As the saying goes, if you are not active after get off work, you have problems with your thinking, but when I think of Deng Meijia's cold face, I feel tired.
Although I don't want to touch her cold ass with my hot face, I still have to face it after all. When I returned home on my motorcycle, the night was getting darker and darker, lights were on in every house, and from time to time the aroma of vegetables wafted out from different kitchens.
Feeling the beauty sold by others, my body returned to the harbor, but because of Deng Meijia's existence, my soul had nowhere to rest.
I smoked a cigarette before I mustered up the courage to go upstairs. Now I just hope that three days will pass quickly so that I don't have to look at her face.
Climbing upstairs, I was about to take out the key and open the door when Deng Meijia's angry voice suddenly floated out from inside:
"Feifei, why on earth are you willing to listen to me and meet this boy?"
Her deep voice floated into my ears, like a thunder, blowing me to pieces.
My hand that took out the key suddenly froze, and my heartbeat suddenly accelerated violently. Only then did I realize that the purpose of her coming this time was to get Lin Feifei on a blind date.
Before I could recover, Lin Feifei's displeased voice suddenly rang out.
"Mom, how many times have I told you, I won't see you if you don't see me! Can you please stop going on forever?"
Deng Meijia's voice suddenly became sharp, "No! I am your mother. Of course I have to be responsible for your future. Yu Bin is not worthy of you at all. He is already thirty. When he has a car and a house, what will happen? It’s the Year of the Monkey, the Year of the Horse, how old are you then?”
I stood outside the door and heard Deng Meijia's disdainful ridicule at me. Suddenly, I felt a sense of disgust in my heart. No matter how hard I tried, it was all in vain in her heart. She didn't care what she thought of me, because I didn't have to do it because of it. It's annoying for someone who looks down on me, but Lin Feifei's attitude is what I urgently want to know.
At this time, Lin Feifei's impatient voice had already sounded:
"If you are really good for me, don't blindly introduce people to me. Just listen to me and go home as soon as possible. Didn't you say that there are many things going on in the company? Aren't you busy?"
Deng Meijia said happily: "The person I am introducing to you this time is also the son of my client. This client of mine is very powerful. If you get along with his son, then what kind of stewardess will you be in the future? Just become a young mistress." Your mother and I don’t have to worry about currying favor with customers.”
Deng Meijia's words made me burnt on the outside and tender on the inside. I sighed softly, and she was not ashamed of it, but felt proud of it.
Sure enough, Lin Feifei suddenly became angry, and her angry voice penetrated the door and floated into my heart.
"Impossible! Just don't make this idea. I can't agree to it."
"I've already told them, but you haven't met me yet?"
"not see!"
"You can't come down to the stage if you don't see me! I already promised you."
"Whether you come down or not is your business, not mine."
"You damn girl, I've raised you in vain for so many years, you heartless, white-eyed wolf..."
Before she finished howling, she was interrupted by Lin Feifei, "I'm a white-eyed wolf. I'm sorry for you. Please stop talking. Yu Bin will be back soon. It's not good for him to hear. I'll clean up first and go downstairs." Went to feed the stray cats."
As soon as I heard that Lin Feifei was going downstairs, in order to avoid embarrassment, I didn't go home, but turned around and went downstairs.
I overheard the conversation between her and Deng Meijia, and I had mixed feelings in my heart. Although Deng Meijia was hateful, Lin Feifei's determined attitude was like a warm current, slowly welling up in my heart, and even my eyes felt vaguely. It's a little hot.
I squatted downstairs, lit a cigarette, took a long drag, and then slowly blew out a thick smoke ring.
I watched the smoke rings rising slowly and gradually drifting away. I let my thoughts fly with the smoke rings, and I felt a complicated and unspeakable emotion in my heart.
Lin Feifei's words just now are still echoing loudly in my mind.
To be honest, when I overheard her words, at that moment, my heart seemed to be wet with something.
She has such great conditions, but she will never leave me. Why should I not?
effort?
I was squatting in the corner smoking, when Lin Feifei Rulan's voice drifted over:
"Huh? If you don't go upstairs, why are you squatting outside smoking?"
My heart trembled suddenly, I took a deep breath, suppressed the tumbling emotions in my heart, pretended not to know anything, and said with a smile:.
"Oh, I thought it would be inconvenient to smoke when I get home, so I smoked outside first as a courtesy."
I carefully concealed my emotions, but Lin Feifei didn't see any clues and kept her usual carefree look: "Hey, it's okay for you to smoke at home. My mother doesn't like you anyway, so you're afraid that you're in her heart." Is there room for improvement in image?"
I was amused by her and said with mixed feelings: "Why do you say it so directly? Can't you lie to me?"
Lin Feifei shrugged her shoulders, "You haven't decided yet whether my mother likes you or not! You don't think you can wait until my mother likes you, do you?"
I laughed at myself and said, "Don't worry, in this life I won't wait for anyone except you, the courier, and the delivery boy."
"..."
Lin Feifei rolled her eyes, suddenly took my arm, and smiled: "Okay, don't think about these unhappy things, come with me to feed the stray cats!"
I accompanied her to feed the stray cats. Late every night, we would feed the stray cats at a fixed time. They would wait for us at a fixed time and place every day. Watching Lin Feifei feed the stray cats, I felt like she had simply fallen into the world. angel.
I stood behind Lin Feifei and watched her squatting on the ground, patiently feeding the stray cats, and I couldn't help but feel filled with emotion.
I used to love staying at home on rainy days to watch TV shows and play games, but now I’m starting to worry about whether they have a place to shelter from the rain.
Now, spending time with Lin Feifei every night to feed the cat and walk her has become a little sweetness in our lives.
After Lin Feifei finished feeding the cat, she stood up and wiped her hands with my clothes as usual.
"What are you thinking about?" Lin Fei stared at me, her watery almond eyes filled with mischief and cunning.
When I met her eyes, I smiled and said truthfully: "I just watched you feeding stray cats, combined with Deng Mei... Auntie's attitude towards me, I suddenly figured out something."
"What's the point?"
"The only things that can cure adults' troubles are small animals, nature, food and money, not people."
I paused for a moment, then sighed and said, "My relationship with my parents is relatively normal. I used to have expectations for them, hoping to integrate into their lives, but then I gradually discovered that they would disappoint me every time. In 2016, a friend of mine gave me some beef and mutton from his own ranch. I wanted to share it with them, and I enthusiastically bought an electric oven and a barbecue grill. However, when they ate, they didn’t eat barbecue at all. I only eat the two stir-fried dishes I made..."
I opened my heart and revealed the past that I had hidden in my heart for the first time. I seemed to be immersed in the meeting and couldn't extricate myself, and sighed:
"That's when I realized what disappointment was, and how to go to work. I worked hard for a long time to get promoted and focused on my work. For half a year, I was the first one to come and the last one to leave every day, just short of living. I was in the company, and the project was very successful, but in the end the boss parachuted in an inexperienced but highly educated girl to replace me. I say this not to complain, but to discover that many of the things we strive for may not be able to be cured. Us, all they can bring us is troubles, and what can really heal us is delicious food, flowers and plants on the roadside, and pets at home. But now the pace of life is so fast that we are in a hurry and ignore it. Find some simple and beautiful things around you.”
Lin Feifei listened in rapt attention, showed a charming smile, and said with emotion:
"Yes! Take my job as an example. I began to yearn for the career of stewardess, thinking that I could travel around the world, but in fact this is not the case at all. Black and white are reversed, and the circle is very small. This is why many sisters are 'internal' Digestion."
A gust of night wind blew, blowing the leaves and making a rustling sound. The autumn wind brought a bit of coolness, Lin Feifei made up her mind
She wrapped her clothes tightly around her body.
Lin Feifei refused and I took off her clothes and gave them to her. She smiled and said, "I like autumn the most, honey. Don't you think autumn is the best season for falling in love?"
I was startled, "How do you say that?"
Lin Feifei smiled and sighed softly: "Because autumn won't be too hot or too cold, we can go see the maple leaves together. The fallen leaves cover the path, and there is a faint scent of osmanthus. Isn't it perfect for falling in love?"
Seeing Lin Feifei's expression of enjoyment, in order to tease her, I said in a very embarrassing way:
"Yes, it's really like falling in love. It's cold in the morning and evening."
"..."
Lin Feifei grabbed my arm, bit me hard, and complained angrily to me: "Let's just say there's no need to do anything if you don't have a job. Fortunately, between my mother and you, I stand unswervingly on your side... …”
Speaking of Deng Meijia, I couldn't help but feel moved in my heart and couldn't help but ask: "Why is your mother coming to our place this time?"
"What else could it be for? It's about the company!" Lin Feifei said carelessly.
I looked into Lin Feifei's eyes and asked, "What about the company? Nothing else?"
Lin Feifei shook her head, "What else can happen to her? It's gone."
Although I knew the purpose of her trip, I still wanted to hear Lin Feifei tell me personally. But when I heard her answer, I couldn't help but sigh. Since she didn't want to tell me, I didn't ask anything further.
When she saw that I was silent, she rolled her eyes at me and said quietly, "What? Do you still want to impress my mother?"
I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "I think your mother is like the Spring Festival Gala."
Lin Feifei was startled: "How do you say that?"
"When you meet your mother, you can't just change the channel."
"..."
Not only was Lin Feifei not angry, but she showed a fox-like smile. She smiled and hugged my neck: "Then just think that my mother is here to train you! You have to go through some ups and downs after all!"
"Yes, you can only experience the storm if you have experienced the wind and rain."
"you……"
