I asked with good intentions. After all, I hadn't asked her about her work since I came back from Lijiang, but Lin Feifei didn't appreciate it and immediately punched me in the face.
After a while of fussing, she said to me seriously: "I re-submitted my resume to several companies, and one of them has invited me for an interview tomorrow!"
"You must be fine."
Lin Feifei smiled, but the conversation suddenly changed, "I heard Yong Qi say that Mr. Chen is going to give you a platform in the live broadcast room again!"
My smile faltered. Unexpectedly, Bai Yongqi said this. She smiled and said, "That's right! Her performance last time made Mr. Chen very satisfied, so she asked us to bring goods again this time, but this time she didn't bring a mobile phone. Now, it comes with an oven and a household vacuum cleaner. I think sales may not be as good as last time.”
Lin Feifei's eyes curved beautifully, "Then can I see my dearest husband in the live broadcast?"
There was a lump in my throat and I couldn't say anything for a moment.
Lin Feifei's eyebrows flashed, "What's wrong?"
I touched her seaweed-like hair and smiled softly, "I won't appear on camera this time. I'll be in charge of directing and operating."
Lin Feifei's watery eyes were full of surprise, "Did you do it voluntarily?"
"Organizational arrangements."
Lin Feifei is so smart. When I said this, she understood and comforted me: "It's okay. It's good to be able to strategize. The three of you in the same screen are a bit crowded to be honest."
"I think so too. This is Mr. Chen's idea. He admires Gigi Bai very much and thinks that one anchor is enough. Sister Yin was afraid that I would be emotional, so she talked to me alone for a long time, but I think she thought so simply. Too much worry."
"You are a man! You can take it up and put it down. I appreciate your attitude."
I smiled, feeling a little sad.
To be honest, I don't think it matters what others think, but Lin Feifei's words of comfort made me feel sour.
The so-called love is actually about keeping each other warm. Her gentle words comforted my tired soul.
I took a deep breath and said with a smile: "That's right, she fought for this opportunity by herself. I don't envy her. Besides, this is not the only opportunity."
Lin Feifei gave me a thumbs up, "You're right! A man should be like you said, success or failure turns his back on success. If you miss it this time, there will be another chance! This is the confidence in your bones! You should be a man, let go, and get drunk for once!"
"Yes! Let me get drunk first. I think this is the easiest."
"..."
It doesn't matter if you miss some opportunities. Those you miss are not yours. There is no need to dwell on the things you missed. It is useless to dwell on them. Life is a one-way street. As you move forward, you will always encounter the scenery that belongs to you.
The next day happened to be my day off, so I decided to accompany Lin Feifei to the interview.
When she heard that I wanted to accompany her, she was a little unhappy at first, probably because she was afraid that I would see her lonely!
But I insisted on accompanying her, even if I failed, I could comfort her immediately.
Lin Feifei has now become desensitized to failed interviews. After so many interviews, her mentality is getting more and more peaceful. Today she just put on makeup and dressed casually and went for the interview.
Accompanying her to attend several flight attendant interviews gave me a deep understanding of what it means to be good-looking. There are so many beauties, all of them beautiful and well-organized. This is not like choosing a flight attendant. Some people even believe in beauty pageants.
Before Lin Feifei came, she had already passed the preliminary video interview, and this time it was the final interview. I was afraid that she would be nervous, so I kept cheering her up.
Lin Feifei smiled at me before entering the door.
Somehow, I had a feeling that she was determined to win this interview.
I didn't believe in aura before, but I do now. It can neither be seen with the naked eye nor described in words, but it can stand out from the crowd and make you unable to ignore it.
Forty minutes later.
The door that had been closed slowly opened, and Lin Feifei's slim figure walked out.
Her long hair is worn casually
Scattered on the chest, the body curve is moving.
Even among the many beauties, she is one that cannot be ignored.
I hurried up to meet her, feeling very nervous, but from the smile on her face, I probably guessed the answer.
"How about it?"
Lin Feifei winked playfully, "There is good news and bad news, which one do you want to hear?"
"good news."
"I passed the interview, and I'm just waiting to receive the offer."
I was elated and wanted to shout with joy.
Lin Feifei sighed softly, "The bad news is..."
I hugged her shoulders and said, "As for the bad news, it's not important. What's more important than you getting the offer?"
"Okay! You're right!" Lin Feifei relaxed her eyebrows.
We both returned the house as husband and wife, and I planned to go out to eat at night to celebrate.
On the way, Lin Feifei told me that the bad news she said was that the salary was not as high as before. Although it was not satisfactory, how can there be perfection in this world?
No matter how full the moon is, it will fade, no matter how beautiful the shooting star is, it will fall. It is difficult for us to find a truly ideal job. The higher the expectations, the more out of reach it is.
