The layer of paper between Lin Feifei and I was finally broken. Before she agreed to me, all I thought about was the material gap between me and her.
During this period of time, I have been worried about gains and losses. Looking back now, I can see that it is just my inferiority complex. No matter what I do, I always like to make default assumptions habitually, and often these are bad assumptions.
The more random thoughts you have, the heavier the fear in your heart will be. In fact, things will not bring down a person, but emotions will.
The reality gap between the two of us unknowingly became a fear in my heart. It wasn't until I mustered up the courage to take this step that I finally understood that any restriction starts from within myself.
I put my mind back and glanced at Lin Feifei, who was sitting cross-legged on the sofa. Her profile was so beautiful, with her small nose, red lips, slender neck, and...
"Hey, what are you looking at?" Lin Feifei sensed my gaze and rolled her eyes at me.
"Of course it's my girlfriend."
I smiled and pulled her into my arms, and a handful of warm and fragrant jade fell into my arms.
Lin Feifei didn't struggle and lay on my lap. Her eyes shifted from the movie to my face and she smiled:
"I want to ask you a question, and you must answer me truthfully."
"you say."
Lin Feifei looked at me with a smile and said in a very serious tone: "You are so proactive in front of so many people. It's not like you! Is it because Wu Shuang wanted to spend money to buy it and give it to me, so you stepped forward? ?」
I smiled and said softly, "Of course not. The reason why I stood up was because you wanted to."
The emotion in Lin Feifei's eyes gradually changed, "Why did it take you so long to tell me and make me wait for so long!"
I was startled, a forced smile appeared on my lips, and I said shyly:
"I'm so shy! You don't know that I have a problem. The more I like someone, I don't dare to speak because I care too much."
"screw you!"
Although Lin Feifei laughed and cursed, she could not hide the sweetness in her eyes. She looked at me seriously and asked:
"What are your plans for the future?"
My heart moved, and I couldn't help but smile.
On the surface she was asking about my future plans, but actually she wanted to know if she was included in my future plans.
I looked into her eyes seriously, and I could read a kind of expectation in her eyes. In the final analysis, what she wants is not a general answer, but a sense of security.
Looking at this pretty face, I couldn't help but reach out and push away the black hair at the corner of her mouth, and said with a smile: "I hope we can get rid of the ideological imprint of our original family, be ourselves happily, and live what we want. Life."
Lin Feifei rolled her eyes and seemed dissatisfied with this answer, "Listening to your words is like listening to your words."
After saying that, she gritted her teeth and pinched my arm, "That's very good, don't say it again in the future."
I smiled bitterly and explained patiently: "What I said is true. I hope that we are together because of love, not to fulfill your parents' KPI. I hope that this relationship will give you courage when you are afraid. , to give you wings, not to imprison you, just like having a baby in the future, I will also respect your opinion."
I pondered for a moment and continued: "I have always felt that apart from material conditions such as a house and a car, it is more important for two people to live happily. Of course, everyone's flowering period is different, and some people buy it in their twenties. You can buy a car or a house, and some people don’t buy a car or a house until they are forty years old. I hope you can give me some time.”
Lin Feifei's eyes sparkled, and the smile on her face continued to expand, "I didn't expect you to be so deep! I'm so touched by what you said."
I chuckled, "Don't say that, I'm definitely not as good as you."
I paused and explained quickly before she got angry: "Don't stare, I'm talking about the depth, the depth of your thoughts! From a material perspective, I am definitely not a suitable choice, but you are still in front of love and bread. , you follow
To understand one's own heart, I am not saying that it is not good to choose material things, but that our three views are consistent. "
Lin Feifei smiled: "It would be better if the facial features match."
"Well...you don't have to feel inferior."
"roll!"
Lin Feifei scratched my arm hard.
I stopped smiling, coughed a few times, and continued the topic I just talked about.
"As for my mother, I will work hard to make money."
Lin Feifei chuckled lightly, "Hey, we'll be our mother so soon. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. There's no rush to make money."
I said "Yeah", "I'm afraid you'll be stressed out!"
"Huh? Why am I stressed?"
"Because our family's future income will all depend on you. The doctor said that I have a bad stomach and can only eat soft food."
"Hahaha!"
Lin Feifei nudged me lightly with her elbow, "Fuck you, you're not serious all the time."
She paused and wrinkled her small nose. She was so cute. My heart instantly melted and I couldn't help laughing.
"Why are you laughing?" Lin Feifei looked at me with resentful eyes.
"The expression you had just now was so cute."
Lin Feifei smiled with admiration, "Then how can you tell me how to be cute? You didn't write it! You should be able to describe it, right?"
