tiring, I feel like I have a boost of energy in my heart that I can never use up.
Lin Feifei and I have a clear division of labor. She comes back to pack at night, and I am responsible for moving upstairs during the next day. Zhou Shutong has also come to help in the past few days, moving up and down with me every day.
On the last night I stayed at this home, I called Zhou Shutong over, and the three of us had a meal together.
I took the initiative to bring a glass of wine, looked around the empty room, and said with emotion: "Let's have a drink! The next time we get together, it will be at our new home."
Zhou Shutong smiled and said, "This must be the home you have lived in for the longest time! Are you reluctant to leave it?"
Don't tell me, it really does exist.
Although I keep complaining that it is old and broken, I really want to move away, but I still feel reluctant to let it go. After all, this place holds too many memories for me.
No matter whether I am happy or sad, this house confirms my youth. Slowly, it will be hidden in the depths of time.
After Zhou Shutong finished speaking, I smiled softly, "It feels like it's not just as simple as moving, I feel like saying goodbye to my old self."
Every time I move, I want to settle down. When I return the keys to the landlord, it's like saying goodbye to the past.
Whether I was happy or sad, the moment I closed the door, I was completely locked in the past.
From now on, I want to move forward.
After moving to a new home, everything was ready to go. It took me a full week to get everything in order. Although the house was rented, it was a new beginning for Lin Feifei and me. It started a new period for me. Life.
The most important thing for me now is making money.
I promised Deng Meijia that I would give Lin Feifei a good life. It was not only a promise to her, but also a promise to myself.
It’s too tiring to do live broadcasts alone. From product selection to live broadcast, you have to face four hours of live broadcast. These four hours are just talking about products non-stop, and you have to stay in high spirits for four hours. Sometimes you even have to go to the toilet. No way to go.
I used to feel tired during live broadcasts and wanted to leave and make more money at the same time, but now I just want to make more money without affecting my health.
After Gigi Bai left, apart from the initial heat of gossip, many of the older brothers who had supported her in the past stopped coming.
Not only them, Zhang Yin's old classmates are also in a wait-and-see state for the time being.
The popularity of the live broadcast room has declined somewhat compared to before. Zhao Yue told me that many colleagues were talking privately, saying that I relied on Gigi Bai to achieve my previous popularity.
Ah.
These people, to put it bluntly, are jealous of me making money.
They only saw Zhang Yin’s trust in me and the money she earned, but they couldn’t see my hard work behind the scenes.
Faced with the current situation in the live broadcast room, I have no choice but to start all over again...
