I originally thought she was a lobbyist sent by Lin Feifei, but it turned out to be her spontaneous action. I couldn't help but feel a little shake in my heart.
With a sigh, I couldn't help but laugh at myself. In fact, I already understood it the moment I moved out of home.
Lin Feifei has already made her choice in her heart, how could she let Zhou Shutong convince me?
"What did she ask you to persuade me to do? Advise me to move back in?" I asked.
Zhou Shutong nodded, "She always knew that you hated this naughty kid. She initially thought that you could tolerate it for her sake, but she didn't expect that you would explode immediately."
A bitter smile appeared on my lips, "Then how are you going to persuade me?"
Zhou Shutong's eyes flashed, and there was an unabashed playfulness in the corners of his eyes and brows, "Who said I wanted to help her persuade you?"
I was stunned, silent for a few seconds, and then said, "Then you just want to take advantage of me?"
Zhou Shutong rolled his eyes, a sly smile flashed deep in his eyes, "Of course not, I am definitely on your side. How long have we known each other? Feifei and I have only known each other for that long. I How can I stand on her side? What’s more, this naughty kid is really annoying. I actually can’t understand why she would rather quarrel with you than keep this naughty kid.”
I looked at her with mixed feelings, and the dark clouds that had been hanging over my heart gradually disappeared with her words. In fact, I didn't want much. A simple sentence of "I support you" moved me to the core.
I raised my beer glass, smiled, and looked at her sincerely, "Don't say anything, I'll toast you!"
Zhou Shutong took a shallow sip of the wine, put down the glass, looked at me and said, "Before I called you, I had a chat with Feifei. I felt that she should have listened to what I told her. Look. See if she can find you?"
"What did you say to her?"
Zhou Shutong frowned, "Look, can you not be so excited about Lin Feifei?"
I smiled hoarsely, raised my draft beer cup and said, "Okay, okay, I'll punish myself with a glass of beer!"
After saying that, I raised my head and took a few gulps.
Zhou Shutong's beauty turned pale, and he quickly snatched the beer cup from my hand. He rolled his eyes at me angrily: "What can you do if you can't drink?"
She rolled her eyes at me again, with a somewhat complicated look in her eyes, paused, and sighed:
"I told her that I can't blame you for this matter. If it were me, I would do the same. To her, this naughty kid is just a relative. She sees her once or twice a year. There is no need to influence her because of a relative. There is something wrong with the relationship between the two of you, and the parents of this naughty child also have problems. They have left the child with you for so long without the adults staying. This is not considering you at all!
She paused and then said, "Neither of you has ever taken care of a child. How hard it is for you to have a child in your home for three weeks. Since her cousin doesn't think about it for you, why should you think about it for her?" So I think you did the right thing. Her cousin and Feifei were also drunk. One really dared to let go, and the other really dared to accept it. That's what I said to her, but how much she can listen to depends on what she absorbs. Sometimes we outsiders can see more clearly than people in the game. I should say these words to her better than you can say to her. She might be more accepting..."
I don't even know how to thank her. Her ability to speak for me in front of Lin Feifei is enough to comfort my depressed mood.
I stared at Zhou Shutong, as if I was looking at another version of myself. I had always felt that Lin Feifei understood me best, but it turned out that she was not. It was Zhou Shutong who could bring me that kind of soul resonance.
But maybe two people who are too similar are destined to not get together. Although she and I have the same magnetic field and a tacit understanding between each other that no one can replace, our personalities are not complementary.
The arrival of love is often an accident. Sometimes you meet the wrong person at the right time, and sometimes you meet the right person at the wrong time. It's like a classic line: Love is something that time is of the essence, and you know it too early. Or too late, either.
There is no way, I have already identified Lin Feifei in my heart.
Zhou Shutong may understand me better than Lin Feifei, but love is not a job
Intentions should not be mixed with calculations. If you act in your own interests everywhere, all that will be left is mutual torture.
I found that as we grow up, many things begin to have clearly marked prices, and everyone is treated equally, just like a blind date, where all the physical conditions are directly revealed, and a person is evaluated in the name of marriage. After a salary-only process, After meeting each other, we are still faced with a single-choice question: get married or say goodbye.
Many people regard love as a commodity, but I prefer to regard love as a product and then polish it with care.
"Why don't you say anything? Don't be too moved. I'm just seeking truth from facts."
At this time, Zhou Shutong's orchid voice floated over and interrupted my thoughts.
My thoughts were brought back to reality. Looking at Zhou Shutong's crimson cheeks, I gradually calmed down. The thick dark cloud in my heart also slowly dissipated and turned into a puff of smoke.
I smiled and said, "I was thinking that you are quite a nice person."
Zhou Shutong raised his eyebrows and pretended to be angry: "Damn it! I'm thinking about you, but you send me good guy cards every day?"
"..."
After finishing the hot pot, Zhou Shutong felt a little unfinished, but I walked out holding on to the wall.
With grilled skewers and hot pot, I regained the feeling of having a buffet with Zhao Yue and Wu Shuang.
Zhou Shutong glanced back, covered his mouth and chuckled, "Why are you so full after eating?"
I felt like my stomach was about to explode, so I smiled bitterly and said, "I didn't bring Feifei with me! As long as she is here, I don't have to worry about leaving anything behind."
Zhou Shutong frowned slightly, and his tone was a little unhappy, "Why don't you leave Lin Feifei for more than three words now! It's over, you are hopeless."
I took a deep breath and nodded heavily, "Yes! Now except making money can save me, there is really no cure for me, just like a woman can cure all diseases."
Although I said this in a joking tone, it really came from the bottom of my heart. When I was in my early twenties, I would be tortured all over by love. Once, Kuang Li and I had a huge argument. At that time, I feel like being in love is my whole world, and I can’t even go to class.
But now I don’t know how, because the sadness of adults is silent, and it heals itself while collapsing. If you have a confidant like Zhou Shutong, you can still talk to it. If not, you can hide in the corner and lick your wounds quietly.
After I moved to the hotel, I felt like I was back to being a bachelor. In fact, I didn’t have a bed for a long time. After my marathon love affair with Kuang Li failed, I was with Lin Feifei again. Now I don’t have to sleep every day. Cleaning up the housework and doing whatever I want makes me feel so precious.
Of course, except for the house she lives in when I go out every day...
