When Deng Meijia made such a fuss, Lin Feifei's mood hit rock bottom again. I originally thought that after sending the naughty child back, the task would be completed successfully, but I didn't expect that Tang Yue's family and Deng Meijia would make Lin Feifei miserable.
After Deng Meijia left, Lin Feifei sat stiffly on the bed, with a bit of grievance on her face and a daze in her eyes, which made me feel a little distressed.
I walked over, put my arms around her shoulders, and comforted her with a few words.
A bitter smile appeared on her lips and she shook her head at me, "Don't worry! I'm fine. I'm just speechless. I obviously have good intentions, but in the end I was accused by them."
I looked at her lonely expression, and I felt bad.
Lin Feifei said she was fine, but she couldn't hide the exhaustion and helplessness in her tone.
I patted her shoulder and said, "If you find this relative particularly annoying, there is no need to build a good relationship. What happened in the past two days is not your fault. There is no need to punish yourself for the faults of others."
I paused and smiled slightly: "Didn't you just promise to take me out for a walk? Now it seems like I have to accompany you instead, right?"
Lin Feifei forced a smile, "Tch! It sounds like I've neglected you. Let's go! I'll take you for a walk on the street."
Walking on the streets of the city, I feel a sense of tranquility that I haven't seen for a long time. Although Lin Feifei's hometown is a second- and third-tier city, the urban area is not inferior to big cities at all. There are department stores and all kinds of dining and entertainment. In a fast-paced big city, After staying for a long time, I suddenly felt that this place is actually more suitable for life.
Lin Feifei took me to eat the famous local Roujiamo. A Roujiamo plus a portion of cold skin only cost fifteen yuan. In big cities, just one Roujiamo can cost eleven or twelve yuan.
Now I suddenly understand why Zhao Yue wants to return home in poverty. No matter how prosperous the big city is, it is still a dream for those of us who are destined not to stay here.
Although big cities are backed by top three cities, they cannot give us the sense of security we want. Everything in small cities is so comfortable.
Of course, I also know in my heart that if I really return to my hometown, my income level will probably drop off a cliff, but my consumption awareness will still remain at the first-tier level.
"What are you thinking about? I've been looking at you for a long time, and you've been staring at the meat bun in your hand for a long time!"
Lin Feifei suddenly spoke, gradually bringing me back to reality from the whirlpool of thoughts.
I turned my head, looked at the delicate and pretty face in front of me, and said with a smile: "I was thinking that life in my hometown is actually quite good and comfortable. It is not as busy as in first-tier cities, and life is not so tiring."
"There are advantages and disadvantages! It depends on how you weigh it! Anyway, in our hometown, you can buy any car, drive a Ant, drive a lot, and you can buy a house with hard work. There is also a high-speed rail airport, but it is far away from where you live. , but it’s just that! There are few job opportunities, not much income, and the experience is mediocre, with no entertainment.”
I blinked my eyes, pretending to be surprised, "No entertainment? Then I won't be able to help the lost girl?"
Lin Feifei pinched me hard and said, "What are you thinking about? Why are you suddenly thinking about this? You think our hometown is good and you want to come here to retire in the future, right?"
I smiled and said, "To be honest, that's exactly what I meant."
Lin Feifei curled her lips and said disapprovingly: "This is your first time here."
"It's really not true. Your hometown has a lot of delicious food and beautiful women. I think this and that are pretty good."
Lin Feifei held her cheek with one hand and suddenly sighed, "Actually, I envy Zhao Yue and Lu Jingjing. Like me, it's hard to live in a big city, but I can't return to my hometown, so I'm tortured in the middle."
On the contrary, I didn't have Lin Feifei's worries. I pointed to a high-end community opposite the window and said, "How much does your community cost?"
"Probably more than 500,000 yuan! The down payment is only 200,000 yuan, and the monthly payment is 2,000 yuan."
I looked at the magnificent skyscrapers and sighed, "This house is in our place. You can't buy it without five or six million. Kuang Li and I have seen a house before. The old and poor people next to the hospital can't buy it." It's only sixty or seventy square meters, which is more than three million. I can actually make money by writing manuscripts, which is quite suitable.
Those of you who live in your hometown, if you want to go back to your hometown in the future, we will go back to your hometown. "
Lin Feifei's eyes lit up, and she suddenly showed an expectant expression, but she didn't know what she thought of, and the light in her eyes went out again in an instant.
"After you finish eating, please go out for a walk with me!"
She and I walked forward on the soft snow, and there was a rustling sound under our feet. The whole street was filled with the aroma of roasted chestnuts and roasted sweet potatoes. I suddenly felt a feeling that I had not seen for a long time.
The cars and pedestrians on the street flowed like a constant stream, and she and I were sandwiched among them. As we walked on the busy street, Lin Feifei said as she walked: "Actually, I have thought about going back to my hometown before, but the thought of my mother makes me feel painful. Really! I'm actually quite cheerful at ordinary times, but I don't know why, as soon as I see her and can't say a few words to her, we will definitely start to quarrel."
