These two beauties were staying at my house at the same time, which I never expected.
It took me a long time to accept this fact. As the saying goes, one mountain cannot accommodate two tigers, let alone two beautiful women. I lived on tenterhooks, but they seemed to be quite compatible.
After observing for most of the day, I gradually relaxed my vigilance, but with both of them here, the family finally became a little more "popular."
After Kuang Li left, I lived alone. Sometimes I felt quite lonely. I always wanted someone to accompany me. Now that there are two beautiful beauties in my house, it has become lively.
Especially at night, after the two of them took a shower, a large area of their fair skin was exposed, and even the air seemed to have a bit more impetuous feeling.
I accompanied them to watch a movie in the living room. The movie was a horror movie chosen by Lin Feifei. They both watched it with gusto, but I found it uninteresting.
How can a horror movie be as good as these two beauties in front of me?
When I was bored, Wu Shuang's phone call suddenly came in.
When I saw his name, I frowned.
Ma De, after all this, you still have the nerve to call me?
I finally saw the true face of this guy. After all this trouble, he still had the nerve to call me. He is really thick-skinned.
I wanted to see what kind of trouble he wanted to make, so I first asked Lin Feifei to turn down the TV volume, then endured my nausea and answered the phone.
"Hey, Binzi, why did Feifei block me?" His voice sounded like it came from the abyss, depressed and low.
I rolled my eyes and said sharply, "Don't you know what's going on?"
There was silence on the phone for a while, then he said with a smile: "I know you are angry with me, but I told Feifei's mother your address because I was afraid that she would not find anyone to worry about."
I shook my head helplessly. It was really helpless for my brother to reach this point, but after what Wu Shuang did, I no longer regarded him as my brother.
He and I both knew in our hearts that it was impossible to be brothers again, but on the surface we remained calm because adults usually leave quietly.
I smiled, feeling calmer than ever before, "Okay! It's whatever you say."
"Look at you... you're out of energy!"
"Are you energetic?"
Wu Shuang suddenly laughed strangely, "Binzi, do you think you and Feifei are suitable?"
I raised an eyebrow.
Ah.
This is preparation for a complete breakup.
I turned my head and glanced at Lin Feifei. The two women were also looking at me.
I wasn't embarrassed at all. I laughed and said, "There's no question of whether it's suitable or not, only whether you like it or not."
Wu Shuang was speechless. After a while, as soon as he said the word "you", Lin Feifei suddenly let out a scream.
"ah!"
It turned out that the scenes in the movie were so terrifying that Lin Feifei couldn't help but scream.
Lin Feifei's voice was always soft, and even when she screamed, she had a numbing and ecstatic feeling. Not only was I not frightened, but I felt shocked all over.
Wu Shuang also heard it clearly, and immediately roared at me angrily, "What are you two doing?"
"..."
I'm a little speechless. Where did his dirty thoughts go? Now that I know who he is, I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with him.
"Don't worry about what we are doing, just hang up!"
"you……"
I didn't give him a chance to speak and hung up the phone directly.
I threw the phone aside and smiled at them both, "Let's continue watching the movie! I was interrupted by a boring guy just now."
Lin Feifei tilted her head and looked at me, "Are you done with him?"
"Um."
A look of guilt flashed across Lin Feifei's face, and she said apologetically, "I'm sorry, it's all because of me."
"Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you." I waved my hand and suddenly felt something in my heart.
A feeling of relief.
At first, when I knew that Wu Shuang wanted to pursue Lin Feifei, I felt a little uncomfortable. The uncomfortable feeling was no less than falling out of love. But then I saw Wu Shuang's face clearly, and my heart became cold.
Just like a cup of scalding hot water, it's better to let go than to burn yourself if you can't hold it.
Although I was relieved, Wu Shuang's phone call still made the atmosphere at home a little quiet. After the movie ended, the two girls went back to the room to sleep.
I was lying on the camp bed, but I couldn't fall asleep. My head was groggy. I have been sleeping very late these days, and my biological clock has become accustomed to staying up late.
Unable to sleep, I simply got up and opened the curtains, and the lights from thousands of houses outside came in, witnessing my loneliness.
Too many things have happened recently. There was a fire in my hometown, the company was reorganized, and my brothers broke up. Even Lin Feifei’s mother didn’t like me. Everything was not going well. I was about to collapse under so much pressure. It seemed that only in the dead of night did I feel This is my time.
I supported the railing with both hands and let the night wind blow on my face, taking away not only the smoke rings but also my depressed mood.
Silently looking at the sporadic lights outside, my mood gradually improved. The adult world is one that collapses and heals itself at the same time.
In the past, I would find a place where no one was and cry loudly, then wipe away my tears and do whatever I needed to do, but now I will just stay silent, because the only one who can save me is myself.
After a cigarette was burned out, the random thoughts in my head were taken away by the wind. I turned around and saw a slender figure standing quietly behind me. .
I was startled, and when I saw Lin Feifei's face clearly, I smiled bitterly.
"Why don't you say anything! Do you want to scare me to death?"
Lin Feifei rolled her eyes at me, "Why are you smoking so late at night if you're still up so late?"
"Can't sleep." I said truthfully.
Lin Feifei sighed, picked up a futon, walked to the side of the camp bed and sat down, "Come here."
I was stunned for a moment, "What?"
"If I massage your head, maybe you can fall asleep."
I was a little surprised and looked at her in astonishment, "You want to press my head?"
Lin Feifei rolled her eyes, "Yes! Let me relax for you, maybe it will help you sleep."
It was late at night, and Lin Feifei turned on a small night light. In the dim light, I lay down obediently and let her white and tender little hands gently roam over my head.
She was quite comfortable pressing on the ground, and I closed my eyes to enjoy it. Then Lin Feifei suddenly spoke.
"Yu Bin, you didn't take what my mother said to your heart, did you?"
A wry smile escaped my lips, and I fell into silence.
I don't care about other people's evaluations, because I don't need to seek affirmation from outside myself, but the gap in reality cannot be bridged by just relying on the words "I love you."
The paths we need to take may be different, but I'm still not willing to just accept my fate. I want to try again.
After a short silence, I smiled bitterly and said:
