Travel is a good medicine to cure anxiety. We spent four days in Lijiang, and Lin Feifei’s soul was saved during the trip. When life is forced to press the pause button, taking a proper rest is actually to start better.
After returning from the trip, Lin Feifei was still applying for a job, but her condition was much better.
In fact, life has always been difficult, but the person who struggles with life has become stronger.
Lin Feifei was idle at home, but I suddenly discovered the potential of a good wife and mother in her. In the evening, I dragged my tired body back home. The house had a completely new look. Although the furniture was a bit old, she had cleaned it up very well.
There are also a few pots of green plants on the coffee table, which look full of life.
I smiled with relief. As long as my faith is not broken, no matter how difficult it is, as long as I dare to face it, I will eventually get through it.
"you are back!"
Her cheerful voice floated into my ears, and my heart unconsciously drifted back to the time when I first met her, when she was the happiest.
Lin Feifei came over with a smile, "You go take a shower first, and the meal will be ready after you take a shower."
After that, she pushed me into the bathroom.
Oops!
Even the bathroom has been freshened up.
Shampoo, shower gel, soap, towels and other items are placed in their proper places in an orderly manner, the mirrors are spotlessly clean, and there is a fresh feeling in the air.
The environment can affect a person's mood. The environment at home is actually a reflection of a person's heart. The impact of the living environment on emotions is actually beyond our imagination. The room is messy, things are placed in a mess, and a cluttered environment often makes the mood worse. It's getting worse.
When Lin Feifei first lost her job, her family was in chaos, just like her mood.
The water washed over the body, and all the fatigue was washed away.
Coming out of the bathroom, Lin Feifei had already prepared the food.
Three dishes and one soup, a combination of meat and vegetables. Although they are all home-cooked dishes, they are full of fireworks and bring me back to the most real life.
Lin Feifei served me a full bowl of rice, and then gave me a little bit of each dish, "Here, how about you try my cooking?"
I tasted it and nodded with satisfaction, "Not bad, good color, aroma and taste."
Lin Feifei pouted, her lips were as red and full as freshly ripe cherries.
"Tch! Are you still interested in this appearance? You are too perfunctory."
"The sex I'm talking about is you!"
Lin Feifei suddenly turned from anger to joy, "I know that poor people eat quickly. I asked Zhou Shutong to teach me how to do this. Recently, I plan to study more about food, and then I will tidy up the house and rearrange it. "
Although the house is rented, her life is her own. Lin Feifei and I described her renovation plan for the house and took care of it as if it were her own home. In the past, this house was nothing more than a place to sleep to me, but Now I suddenly feel like home.
As soon as she mentioned her plan, Lin Feifei smiled happily, "My dear, don't you think my eyes are bright now?"
I was about to say yes, but I couldn't help but want to tease her, so I nodded excitedly: "Yes! It does look like she has some astigmatism."
"Hahaha! Get the hell out of here..."
"Why are you still swearing?"
"There are no swear words in this world, but after working for a long time, they naturally become used."
All right! I admit that she is right. After working long hours, I feel that my overall quality is disappearing.
Lin Feifei was driven to death by anxiety some time ago. After returning from Lijiang, she entered the health maintenance mode. She went to bed early and got up early every day. She had a good foundation and her skin soon became elastic again.
This time I accompanied her to Lijiang, and I felt healed. In the past, our life seemed to be programmed. We had to go to work every day to make money, and could not save much money. Work was overwhelming, and our salary was like a thread. .
I used to think that only wages were declining, but now I suddenly discovered that immunity is also declining.
Before I accompanied Lin Feifei to Lijiang, I often had headaches, insomnia, and caught colds from time to time. I had to lament that I was no longer the young man in my 20s. After my trip to Lijiang, I almost fell asleep every night and was in abnormal condition the next day. Brave.
After I came back from Lijiang, Zhang Yin went on a business trip. When she came back, she immediately invited me into the office.
As soon as I walked into her office, a faint fragrance was blown to the tip of my nose by the wind, which made me dizzy.
She wore a dark pencil skirt and sat with her legs crossed. The skirt was shortened to her knees. A pair of slender long legs were exposed from the hip skirt, which were white and long.
She smiled and said, "Hey... you look good! It looks like you had a lot of fun."
I was a little embarrassed and laughed a few times, "I'm sorry, why did you call me in?"
Her long eyelashes covered the emotions in her eyes. After a brief pause, Zhang Yin said quietly:
"You were on vacation last week. Did you watch the live broadcast between Yong Qi and my big boss classmate?"
I nodded.
"That live broadcast was the most successful in the history of our company. I believe you must have seen the data. Her commission this time should be 40,000 to 50,000. I hope this will not affect your cooperation."
I smiled and said, "I thought you were worried about something, but it turns out that's it! Don't worry, I watched that live broadcast. Yong Qi did a very good job, and this is also my personal choice. Since I chose to take a vacation , naturally I won’t be jealous that she’s making money.”