Speaking of Deng Meijia, Lin Feifei suddenly showed a painful expression. In fact, I have already felt that whenever my future mother-in-law is involved, her mood will fluctuate.
Looking at Lin Feifei's lonely expression, I felt a little more pity for her.
I understand this sentiment. I grew up with my parents belittling and criticizing me. My parents often compared me with other children. Other children looked forward to the Spring Festival because they could buy new clothes and collect New Year's money, but they expectations, but it is my nightmare.
Every time I celebrate the New Year, I feel terrified. In addition to handing over the New Year's money truthfully, my relatives also asked me about my grades under the guise of caring about me. As long as I was compared with my relatives' children, what awaited me would be the cynicism of my parents.
I have always remembered that these bad emotions had nowhere to vent, and were accumulated in my subconscious like a time bomb. When I grew up, every time my parents communicated with me, I had the feeling that it might explode at any time, until Later, I went home less and less and maintained distance and boundaries with my parents, and these feelings slowly disappeared.
Lin Feifei's current "symptoms" are exactly the same as mine. Although I don't know what happened in her childhood, I am certain that she, like me, also had a "scarred" childhood.
Happy people are healed by childhood throughout their lives, and unhappy people are healed by childhood throughout their lives.
I sighed, held her in my arms, and comforted her: "You can't be blamed for some things. It may be related to the fact that she often belittled you and insulted you when you were a child, but this is not your fault. You don't need to give yourself any trouble." We can heal ourselves by putting on chains."
Lin Feifei shook her head sadly, "It can't be cured. I will never be cured. Thinking about it now, I still feel sad. My dear, do you know why I want to be a stewardess?"
She looked into my eyes, and I felt like I was seeing a deep lake.
"you say."
Lin Feifei let out a long sigh and said with emotion: "I just want to escape from my mother! I have wanted to travel around the world since I was a child, but she has always discouraged me. Don't look at my mother opening a company. It feels very good. , in fact, that’s what happened in her company, but she felt that our family’s conditions were very good. When I was a child, whenever I dissatisfied her a little, she would hit me. I remember that when I was in the first grade of junior high school and I didn’t do well in the exam, she would force me I wrote a guarantee that I would do well in the exam next time, otherwise I would not be allowed to go to school. I didn’t want to sign it, but she kept threatening me with not letting me go to school, and finally I gave in..."
Lin Feifei said as she walked, "My heart is as heartbroken as dumpling stuffing. Her childhood can only be described as miserable."
I held her tightly in my arms and secretly swore in my heart that I would never let her be wronged again.
After Lin Feifei finished speaking, I felt like I was getting to know her again. It turned out that this girl who was quirky every day had already been riddled with holes in her heart.
She was very calm when she told me this, as if she was talking about someone else's business, but the more she said this, the more distressed I felt.
I touched her with my shoulder and smiled, "Beauty, would you like me to lend you my broad shoulder to cry for a while?"
Lin Feifei shook her head, "I don't want it! I want to cry on my little brother's well-developed chest muscles."
Hey!
This girl!
But being able to joke around means that your mood is not hopelessly bad.
I hugged her with a smile, "Okay, let's be a human being! You can't always look back, just like driving a car, you can't always stare at the reflector."
Lin Feifei glanced at me in surprise, and the corners of her lips slightly raised in a beautiful arc, "Hey, you are quite philosophical!"
"That's right! Do you think the beatings I received at work for so many years were in vain?"
"I understand everything you said, but I can't help but recall the past."
"Then look forward and look around you, there's me too!"
The expression on Lin Feifei's face obviously changed. She sighed with emotion and couldn't help but put her head on my shoulder.
The two of us were walking forward with our arms around each other like Siamese twins. At this time, a tall beauty wearing black silk boots walked past us. I glanced at her subconsciously, but I didn't expect to be caught by Lin Feifei. Found.
I swear I only took one glance at her before she grabbed my ear and asked me angrily: "Hey, hey, hey! What were you looking at just now? Looking at beautiful women?"
I was really embarrassed when my girlfriend caught me in the street. The more I explained at this time, it would only make her angrier. I decided to ignore the rules, looked at her confidently, and started talking nonsense again seriously: " What do you mean by peeking? I was watching openly."
Lin Feifei's eyes widened, "Hey! You're still in high spirits."
"Then do you think she's pretty?" I asked.
Lin Feifei was silent for a moment and nodded, "Yeah, it looks good."
When she said this, I immediately said confidently: "You also think she is pretty, right? I looked at her just now and thought she was very pretty, but when I compare her with you, she is far worse than you."
Women all like to hear irony, and I believe Lin Feifei is no exception, but Lin Feifei knows me too well, and it didn't work this time.
The strength of her hand continued to increase, "Huh! That's good! But why do you compare me with other women? Shouldn't I be the only one in your heart?"
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