After the spring breeze, Lin Feifei told me that when she was laid off, she was completely confused. Although her psychological defense was not broken, when she came out of the "little dark room", her mind went blank and her hands kept moving. Trembling, the whole body is like a tight string, uncontrollable.
Lin Feifei's layoff caught many people off guard. She was a veteran employee in the company and had been fighting on the front line for so many years. No one expected that the "number one" would be laid off.
In fact, it's normal. Lin Feifei's salary is relatively high among flight attendants. This industry relies on youth food. There are many younger ones than her, and the prices are cheap. Lin Feifei said that if she is laid off, she can recruit a semi-new person.
After Lin Feifei received the unemployment gift package, she was quite happy for the first two days. She lived like a pig, eating, drinking and having fun with a few of her best friends during the day, and engaging in endless close combat with me at night.
But within a few days, her mood was very low and she was very negative. She was frantically submitting resumes every day. She appeared very relaxed in front of me every day, but her eyes couldn't deceive anyone.
The eyes that were once full of energy now seemed so silent, like lights that had lost focus, without direction, only confusion.
I felt that I couldn't go on like this, so I took two days off from Zhang Yin to concentrate on being with her at home.
When I woke up today, it was already three o'clock in the morning.
Lin Feifei rubbed her hazy almond-shaped eyes, with a hint of confusion and laziness in her eyes. Read the book
She sat up slowly, combed her messy long hair with her hands, then glanced at the clock hanging on the wall, and asked me in surprise: "Don't you have to go to work today?"
I smiled and shook my head, "I'm spending time with my girlfriend today."
Lin Feifei's lips raised, "What are you doing to accompany ***? You're quite busy right now, aren't you?"
"I see that you are in a bad mood recently, so I asked for two days off to spend some time with you."
"Tch! I'm in a good mood!" she said duplicitously.
I smiled, but didn't expose her. Lin Feifei has a strong self-esteem and is unwilling to admit frustration.
She glanced at me and smiled, "But since you are resting, then accompany me to the interview!"
"Interview! So soon?"
Lin Feifei shook her long fluffy hair and smiled, "I can't help it. I work hard. I'm used to going to work. I'm not used to the sudden break."
Lin Feifei paid great attention to the interview. After putting on makeup, she started to choose the clothes to wear for the interview. She changed several sets of clothes in a row and finally chose an elegant business attire.
She chose a rather elegant white shirt, with the collar buttons unbuttoned, showing off her slender neck. She wore a pair of exquisitely tailored black trousers, which highlighted the soft lines of her legs. On her feet, she wore a pair of black high heels. The heels are just the right height, making her look more upright.
I'm usually used to seeing beauties in the office dressed in ol' attire, so I've long been used to it, but Lin Feifei's outfit makes her look amazing.
She turned around slightly and asked for my opinion, "How do you feel about this outfit?"
In fact, when girlfriends ask this kind of questions, they often want to get a positive answer. However, if the answer is not technical, denial or perfunctory will not work, otherwise it will dig a hole for yourself.
I already knew the answer in my mind, but since she asked this, out of "respect", I still pretended to look her over, and asked instead, "Honey, do you have to apply for a flight attendant job?"
Lin Feifei was confused by my question, "What's wrong? What do you mean?"
"I think, with your appearance, body and temperament, it would be a pity not to apply for a supermodel job."
"Hahaha……"
Lin Feifei laughed so hard that her branches trembled with laughter. Seeing her smile, I suddenly felt relieved. It seemed that I hadn't seen her smile so happily for several days.
I drove Lin Feifei to the airline for an interview. When I arrived at the interview location, I was stunned. There were at least a dozen young girls with dreams sitting in the huge conference room.
I feel like this is not like interviewing a stewardess, but more like a beauty pageant.
Although I have confidence in Lin Feifei, there are so many competitors.
I can't help but feel a little bottomless. Lin Feifei told me that the interview pass rate is very low, and the selection is layered. It usually takes three rounds of interviews to pass.
Before the interview started, I was invited to wait for her in the corridor. The girls went in one after another for different lengths of time. Some chatted for about half an hour, and some came out in ten minutes. In fact, the results of the interview could be seen on their faces. You can see it.
I was sitting on pins and needles waiting, every minute was torture. Whenever I heard footsteps at the door, I subconsciously looked up to see if it was Lin Feifei.
After waiting and waiting, Lin Feifei finally appeared. Her delicate little face was a little sad, and I suddenly secretly sighed that something was wrong.
"Let's go! Let's go back!" Lin Feifei said to me lightly.
When she said this, I understood immediately, so I didn’t ask any more questions.
There was another interview in the afternoon, and the result was still the same. After failing twice in a row, Lin Feifei doubted herself.
"Dear, do you think I'm so bad now? I was laid off, and I couldn't even pass the preliminary test."
I can understand her feelings. In the eyes of others, she has always been the sweet girl of heaven. She is beautiful, has a good family background, and has a good job. She can be called a model of comprehensive development of moral, intellectual, physical, artistic and labor. But now she has become unemployed. The large army and a group of young girls in their early 20s competing for positions were a blow to her.
At this time, a plane flew overhead, like a big bird flying across the blue sky.
Lin Feifei raised her head and stared at the plane, feeling a little lost. She didn't come back to her senses until the plane gradually disappeared from sight.
The lonely and longing look in her eyes was like a needle, gently pricking my heart.
Although it wasn't very painful, it made me tremble.
My heart suddenly became heavy. After a while of silence, I said, "Feifei, have you ever thought about what you need most right now?"
"Find a class." Lin Feifei said without hesitation.
She paused and continued: "I'm used to going to work. When I first lost my job, I felt quite happy, but within a few days I felt a little panicked. I couldn't sit still, but it's still suitable to go to work."
"Actually, what you need now is rest." I looked into her eyes and said seriously.
"rest?"
"You're a little anxious now. I think you should rest for a while and adjust yourself. You can't make enough money, so don't push yourself too hard."
Lin Feifei nodded, "I admit that I'm not in a good state, but it's not because I don't go to work and I don't feel safe!"
I can’t remember the last time she smiled particularly happily. She was suddenly laid off. All kinds of emotions may come to my mind, including unwillingness, disappointment, injury, humiliation, confusion, hesitation, ranging from depression to depression. Difficulty, I think Lin Feifei is now considered "severe".