"The way you act cute is just like the way I used to show off."
"..."
I said this, so of course I couldn't escape the physical punishment. She scratched both arms with bloody marks. It hurt so much that I begged for mercy before she gave up.
I held my two "scarred" arms and showed an aggrieved expression, but Lin Feifei remained unmoved.
"Give you another chance and say something I like to hear, or I'll scratch you to death!"
After saying that, she made a snarling expression.
I looked at her dumbfounded, and while I put my hand on her head and pressed it gently, I searched her intestines and stomach and racked my brains.
I always pay attention to accumulating materials when I write, so I just meditated for a while, and inspiration came to me.
"I want to discuss a business worth hundreds of millions with you, is that okay? It's okay. I still have...I want to eat something sweet, and your mouth is the sweetest. We were drinking and accidentally entered each other's restricted area."
"..."
Lin Feifei looked at me helplessly. She was used to this kind of operation, as if she wasn't used to it if I didn't say so.
Of course she was not willing to let me succeed with her words, and kept tickling my itchy flesh with both hands. I was not to be outdone, and the two of us made a fuss. After a while, we were both tired, and I leaned on the back of the sofa. She hung on me like a tree bear.
"Tomorrow I will have a meal with a colleague, will you accompany me?" Lin Feifei hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear.
"You and your colleagues are having dinner, why should I go? You can just eat."
Lin Feifei gave me a meaningful look and smiled: "Are you sure? He is a handsome guy, but don't get me wrong, he and I have serious business to discuss."
I couldn't help but be startled when I heard that the person having dinner with her tomorrow night was a man. Although I felt a little unhappy in my heart, I thought about it again. Since Lin Feifei told me, it must be out of trust. Of course I trust her. Repay it.
I smiled and said, "Is his name Liu Zheng?"
Lin Feifei was startled and her eyes widened in astonishment. Seeing her expression, I knew I had guessed it right.
The corners of her lips raised, "Okay! Qiu Yun mentioned it that day and you just remembered it, that's fine!"
"That is, I will remember everything about you."
I took a breath. From Xue Qiuyun's words, I could tell that Lin Feifei had been very close to Liu Zheng recently. There weren't many people of the opposite sex around Lin Feifei, so I was indeed a little curious about him, but I didn't know enough about him. What are you asking? We are all adults. Who doesn’t have many friends of the opposite sex around us? As long as the boundaries between Chu, He and Han are clearly defined in our hearts, it will be fine.
Lin Feifei rolled her eyes at me, "I and
Are you not worried at all when friends of the opposite sex go out for dinner alone? "
I smiled and said, "Since you took the initiative to tell me, everything between you must be innocent. Of course I believe you."
"You really don't want to go with me?"
To be honest, I actually wanted to see who this Liu Zheng was, but I hesitated for a while and finally gave up the idea.
"I really don't want to go. You colleagues are having a dinner, so why should I go? Let's do this. After dinner tomorrow, I will pick you up and take you home."
Lin Feifei saw through my thoughts at a glance, "Hehe, you said you're not nervous? Well, then you can pick me up tomorrow! Since you don't want to accompany me to dinner, then I can only ask Qiuyun to accompany me. Already."
I was stunned for a moment, but before I could say anything, Lin Feifei rolled her eyes at me and said, "I also have a boyfriend now. It's not good to eat alone with the opposite sex!"
I immediately laughed from the bottom of my heart. She was so well-behaved and sensible, and I suddenly felt very relieved that she would care about my emotions. This made me really comfortable.
The place where Lin Feifei and the others ate was a high-end restaurant. Lin Feifei said that she was treating Liu Zheng to dinner tonight. I was a little curious about what prompted her to treat her.
I hesitated for a moment and couldn't help but ask: "Do you need his help with anything?"
Lin Feifei winked playfully, "Yes! But I'll tell you when this matter is finalized!"
Hey!
This little lady has learned how to sell things off.
After saying that, Lin Feifei blew me a kiss.
"I'm going out first! Remember to pick me up at the restaurant at eight o'clock in the evening!"
At eight o'clock in the evening, I rode my motorcycle to the restaurant where they were eating on time, waiting for Lin Feifei to show up.
I didn't send her a message, but lit a cigarette and waited while smoking, because I was afraid that after sending the message, Lin Feifei would rush out. With our tacit understanding, I believe she knew that I would definitely come out after the appointment. Show up on time.
Sure enough, as soon as I finished smoking a cigarette, I saw Lin Feifei's graceful figure jumping at the door of the restaurant...
