Lu Xuan had actually already thought about what he just said. He had been thinking over and over in his mind what to say, so he didn't have time to tell Mu Wanqing about it.
Mu Wanqing, who was unaware of this, was extremely shocked when she heard Lu Xuan's words.
Mu Wanqing was smart and knew what kind of consequences Lu Xuan would suffer if he said such words.
Today, Lu Xuan is admired by everyone in China. Millions of young people and millions of soldiers take him as an example and feel proud to be a Chinese.
But Lu Xuan said that he wanted to retire, which shattered the beliefs of many people and made many admirers disappointed in him.
Lu Xuan will definitely be scolded by everyone in China, he will be scolded badly, and his ancestors will be greeted over and over again for eighteen generations!
At this time, Lu Xuan took a deep breath and said slowly in front of everyone's astonished eyes: "My decision to retire is definitely not a momentary impulse on my part, but a decision I made after careful consideration. .”
"In the eyes of everyone, I am a soldier, a warrior who should fight bravely on the battlefield. But I am tired. I have long been tired of this kind of fighting and killing days. I am not a god. I was born with He has such great strength and has grown up step by step."
Lu Xuan took the microphone and spoke word by word. Everyone was listening quietly, wanting to hear Lu Xuan's story and what kind of person he was. "Growing like this, there must be corpses everywhere, and comrades falling around me. Although my hands are covered with countless blood, I dare to swear that everyone I kill is the person who deserves to be killed, but my Brothers, my comrades-in-arms, when one by one falls around us, this kind of pain,
Do you understand? "
"You don't understand!"
Lu Xuan's voice became louder, and the pain in his eyes made people tremble. It turned out that Lu Xuan was not as glamorous and beautiful as he seemed.
No one understands the pain and pressure he endured.
When Lu Xuan announced his retirement, some people just scolded and hated him, and some were already greeting Lu Xuan's family.
Lu Xuan's heart was trembling. Everyone present was puzzled by his sudden announcement of retirement. The Chinese reporter was even more surprised and showed angry eyes.
They were all like this, let alone the billions of Chinese people, so Lu Xuan's heart felt a little cold, like an abyss.
Lu Xuan's voice was a little low, and he shook his head and said: "How many times have I woke up from my dreams, and the deaths of my comrades have appeared in my dreams one after another, like nightmares, which has given me post-war psychological syndrome. I sometimes , and even have the urge to commit suicide.”
"So, I was actually very afraid of war and afraid of seeing my comrades die again. When Instructor Sun died in front of me, at that moment, I was really going crazy!"
In China, everyone who was still angrily criticizing Lu Xuan and criticizing on major online forums and platforms fell silent. They stared blankly at Lu Xuan on TV, mobile phones, and computers. They really I never expected that Lu Xuan would have such a dark side.
"I'm tired, really tired!"
Lu Xuan's voice was choked up and he said: "That's why I announced that I will retire from the army in front of the world's media. I just want to be an ordinary person and will never see my comrades fall at my feet. I don't want to kill anyone anymore." Is there anything wrong? Is there anything wrong?”
"No!"
I don't know who it was, but the first person roared excitedly, and this person was already in tears.
Not only him, but everyone in the audience had tears in their eyes. The little princess of Siam even burst into tears.
In everyone's eyes, Lu Xuandang was not wrong. He had done enough and won so many honors for the country. Now he is a patient with post-war psychological syndrome. He can really fight for himself. alive.
In fact, Instructor Sun's words have alerted Lu Xuan. Lu Xuan also needs to live for himself and enjoy the happiness of an ordinary person and the happiness of a family.
This was also the first time that Lu Xuan vented his sad emotions in front of others.
He needs to let everyone know that he, Lu Xuan, just wants the life of an ordinary person.
Only then did everyone deeply understand why Lu Xuan wore a mask on stage. It was because he was here to announce his retirement and leave the army.
However, Lu Xuan had actually been expelled from the army long ago, but now he appears as a bodyguard of Zhongnanhai and has made great achievements in battle.
Zhongnanhai bodyguards also belong to the Chinese army and are a special establishment. Therefore, does Lu Xuan make sense when he says that he is no longer a soldier?
Therefore, Lu Xuan must say this so as not to be misunderstood.
After today, Lu Xuan may still have a lot of fame, but time can dilute everything. As long as Lu Xuan announces his retirement, no one will pay attention to him anymore.
Slowly, Lu Xuan will fade out of everyone's sight. In this way, Lu Xuan will become a person who can "make soy sauce" again.
"I hope everyone can understand that I am not afraid of death. I just don't want to be pained by the war and prevent me from sleeping peacefully. Sometimes, even having a good night's sleep is a luxury."
Lu Xuan said, everyone was moved!
"Mr. Lu, we support you!"
"Yes, Mr. Lu, no matter what you do, we trust you unconditionally!"
"——"
After Lu Xuan said this, all the media reporters shouted loudly. Even the Chinese media reporters shouted loudly at Lu Xuan.
The people of Huaxia, who were originally scolding each other, were crying. They were also supporting Lu Xuan one after another, and they also left messages on the official website of Huaxia, imploring the officials to agree to Lu Xuan's application for discharge.
In the palace in the capital, the old chief was watching the awarding ceremony. He did not expect that Lu Xuan would suddenly say so many things that belonged to him alone under the spotlight.
The old chief knew it was not easy for Lu Xuan, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult for him!
Even the old chief's eyes were red.
"Lu Xuan, I didn't expect you to be so miserable. You didn't even tell me," the old chief said with a sigh.
Secretary Lin was standing behind him and said with emotion: "Old chief, don't you know what Lu Xuan is like? He always reports good news but not bad news, and he always has a playful smile on his face. He disguises himself so well!"
"Yes!" The old chief sighed and said: "This brat looks cynical all day long. Sometimes I just want to teach him political lessons. Now I finally understand that people with brighter appearances actually , the darker my heart becomes!"