There is no sweetness at both ends of the sugar cane. Career and love are both in front of you at the same time. Many people want it, but it is difficult to have both. Life is often about wandering between gain and loss.
Zhang Yin smiled, "I'm very happy that you think of me like this, but there's one more thing..."
Her lips moved slightly, as if it was difficult to speak. Her eyes lingered on my face, with a bit of torment in her expression.
My heart skipped a beat, and I suddenly had an ominous premonition.
"Sister Yin, if you have anything to say, just tell me."
She hesitated for a moment, clenched and unclenched her fingers unconsciously, and said in a low voice:
"That's right, the effect of mobile phone sales this time is particularly good. Mr. Chen talked to me yesterday. He wants to do it again and promote their company's new ovens and vacuum cleaners, but he only wants to cooperate with Yong Qi, so this You won’t be able to do live broadcasts together this time..."
In just a few words, she was full of pauses and hesitations, like a broken melody, slowly, for fear of irritating me.
My current mood is like a fallen leaf, floating in the air. It would be false to say that I am not disappointed, but Gigi Bai has indeed done a better job. I cannot deny this. Zhang Yin must have felt embarrassed, so she was too embarrassed to talk to me.
As the saying goes, children who cry are fed by milk. If I cry and make trouble, maybe she can help me win this opportunity, but I can't open my mouth.
This opportunity was earned by Gigi Bai herself. I don't envy other people's success.
I didn't want to embarrass Zhang Yin, so I smiled and said, "It's okay, sister, you don't know me yet. There's no problem with me. If you need my cooperation, just tell me."
A trace of surprise flashed across Zhang Yin's originally troubled eyes, and after a few seconds, a relaxed smile finally appeared on her face.
"Brother, if you can say that, I really thank you. To be honest, when Mr. Chen told me, I was really embarrassed. He thought the three anchors took up too much of the screen, and he has always had a very good impression of Gigi Bai. ,so……"
Zhang Yin seemed to be trying to explain something, but I had already persuaded my heart and allowed myself to achieve something, but I also had to applaud the success of others.
I smiled relaxedly and said, "Sister, I'm fine. You don't need to comfort me. Don't worry about bringing the goods this time. I will cooperate with Yong Qi's work."
Zhang Yin's eyes were moved, "Brother, don't worry, I won't let you work in vain. You will be behind the scenes this time and cooperate with Yong Qi. I will give bonuses to your live broadcast team."
I smiled and didn't say anything. Her words were enough. Zhang Yin would do what she said. I was absolutely assured of this.
Zhang Yin is afraid that I have emotions
, she first told me this matter alone, but she didn’t expect that in the end it was me comforting her.
During the afternoon meeting, everyone was very excited when it came to bringing goods for Mr. Chen. But when Zhang Yin said that my task this time was to assist Gigi Bai, everyone's eyes suddenly turned to me, like A spotlight shone on me.
Under the gaze of everyone, I felt that every subtle movement I made would be magnified and even over-interpreted. These eyes were mixed with various emotions of suspicion, gossip, exploration, and ridicule.
Facing the spotlight-like gaze, I did not dodge, and smiled firmly in return.
Zhang Yin seemed to find the atmosphere a bit awkward and tried her best to explain, saying that I was the hero behind the scenes this time, but she didn't know how much people could believe her words.
After the meeting, I was about to talk to Gigi Bai about the live broadcast, when Zhao Yue suddenly appeared halfway and pulled me outside.
"Binzi, what do you mean by Sister Yin? You are also a veteran after all, why would she let Gigi Bai go on the live broadcast alone?"
As soon as Zhao Yue pulled me out, he started complaining like crazy.
I smiled softly and handed him a cigarette slowly, "Let's calm down first. Sister Yin told me alone in advance that it was Mr. Chen's request. Regardless of his rank, she definitely can't say anything. You have to think so, I Although I don’t show my face in front of the camera, I have to control the overall situation! Such a difficult task can only fall on me. "
Zhao Yue knitted his eyebrows together and bit his cheek: "Brother dei, it's not me, but you are too kind. Originally you were the number one live broadcast brother of our company, but now it's fine. You just didn't participate in an important live broadcast, so that bitch like Gigi Bai I stole your limelight."
I slowly blew out a smoke ring and patiently worked on his thoughts, "Don't think so, Yong Qi is not that kind of person. If she wanted to push me aside, she would have gone against me long ago."
Although Gigi Bai is a bit more coquettish, or she may have gone too far in order to make money, she would not stab me in the back after being with me for so long, otherwise she would not have cooperated with me for so long.
Zhao Yue snorted heavily, "She is going to replace you, but you still believe in her? Weren't you annoyed by her before?"
"One size equals one size!"
"Let me tell you, you just let this little vixen's appearance deceive you!"
"Who do you think is the vixen?"
As soon as Zhao Yue finished speaking, a soft voice suddenly sounded from behind.
