Tian Qi took a bite of the iced watermelon, put it down, and took a puff of the cigarette.
"Brother Qi, are you still awake?"
Lin Xuan walked timidly into the yard.
Tian Qi glanced at Lin Xuan's belly.
Lin Xuan, yes.
own children.
Tian Qi never dreamed that one day he would have a child.
What is it like to have a child?
How does it feel to be a father?
Having a child, operating in the heart of the enemy?
Too dangerous.
Tian Qi was a little irritable, but there was also a faint feeling of happiness.
"No one is thinking about something."
Tian Qi poured wine into the cup, took another bite of iced watermelon, and drank a sip of wine: "In the past few days, Hahara Koichi and I have met less often. Why?"
"It's nothing." Lin Xuan moved a chair and sat next to Tian Qi: "The Puppet National Conference is about to be held, and the Japanese attach great importance to this meeting."
"No, no."
Tian Qi said thoughtfully: "Hahara Koichi has never cared about conferences. In his opinion, political matters have nothing to do with him. He only cares about his own business."
Lin Xuan really couldn't figure out what Brother Seven was worried about.
"Look." Tian Qi explained carefully: "He transferred all the original contact points to No. 76, which is very abnormal in itself. Most of this kind of thing should be handled by the Intelligence Headquarters and No. 76 Take it, but why is Koichi Hahara suddenly acting so positive?"
Lin Xuan was a little dumbfounded: "Seventh brother, he is Japanese himself. Is there something wrong with his positive performance in a conference secretly planned by the Japanese?"
"You don't understand Koichi Hahara." Tian Qi murmured: "His fanaticism, his persistence, and his diligence all scare me. He regards intelligence work as everything he has, and he ignores fame and fortune. He didn't even complain about the cold looks from others, but he didn't even complain about his declining status, but one thing was that he would not allow anyone to interfere in the arrangements he had made.
When Wang Jingwei, Li Shiqun and others died, he would not even blink an eye, but this time? What does he seem to be deliberately creating? What is it? I can not guess it. I admit that there is a gap between me and him, and I have to work hard to make up for it. He trusts me very much, but if I reveal any flaw, no matter how much he trusts me, he will torture me without hesitation. "
He said in a daze: "He is my teacher."
"What?" Lin Xuan wondered if she heard wrongly.
Seventh Brother’s teacher?
A Japanese?
"He was really my teacher."
Tian Qi's tone didn't sound like he was joking at all: "The Japanese are extremely vicious and deserve death, but we have to learn from their strengths. His perseverance is what I lack most. .
Koichi Hahara can use Meng Shaoyuan as his teacher, why can't I use him as my teacher? "
Lin Xuan doesn't understand, really doesn't understand.
She came to Tian Qi today for another reason: "Brother Qi, I have something to ask you."
"Say it."
"Our child."
Lin Xuan touched her belly, with a bit of pride on her face as she was about to become a mother: "I know my mission. From the first day I accepted the mission, I was prepared for all the consequences, but our child... …”
She hesitated, but finally gritted her teeth and said, "After our child is born, can we send him to the rear?"
"cannot."
Tian Qi flatly refused.
"Brother Seven." Lin Xuan almost begged: "Even if I am shattered to pieces, I will not hesitate to complete the task. But my child, are you prepared to let him live in such an environment?"
"If I have the chance, I also want to leave here." Tian Qi said silently: "I am the child's father, how can I let him live in such an environment? But don't forget our identities.
who are we? Sleeper agent. Every move we make is being monitored. If our children are given away immediately after they are born, won’t the Japanese be suspicious? Do you know what Meng Shaoyuan said to me when I was on the lurking mission? "
Lin Xuan shook his head.
Tian Qi remembered it clearly.
That day, Meng Shaoyuan said this to him:
"Never regard the Japanese as fools. Any abnormal behavior will arouse the suspicion of the other party. Every word you say and everything you do must be considered in detail before you say it and do it. The Japanese are not that easy to fool. of."
Tian Qi has not forgotten, and has never forgotten:
"Thinking about it from another perspective, when our child is born, if we keep him with us and put him under the eyes of the Japanese, the Japanese will confirm our 'loyalty'."
"Is the child just a bargaining chip in your eyes?" Lin Xuan said sadly.
"Lin Xuan!"
Although Tian Qi's voice was still low, his tone suddenly became stern: "Don't forget your identity. You are not my woman, nor the mother of my child. You are not worthy."
You do not deserve!
When she heard this sentence, Lin Xuan's eyes turned red.
"You are not worthy, you really are not worthy, and I am not worthy of being this father. Your identity and my identity make us unworthy!" Tian Qi smoked heavily: "None of us are worthy. We can't take care of the children. We cannot give him the life a normal child should have.
The first words a child learns will definitely not be Chinese, but Japanese. Because I want to tell the Japanese people, look, how loyal I am to you, I can even treat my own children as Japanese when they are born. Look, not only do I want to be a dog, but my children also want to be dogs! "
His hands began to tremble slightly.
Lin Xuan held Tian Qi's hand: "Brother Qi, I was wrong."
"You are right, you are really right." Tian Qi said in a daze: "You are a mother, you think about your children, yes, no one in the world can blame you. What is wrong is just our identity. Once in Hell and never look back.”
Lin Xuan suddenly smiled: "Brother Qi, I understand, you are in hell, and I am also in hell. You are a dog, and I will be a dog with you. But we will always win one day, right? ? Even if we can’t see it anymore, the child can always see it. When the time comes, District Chief Meng will tell him that your parents are not dogs, they are upright Chinese!"
"They are Chinese people whose hands are stained with blood." Tian Qi said silently: "We were not born in a good era. When our children grow up, I hope the mountains and rivers have changed by then!"
In his mind, another woman suddenly appeared:
flower!
That's a flower!
Tian Qi never felt that he was sorry for anyone.
But deep down in his heart, he always knew one thing:
I'm sorry for Hua'er.
Flowers, live well.
If I am still alive when the Anti-Japanese War is won, Brother Qi will kowtow to you and admit your mistake.
Brother Qi will tell you that Brother Qi is an upright Chinese.
That day, the mountains and rivers changed!
(As for the typos and clerical errors in the book, Spider apologizes to all readers first. Then, I actually checked, but I have to say that it is not easy to find out what I wrote. Some typos are obviously It’s in front of our eyes, but it’s easy to be ignored. Whatever readers point out, Spider will make sure to correct it as soon as it is discovered, and I apologize again!)
