Lin Feifei raised her little face and looked at me with a particularly complicated look. Although the tacit understanding test was just a game, she completely lost to Zhou Shutong. Maybe at this time she suddenly discovered that she was not actually as good as Zhou Shutong. Understand me.
She stared at me quietly, with a trace of disappointment that could not be subsided for a long time between her frowning eyebrows.
I felt as if I was suppressed by her eyes. I sighed and said with a wry smile: "She has known me for several years, and we are neighbors. She must know me better."
Lin Feifei shook her head, "No, she explained the answers to those two questions very clearly, especially the song "City Story". I didn't expect that she could find the answer from you. This shows that she has a good understanding of the song. You are very attentive."
At this moment, the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.
I couldn't refute what she said, and I didn't expect that Zhou Shutong could find the correct answer from a book I wrote back then.
"If you don't speak anymore, you have approved what I said."
"Feifei, but what can I do? You are me..." Kanshu La
Lin Feifei interrupted me, "I know what you want to say, I just didn't expect that two such simple questions would make me lose so completely. To be honest, her explanation of these two answers made me I feel like I'm at a disadvantage."
I held her soft little hand and said, "This is just a game, don't take it seriously."
"I know this is just a game, but do you know what this proves?"
I shook my head blankly. At this time, I didn't dare to talk nonsense.
"Zhou Shutong told me that she doesn't like to read the Internet, especially those who start with a million words. I know you write about the Internet, but I don't even know the title of your book. But not only does she know, but she can also learn from you Find the answer in the book you wrote, which shows that she is more willing to get to know you, so there will always be topics between you, because she has learned about your character and past from the book you wrote, but I can’t, I have never even I never thought that I would explore your spiritual world from the books you wrote."
Lin Feifei's words made me fall into silence.
I also didn't expect that Zhou Shutong's understanding of me was beyond my cognitive scope.
I have to admit that Lin Feifei is right.
Two simple questions made her lose her armor in front of Zhou Shutong. What hurt her was not just the complete defeat on the surface, but Zhou Shutong's intentions behind it, which defeated her.
"Look, you have nothing to say! I'm not angry, I just feel that she makes me feel a little ashamed."
"Feifei..."
"Okay, don't say anything. I'm fine, really."
Lin Feifei didn't say anything, but I always felt awkward in my heart. There seemed to be an invisible rift between me and her that was difficult to repair.
I took a cold shower, trying to use the cold water to wash away the helplessness and depression in my heart. When I returned to the room, Lin Feifei had already fallen asleep. '
Even in her sleep, her eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if she was shrouded in sadness.
Because of me?
I sighed and inadvertently raised my head and glanced at the big love list posted on the wall.
I just glanced at it accidentally, but my eyes were immediately attracted to this form. Next to today's date, the name of the project written was "Play the Tacit Compatibility Challenge with Me". In the next grid, a bright red x was drawn to indicate whether it was completed or not. .
Shocking, like bleeding.
All kinds of melancholy emotions suddenly appeared again. I couldn't sleep, so I simply went to the balcony to smoke and let the cold wind blow on my face.
Probably because Zhou Shutong mentioned the article I wrote before, I accidentally opened the backend and silently checked the messages.
I kept sliding my fingertips to turn the pages, and I read every message carefully. A long-lost feeling surged uncontrollably from the depths of my heart, and my nose felt a little sore for a moment.
After swiping and swiping, a user with the ID name "If you are lucky, enjoy it, if you are in trouble, don't take it" came into my sight.
Her profile picture is a picture of a dog, exactly
It was the dog raised by Zhou Shutong. There was no doubt that it was true. I couldn't help but click on her homepage to see what footprints she had left in my comment area.
On her homepage, there is only one long novel like mine, and the comments are all praising me in a fancy way. She is simply my Internet mouthpiece.
I read every comment of hers carefully, especially her comment under "City Story". She said that she wanted someone to sing to her. The time was after Kuang Li and I broke up this year and when I first met Lin Feifei.
I was holding my phone blankly, as if my soul had been ripped out of my whole body. When I came back to my senses, I felt like I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and I had an indescribable feeling.
I thought I knew Zhou Shutong very well, but it wasn’t until this moment that I suddenly realized that I didn’t know her at all. She had been in my world, but I had no idea. I met two good women, one was acquaintance and the other Fall in love.
I raised my head, silently looked at the thick night outside, and lit another cigarette. After a long silence, I seemed to hear a quiet sigh from the bottom of my heart.
The next day, maid Lin Feifei and I had the same dark circles, which proved that we didn’t sleep well that night. We knew each other tacitly, but no one mentioned it, and no one wanted to take the initiative to uncover this scar.
Lin Feifei had two flights today and it was dark, so I drove her to the airport.
The car was running like the wind on the curved road, and the trees on both sides of the road were flying past my eyes. The atmosphere in the car today was a bit dull. Lin Feifei kept tilting her head and looking at the messy tree shadows outside the window. I couldn't stand the depressing atmosphere. So he lowered the window a little.
The cool morning air hit my face and breathed into my lungs, and my whole body was instantly refreshed.
"What time will I pick you up tonight?" I glanced at her and took the initiative to open the topic.
Lin Feifei flipped up her hair, turned her head and glanced at me, her charming cheeks dazzling in the early morning glow.
"There's no need to answer the call. Sometimes we don't have time after get off work!"
Her words were concise and to the point, leaving no room for doubt.
I pondered for a moment and then started to deliberately find something to say: "Oh, I'm going to Zhang Yin's place during the day. I'll cook whatever you want for dinner."
"I don't know what time I get off work! I can eat anything."
"oh."
The atmosphere was somewhat awkward, and we arrived at the airport without talking. After getting off the car, I deliberately looked aggrieved.
Lin Feifei gave me a helpless look, stepped forward, and gave me a big hug.
"Okay, I'm leaving first! Please be safe on the road!"
After that, she pulled her small suitcase and walked lightly into the airport.
Watching her graceful back gradually disappear before my eyes, my heart suddenly sank without any warning...