In the evening, we went to the bar in Sanlitun. The last time we went there was to celebrate her birthday a few days ago. That time she forced a smile, but this time she finally showed her long-lost smile.
In the bar, lazy jazz music is played, adding a sense of modernity to the entire space.
Lin Feifei raised a glass of tequila and raised the corners of her lips slightly, "Let's have a drink. Thank you for your tolerance and understanding during this period. If it weren't for you, I might not have gotten over my anxiety yet!"
I raised my glass, clinked it with her, and said with a smile, "I wish you good luck in your new job."
"I also wish you good luck in your work."
Lin Feifei took a sip of wine, and her gentle aura suddenly became seductive. She put down the wine glass, tilted her head and looked at me with a smile. The broken hair on her forehead just blocked one eye, showing a wild and untamable nature. The beauty.
She held her chin with one hand, her eyes were blurred, and her cheeks were stained with a delicate blush, making her look particularly cute.
I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable being stared at with such interest by such a beautiful woman.
"Why are you looking at me like that? It makes me uncomfortable."
Her red lips parted slightly, "Tch! I can't take a look at it yet. I haven't seen anything about you!"
This is true.
She tugged the broken hair on her forehead and said with emotion: "I didn't expect that finding a job this time was quite smooth. Thinking about when I first lost my job, it seems like yesterday. Time flies so fast."
"That's right! Looking back now, don't you feel deeply about it?"
Lin Feifei shook the goblet, her grace was in ecstasy. She sighed softly, "That's right! Looking back now, my reaction at that time was a bit big, but it was nothing. Looking back now, I felt like I was in a boat. The feeling of crossing the Ten Thousand Mountains."
When I turn thirty, I feel more and more that apart from birth, old age, illness and death, there are no big things. If there are any, they are just scratches at most. What we thought was a big deal at the beginning is actually nothing when we look back. It is just invisible to us at the time. , magnifying the difficulties.
I was relieved to see her come out of her decadence. Although it's unclear how her new job will be, at least she has the courage to face her fears, and that's enough.
Family of origin, bullying on campus, PUA in the workplace, broken love and unemployment, these are probably lessons that many of us cannot escape in this life. Everyone has wounds, and some people choose to hide the wounds deeply, but the wounds hidden deep in the heart It won't actually heal.
As Rumi says: The wound is where light enters your heart.
From a certain point of view, this unemployment is actually a good thing. Lin Feifei was originally unhappy at her job. She shouted to resign every day, but she worked hard every month. It's fine now, fate gave her a little push from behind.
After a few sips of wine, her face suddenly looked like a peach blossom, and her eyes were a little blurry. Such a beautiful woman, especially when she was drunk, was uncontrollable.
She is like a little wild cat now, leaning lazily on the back of the chair, lazily holding her cheeks, and there are two cute dimples on her lips, cunning and playful.
"Honey, what do you think they are doing there?"
Lin Feifei raised her hand, and then I noticed that a group of men and women were gathered in the corner and didn't know what they were doing.
"Come on, let's go take a look too."
Lin Feifei took my hand and pulled me up from my seat.
Taking a closer look, it turned out to be an event held by the bar. The bartenders took photos of couples with stand-up photos, and then posted them on the wall of the bar as a souvenir. You could also write a paragraph on the photo.
I thought it was a bit sensational and had no interest in it, but Lin Feifei was interested and insisted on asking me to take a photo with him.
I couldn't defeat her, so I had no choice but to surrender.
After taking the photo, the waiter handed Lin Feifei a pen and said that she could write whatever she wanted, and that she could also write down the contact information of both parties. There might be some events in the bar in the future.
Lin Feifei was very interested. She picked up the pen and started writing without letting me read what she wrote.
The next day, Lin Feifei's offer came down. She would go to work soon. I was happy for her from the bottom of my heart. She was going to be busy again. Thinking that we were going to be "roommates" again, I suddenly felt... It seems like there is an empty space.
After Lin Feifei was re-employed, I was also busy with the script and operation of Mr. Chen’s live broadcast.
This business tycoon usually has a lot of things to do. On the day he brought the goods, he promised that he would only show up for twenty minutes, while Gigi Bai planned to use the oven to cook a steak on the spot.
On the day of the live broadcast, the business tycoon did not appear until half an hour before the broadcast.
Gigi Bai and I were making final preparations when suddenly a large group of people came rushing in.
The person walking at the front was Mr. Chen.
His real name is Chen Xiong. He is wearing an exquisite black business suit, and the leather shoes on his feet are shiny. Around him, a group of people wearing various professional attires are approaching, with respect and humility on their faces, just like The stars are holding the moon, high above.
