Lin Feifei fell into silence. She bit her lip and shook her head, "I'm sorry, Yu Bin, I really can't do this."
My mood suddenly hit rock bottom, and a feeling of physical and mental exhaustion seemed to emerge from the depths of my soul.
The two of us were speechless in the ice and snow. Although I had already guessed the answer in my heart, when she said it, I felt like I was pushed to the edge of the cliff.
I also want to take a step back. It's certainly not worth it for an outsider to affect our relationship, but some things have been said and cannot be taken back.
After a long sigh, I shook my head helplessly, "Okay! Then I'll stay in a hotel for the next few days! I'll come back after he leaves."
After saying that, I turned around and went directly upstairs to pack my things.
This is not just a naughty child's problem, but it made me realize that in her heart, I sometimes have to take a back seat.
In my heart, our simple but warm little home is the first priority, but in Lin Feifei's heart, this may not be the case.
After I said everything on my mind, I felt surprisingly calm.
When I got home, the naughty kid might have sensed my murderous intent, but he didn't say a word.
I went back to the room, pulled out the suitcase from under the bed, and packed my luggage silently.
When I saw this suitcase, I couldn't help but sigh silently. I bought this suitcase after Lin Feifei moved here. I originally wanted to use it when traveling to the beach this year, but I didn't expect that it was sent at this time. Useful, it’s ironic when you think about it.
I packed my luggage silently, and then there was the sound of the door opening again. Lin Feifei leaned against the door frame and watched me packing my luggage quietly, no one said anything.
Maybe we are both waiting for each other to take the initiative to speak, but this naughty child has touched my bottom line. Unless I leave, I will never accept him living in this home for so long, and Lin Feifei can't accept him even more. Send away.
Since the stalemate is deadlocked, maybe it would be better if I move out of the house temporarily, at least out of sight and out of mind.
I simply packed my luggage and thought about staying in a hotel for three weeks. My heart was bleeding.
At this time, I suddenly missed Zhao Yue very much. If he still stayed here, I could shamelessly go and stay with them for a few days, but others would forget about it.
I pulled my suitcase and walked out. When I passed Lin Feifei, I couldn't help but stop.
In fact, I originally wanted to pretend to be cool and go directly, but in the end I couldn't hold it back.
I looked at her in silence for a few seconds, and from her eyes, I saw something seemed to be broken.
"I'm leaving first. If you need anything, call me." I looked at her deeply and said.
Lin Feifei just nodded without saying anything.
I grabbed my luggage and walked out calmly, thinking about it as I walked. She suddenly hugged me from behind, and it was a touching scene, bursting into tears.
Unfortunately, fantasy is just fantasy after all, and she has already made her choice.
I still couldn't let go of Lin Feifei, so I chose a hotel only a few hundred meters away from home. I haven't stayed in a hotel for a long time. The hotel I stayed in was an express hotel. Although the price per night was within my acceptable range, the price still made me tremble.
Now except for wages, everything has skyrocketed.
I paid the rent for a week first. What if Lin Feifei figured it out and sent the naughty child away?
After checking into the room, I threw myself on the bed. It seemed as if all my strength had been drained from my body. I had so many thoughts that I couldn't concentrate.
Thoughts kept wandering in my mind, and I felt like I was drifting in an endless ocean, not knowing where to go next.
I closed my eyes and let my thoughts wander freely. After a while, fatigue and sleepiness gradually came over me, and I finally fell asleep.
I had a dream. In the dream, Lin Feifei told me to send the naughty child away. I was so happy that I woke up with a smile.
But when I woke up, looking at the empty ceiling, the huge gap between reality and dreams overwhelmed me like a tide.
I habitually pick up my hand
When I checked the phone, WeChat showed several messages, but none of them were sent by Lin Feifei.
I put down my phone and looked out the window.
The window outside the window has been shrouded in darkness, and the street lamps in the distance are emitting dim light, which looks particularly desolate.
At this time, the Five Zang Temple protested, and hollow gurgling sounds continued to sound. I touched my shriveled belly, picked up my phone and ordered a takeaway.
It is said that food and love are the only things that cannot be lived up to. Love has now pressed the pause button. You must not lose yourself by eating. As the saying goes, it is better to be a foodie than a fool. Eating well is the greatest respect for life. .
I ordered a lot of skewers and beer, and drank and had skewers while watching the football game. I haven't been as happy as I am now for a long time. Only now that I have a girlfriend do I know how free I am to be single.
After I finished my third can of beer, my phone suddenly rang.
When I heard the phone ring, my heart beat faster. But when I picked up the phone and saw Zhou Shutong's name, I was disappointed, mixed with a bit of sadness and emotion.
I tilted my head and held the phone between my shoulders, "Hey, Shutong, why are you looking for me so late?"
Her tone was a little serious, "Where are you?"
I was stunned and thought about it. She would have to know sooner or later anyway, so I might as well just do it.
"I'm at the hotel!"
"I know you are in the hotel! Which hotel are you in?"
My heart skipped a beat. It seemed like she already knew about my "running away from home."
"It's the Tingshan Hotel that has passed two traffic lights in our neighborhood. Did you hear what Feifei said?"
"That's right! Although she didn't say anything to me, I guessed that it must be because of the naughty child! Have you eaten?"
I glanced at the skewers on the table and said with a wry smile, "I just finished eating."
"Then come out and walk with me, and let's chat for a while?"
"Don't you feel cold? It's such a cold day that I have to hold it with chopsticks before I can smoke."
"Tch! There's no wind tonight. Ever since I did the live broadcast, I rarely go out at night, so just stay with me!"
She gave me a reason that made it difficult for me to refuse. We made an appointment to meet at the gate of the community. After hanging up the phone, I wrapped my down jacket tightly and went out.
On this cold night, the hustle and bustle of the city was wrapped gently, as if telling a quiet story. Feeling the cold air and looking at the city in the night, I felt unprecedentedly calm.
From a distance, I saw a little man wandering at the gate of the community.
She was wearing a white down jacket, which seemed like a bright color in the snow.
I quickly ran over and saw at first glance that she was wearing a silver earring on her left ear, which emitted a faint cold light under the light, adding a bit of playfulness to her elegance.
